SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 708.
It always had me wondering what women think when they find out that their nearest and dearest is a crossdressing want to be sissy cuckold!
I suppose for many women it shatters their comfortable realm and I am not being defensive when I say that I can well imagine that it ruins many a relationships!
The other side to this is for the want to be sissy cuckold if he is not with the right woman a split can leave him free to find that dream Cuckoldress and they are out there!
Then there is the growing army of women that find out that their husband or boyfriend is a want to be sissy cuckold and they look past that revelation and become Cuckoldresses.
I have spoke over the years to many Cuckoldresses and in general they already knew that who they were with was not the masculine man! and that there were serious issues that had to be sorted in her favour but they loved their partner for his other attributes.
Sex is the one thing all women can be excellent at when they have the right endowed and skilful lover and or lovers and the majority of married women do cheat and have affairs and once they find out that their husbands are want to be feminized sissy cuckolds wanting to totally submit and let the Cuckoldress wife do anything she wants it's like the sweetie shop being opened and being told everything is free!
Woman and wives that we are talking about love the fact that they can live openly with as many boyfriends as they desire and that they can flaunt it in their feminized husbands face and tell me a woman who does not love teasing and tormenting their man and from there because of their new relationship she will find that teasing and tormenting also allows her to torture as well!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 707.
One of the vitally important aspects of a Feminized sissy cuckolds life is every month becoming the tampax and sanitary towel for your Cuckoldress when she is on her period!
Even the week prior to her flux you should thank her for taking her pre menstrual tension out on you in anyway she see's fit no matter how painful this might be?
Of course when your Cuckoldress is on her period your mouth must be on tap for her all the time if she wants you down there for hours licking up the blood, slime and livery meaty chunks as it comes away from her.
And not forgetting you have to suck as much blood out of her sanitary towels and tampaxes before disposal.
Tania my second wife and cuckoldress got me used to wearing a Tampax myself up my sissy pussy when she was on her flux as a sign of support for femininity and of course I wore in my panties her blood soaked sanitary towel.
Often she would add some realism to my ghost period by cutting my sissy ovary sack with a razor so I bled into the sanitary towels I had to wear!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 706.
Was thinking back today to my formative years and the second woman who used me as a crossdressing submissive not yet understanding that I was a budding Feminized Sissy Cuckold.
Fran the lady in question was the woman at the fancy dress party where I was dressed as a woman by my Mother who kissed me in the kitchen. she was for the party dressed as a classic French Prostitute and when she grabbed me and snogged my face off with her tongue assaulting me she had a good feel of my penis and whispered in my ear after the kiss that I was very small and had no chance of having sex with her!
Within half an hour the news of my pathetic endowment was the gossip of every woman at the party and I could feel the weight of the mirth from every pair of feminine eyes.
Forward a week after Pamela had given me my first creampie experience Fran invited me round to her home and she wanted to dress me up again something that of course I was not adverse to and the way she put the invite to me had me shaking in frustrated sexual need.
Fran dressed me up in some of her discarded lingerie and tights and did my make up for me and she openly laughed at the sight of my small thin little penis and again told me that I had other uses as a sissy than sex and she knew I would do as I was told as Pam had told her all about my cleaning her creampie pussy and worshipping her legs and feet.
Fran that morning was in a roll neck black jumper and a knee length skirt with hosiery in black on which turned out to be stockings held up by a sexy suspender belt that was part of the set she had on.
Fran made all the running as the morning went on and it was her that stripped out of her Jumper and skirt showing me that she did not have the panties on to her suspender belt and bra set.
Her pussy was shaven and to me the voluptuous Fran looked like a goddess with her brown permed hair and very curvy body and soon she scooped her large tits out of the cups of the bra and had me suckling on her large nipples.
Everything Fran had me do that day was for her pleasure only and she paid scant attention to my turgid little penis in her dirty tights
Of course nothing was going to be easy under the thumb of a woman like Fran and I soon found out just how demanding she was going to be when she knelt on her bed with her large fleshy bottom in the air and ordered my to gently ease her buttocks apart.
I did as ordered and was appalled by not only the smell that hit me but the sight when I had her ass cheeks apart as she had shit all in her ass vale and her twitching sphincter was sticky and dirty with her faecal ooze.
Then came the sinful giggle and Fran orders "Well lick it clean then!"
I do not think it even passed her mind that I would refuse her command I think after she and Pamela had talked about me both of them knew what I was and would do anything they wanted so when I started licking Fran's smelly shitty ass clean she purred like a contented cat and said "Good sissy girl get your tongue right up there!"

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 705.
It makes you wonder what is inside us Feminized sissy cuckolds that makes us start to crave being our Cuckoldresses toilet?
I have thought long and hard about this and only a few things come to mind if you can call my grey matter a mind? (debatable)
Firstly it's the sheer taboo kink of drinking a woman's urine as it pours out of her all hot and salty there is something very erotic about seeing this and letting her do it in your mouth.
Of course there is the humiliation of being used to urinate in a show of the woman's dominance over you and your submission to her a power exchange?
Of course leading on from the Cuckoldresses or woman's piss is what comes out of her bowels that fills the Feminized sissy cuckold with not only fear but a fascination and then urges that become terrible inside?
Now my second ex wife Tania and myself had a long conversation once about me being her toilet and it came to me then after being her feminized sissy cuckold for a long time that in me was this thought that urine and more specifically her shit was the only thing of her my wife that only she gave to me! where's her mouth kissed other men, sucked other men's cocks, her pussy was fucked by any other cock she desires but never my own little penis and the same for her anus which she adored being fucked long and hard by whopper cocks and spunked in!
So for me as her feminized sissy cuckold being her toilet drinking her urine and eating her shit and licking her bottom clean of mess like I was toilet paper was a special reserve only for me her feminized sissy cuckold husband!

What do you want to see next? YOU decide!
Is it
Stuffing my ass with different dildos?
or
Stuffing my hairy pussy with a nice eggplant?

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 704.
It come's as a shock to the Feminized sissy cuckold that the only fucking with it's little sissy clit will be when the Cuckoldress fucks it's urethra with a stilettoes heel on one of her many pairs of sexy wicked high heeled shoes.
Believe me there is nothing comfortable about being urethra fucked and the only thing you as a feminized sissy cuckold can do is hope your Cuckoldress has a pair of stiletoes on that are fine and very tapered hence and easier fit down your urethra.
Even so your pee tube will be flared open to an agonizing degree as your Cuckoldress really gives your sissy clit a fucking till you are screaming in pain (which she will take no notice of at all) and mostly your Cuckoldress will only stop when either she gets bored or you are bleeding?
Of course nearly all high heeled shoes have stilettoes on that are much bigger than the Feminized Sissy Cuckolds clit hence you will be deeply fucked!
And then the Cuckoldress might also enjoy fucking you anally with her stilettoed heel another painful delight for the sissy cuckold to suffer!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 703.
I know it's hard to accept but us Feminized sissy cuckolds really do deserve everything we get and in the logic of the Cuckoldress wife everything is our fault without exception!
Their logic states that it is not their fault you were born with a tiny worthless little penis and your love making abilities are useless and annoying!
They also mention that it's all your fault that they have had to go and find real men with massive cocks to sexually satisfy them and because they need sex it's your fault that they have to give these men every kind of sexual depravity that big cocked men insist on?
It is also your fault Sissy Cuckold that to get the said huge cocked men your wife has to spend thousands on lingerie, hosiery, high heels, make up dresses and every other accessory and feminine thing to get the biggest and best cocks to fuck her!
It's all logic really and after being utterly dominated by your Cuckoldress wife you'll see things her way even things like when she is out something happens to ladder her tights or stockings it's still your fault sissy cuckold and you will suffer a beating for ruining her fine hosiery!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 702.
Just how pathetic can us feminized sissy cuckolds get? that is the question and the answer is worse than pathetic specially if you get caught by your wife or other female practicing your nasty deeply hidden kink!
Twice in my life I have been caught out licking on the gussets of very soiled panties! once by my Mother and once by my first wife Anne and both reactions got me into hot water!
Not because what I was doing which by that time was the only sort of behaviour expected by one such as me but because I had not asked to do it and had done it in a sneaky furtive manner!
First time busted was a while after my Mother allowed me to wear her worn and dirty tights and other girlie things round the home but as I was already addicted to laundry basket diving and sucking, sniffing and licking the gusset of her knickers I was addicted but to ashamed to have that part of me exposed!
So there I was with a pale blue pair of my Mothers heavily soiled panties in hand licking the filthy gusset which not only had pussy cream on the material but I was also informed that there was sperm from one of Mothers boyfriends in the pussy cream and mixed in with the brown stain at the back of the gusset!
You can imagine my horror standing there in the bathroom in the tights I was in with my tiny penis hard under the mesh leaking as my tongue lashed the dirty panties and then the bathroom door op0ened and there stood my Mother taking in the disgraceful sissy display in front of her!
Yes I did get a spanking on my bottom for that vile practice but was firmly told afterwards that if I wanted to lick the gussets of Mummies panties clean I would in future have to ask to be allowed to to it so she knew what I was up to!
Then there was my first wife and Cuckoldress Anne who I came out to wanting to be her feminized sissy cuckold which was traumatic in itself but after she got herself her first boyfriend and also had fed me the first creampies I was drawn again to the laundry basket and seeking her worn panties and the body shivering treat of finding her knickers spunk soaked from quick fucks she would have with George at her work place.
And in the bedroom this time I was caught this time by Anne who found it all so amusing laughing her stockings off and verbally informing me that I had stooped to new lows of pathetic behaviour and that she deemed me even less of a male even after I had agreed she should have lovers.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 701.
One stark reality that occurs when you become a Feminized sissy cuckold under your wife or partner and that is her statement that never again will your tiny penis be allowed into her or any other woman!
And it's not just an idle threat she mean's it with all her heart and soul as once a woman gets the taste of being a Cuckoldress she is more addicted to her new status than you are as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold.
Now just stop and think about what she has just told you! that little penis of yours which up to now has at least been able to nudge the labia lips of one or two women in you life will never feel that hot wet silkiness ever again only your eyes will see intercourse as other men plough their huge cocks into your wife or partner bringing her sexual pleasure like you never could and were not born to be able to supply.
When you see what a real man can do to your wife or partner you fully come to understand what a dud and a failure you are in the sex department and believe me it will destroy your ego and smash your emotions a vital part of a Cuckoldress putting her feminized sissy cuckold in it's place in her life.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 700.
For the budding feminized sissy cuckold masturbation takes one's life over!
As soon as I did my first sissy squirt in a pair of my Mother's dirty tights I became addicted and pulled my tiny penis till it almost dropped off.
Looking back now at the frenzied tugging I used to do I now understand that at some point it was imperative that a woman step in and control that aspect of my life.
The saying might well be for a budding feminized sissy cuckold "Enjoy it while you can!" regarding masturbation because as you flower into an actual Feminized sissy cuckold wanking that little penis will become a distant memory.
But back to the glory days of fiddling with yourself in wild abandon! I know I was a filthy little sissy doing naughties in my Mothers dirty tights, on the gusset of her dirty panties and then when older I discovered porn which shook my fantasy universe specially when I found titles such as Miss Sadie Stern's Monthly and Forum that had stuff in about the cuckold and once in a while a sissy cuckold.
My addiction to tugging on my sissy nub got me caught time and again firstly by my Mother who because she encouraged my wearing of her cast off hosiery knew damn well that I was abusing myself and when she caught me out she would make very cutting and disparaging remarks about my worthless penis and how small it was! her reaction to finding out that I was squirting on the gusset of her dirty panties was to make me wear the sticky soiled knickers the next day with her dirty tights over the top.
Other things that I slipped into during those times of free masturbation was inserting things down my urethra till I hurt myself and of course like all budding feminized sissy cuckolds the insertion of anything that came to mind up my sissy pussy!"