SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 762.
As you grow up it soon becomes apparent that you are developing differently to other males even though you do not yet even know what the word feminized sissy cuckold mean's.
You understand that your body is not maturing in a masculine way and that your thoughts on women and sex are shameful to say the least and shake with fear in ever being exposed?
Also your masturbation veers off to the freakish and your inserting things in yourself to do your cum cums and not only phallic objects up your bottom but also down your urethra as you wear your Mother's dirty discarded hosiery and lingerie from the laundry basket or items you have stolen from other women you have come into contact with! (Do not think that women do not notice when someone like you is around!)
Early on you seem to equate the sexual pleasure you get with being ashamed and being punished for your dirty ways and become more and more submissive wanting to grovel and worship women trying to please them in ways so extreme because your little penis cannot possibly give a woman what she really wants!
What is amazing is that you feel that no woman would ever want you but crazy as it sounds most will end up married as there is women out there that want submissive and obedient partners who they can walk all over and dominate and cuckold the fuck out of!