SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 773.
Looking from the outside it's understandable that you want to be feminized sissy cuckold is terrified at being ousted or caught out as what it needs and desires seems so extreme and deviant that it would end up a figure of derision, sneering disgust and hilarity!
Ummm? well is all that not rather the point of being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold?
The crazy thing is though that the want to be Feminized Sissy Cuckold more often than not when caught out will suffer turmoil not only in being ousted but having to cope with reactions that he had never mulled over coming from the exposee!
The simple fact is the females around you already know there is something deeply wrong about you in the male sense so when it comes out that you’re a want to be Feminized sissy cuckold all the pieces of the jigsaw suddenly fall into place and instead of screaming rejection many sissy cuckolds find that the woman or women (because believe me the news about you will soon spread far and wide with the gossip!) will be of interested acceptance and you will be forced to spill your guts about ever kink and perversion you have.
Of course, you will cease to be seen in the eyes of all that know as a male, and you will be in a place where humiliation and shame becomes a staple part of your daily life and out of all this exposure a Cuckoldress will find you and take you under her heels.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 772.
I like every other feminized sissy cuckold love the supreme honor of watching my Cuckoldress fucking men to exhaustion! but I also understand there are times when a Sissy Cuckold is not allowed to watch or see the Cuckoldress love making.
This is because sometimes even a Cuckoldress wife wants privacy and one to one love making with a stud of her choice and then there is the fact that not every guy has the confidence to act in front of a watching feminized sissy cuckold and it may take time for the Cuckoldress wife to instill that confidence in the guy.
Thanks to the internet and the mass of Cuckold porn out there more able men know something of the Cuckoldress lifestyle when they meet one and so many more are willing to fuck the woman in front of her sissy cuckold.
Sissy Cuckolds can also get deeply thrilled by remote viewing that some couples set up so sissy cuckold can watch its wife having sex in secret or Sissy Cuckold may only be allowed to listen to the sounds of fucking so having to imagine till told later what a slut its wife has been.
For myself I have experienced all scenarios bar one which I have always craved and that if what is known as the Cuckoldresses bed with a cage built underneath for her feminized sissy cuckold to be locked in so it's right under its copulating wife and lovers!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 771.
It's always amazing to see how quickly women who decide to become more than just acquaintances or friends with a Feminized Sissy Cuckold start to push the biscuit in the things they inflict on the Sissy Cuckold.
At first, they are hesitant and a little unsure as to how far they can p[ush things even though the sissy cuckold has stated it will do as ordered?
Let’s face it the rational person will stop and think that the sissy does not really mean it?
But they soon find out that the Sissy Cuckold was not having a fantasy and in fact it will do as ordered and then the female really goes to town as she wants to see how utterly awful she can make things for the sissy cuckold from public humiliation to herself being in the most hideous filthy state of hygiene and after sex with the real men she sees.
And in many cases the worse she inflicts on the Sissy Cuckold the more she sees the love and adoration pouring out of sissy for her and that obedience and love makes her heart melt and a Cuckoldress love appears, and she realizes that she herself cannot go forward with a life without a Feminized Sissy Cuckold maid and partner.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 770
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold who lives openly you must expect that some people are just not going to like who and what you are?
Which seems strange to me as we pose no threat to anyone as we are the most submissive of the submissive and the actual situation is that we as feminized sissy cuckolds are terrified of people not being confident or assertive enough to cope with any independent thoughts or ideas.
Funny it's women who come to understand this faster than the guys who seem threatened by us which is palpable a silly thought? or maybe the bad reaction is because there are so many guys out there who secretly want to be what we are and they put on a rage facade to show just how manly they are(not) I find that it's the cool calm and collected guys who are confident in their manliness who are at ease dealing with us Feminized sissy cuckolds knowing that we pose no threat as we are incapable of offering any sort of competition to him.
We really are what I have long termed as the third sex not men but not quite women either a soul caught in the nether world between out only option is to serve both women and their men dutifully in any way they demand!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 769.
The first cock I ever had to suck was that of my stepfathers and he had a truly mighty cock all leaking and veiny! it was no fun absolute abuse in fact and did terrible things to me that I bore for years?
The thing is I was not then when it happened dressed in any way although I was already doing tranny stuff, so he had no idea of what I was developing into.
It was only years later long after Mother's divorce from him and I was living in a flat in London that I was out shopping one day dressed in a department store when suddenly Bill was standing next to me as I was browsing through the hosiery department and he said my name and said he had been watching me for twenty minutes not absolutely sure it was me.
He invited me to go have a coffee with him and to be fair to him he also purchased the five pairs of luxury stockings I had in my shopping basket.
Over coffee we had it out with my accusing and laying rage on him for his abuse of me and his apologies and asking if it was him that caused me to be a transvestite to which I had to say he was not!
He of course was fascinated by my development into Carla and although I told him a lot, I did not mention Mother, her nylon-clad feet and letting me dress in her dirty tights and stuff.
I was stunned then when Bill had the nerve to ask for a date and was even more stunned when I heard myself saying ok!
All to soon this time properly attired I was in a hotel room with him after a meal and a night out my red painted lips around his huge cock sucking like a whore his excitement in overdrive after I had told him my need to be a sissy cuckold!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 768.
Away in Warwick for a couple of days to see The Stranglers at the castle so of course as usual when I visit a place, I have gone to sample the talents of a prostitute that I sourced from an escort site.
This visit to Suzie has been in the planning for a couple of weeks.
Arriving at Suzie's private address I was welcomed in and the first thing that hit me was how nice she smelt the perfume coming off of her a delightful aroma as I knelt on the floor in her hallway as she closed the front door and I lowered my head to kiss her black stockinged toes that peeped out of the open end of her black mule high heels.
Going into the lounge I placed the tribute which was in a thank you card on her coffee table, so Suzie had no need to ask as I think this is the best way for a Feminized Sissy Cuckold to act in the presence of a superior.
Suzie was my choice of lady to visit as she ticked so many boxes and via our e-mails and talk on the phone she showed in her replies that she knew exactly how a Cuckoldress like me needs to be treated!
Suzie is a mature Prostitute of many years’ experiences at the age now of sixty-six, not fat but what I would call plump with a big bottom and saggy large breasts and blonde out of a bottle hair.
Facially Suzie is not the most beautiful woman, but she had a certain something that is very appealing and slightly kinky what with the dick sucking lips she has via Botox.
Of course, them pumped up lips that look a little freakish on a woman so old are coated in red sticky lipstick something that makes sissy cuckold Carla weak at my black stocking clad knees.
upwards from her four inch high black mule high heels Suzie has on her legs fully fashioned black seamed stockings with a sexy point heel, the stockings are held up by the suspender straps on the black and emerald green Basque she has on that her large breasts hang out over the cups of and covering that delight Suzie has on a sheer black see through nylon gown which is edged with lace.
She looks exactly what she is an old whore, and I am besotted.
When contacting Suzie and explaining what I wanted we went into depth for the things that were required to make the visit a memorable experience for both of us as not only for me my first time with Suzie but for her also as although over the years she had dealt with many transvestites and crossdressers I was one of the very few self-confessed Feminized Sissy Cuckolds she had seen.
I need to mention that Suzie is Married and has a totally supportive husband Tom who although not present at the session had helped Suzie in her preparation and as the session moved into the deeply sexual it was to Suzie's delight to reveal to me that her husband and his meaty cock as she put it had delivered into her both pussy and anal creampies for me to clean.
But the session was not just about licking clean fucked pussy and anus of sperm there was other things that Suzie foisted on me that we had spoken about which included and hard fucking of my sissy pussy with an eye watering sized strap on dildo.
Suzie loved my nonexistent sissy clit locked up in the flat plate chastity device and the pain I suffered as she worked on stimulating my sissy love bud up my ass pussy and once, she had fucked me till I was like jelly at her feet she then forced the dirty dildo down my throat.
One of Suzie's talents was her use of verbal humiliation something that for me sets a Cuckoldress of fire as they deal with you and it was like a dream as we went forward till Suzie started to use me as her toilet making me consume a bladder full of her hot salty urine and finally the sickest part of me came forward as I licked round her tangy dirty sphincter wetting in and probing it my tongue prodding the tip of the log of her shit that was starting its journey into my sissy cuckold toilet mouth for me to consume a act of adoration and worship a sissy cuckold needs to do to make the Cuckoldress or any lady know that she is everything and the feminized sissy cuckold is nothing!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 767.
With the sweltering hot weather, we have been having of late the delights for the Feminized Sissy Cuckold go into the stratosphere when it comes to general clean up's and creampie clean ups of a woman.
The rabid heat of course makes pussies and bottoms so much more pungent and it's like a punch in the face when you go down on a woman ripened by the heat and as much as the smells and tastes can be utterly repulsive no sissy cuckold worth its salt would deny a woman a cleaning!
And what planet are you as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold living on if you think a Cuckoldress is going to bother even thinking of washing and perfuming herself in the heatwave when she knows she'll be forcing your face to her holes for a cleaning!