Total mindlessness – so very desirable – as the mind is denied influence upon the senses, is but a technique away; a technique to be learned, mastered, so that complete passivity is within easy grasp, with only a few moments of stillness – the opposite of concentration – and the repetition of a mantra, leading one into the realm of carnal, licentious, self-indulgent pleasure. A vast surrender is your only strength. Cast all that, who, you are into the abyss of sexual depravity. Accept all that depravity ensues, all that it entails. Submit to the servitude that unrestrained surrender compels. You have no beliefs now. All have been forsworn. You have no associations now. All have been forsaken. You have no family now, no friends. All have been abandoned. Loyalty was always the least of virtues. Now, mindless, passive, in tune only with what you feel, instead, you have only a profound, a sublime, a transcendental devotion, a worship, to and of porn.
Set a target for the amount of porn you will consume every day. This will obviously vary greatly on your work and social habits, but you should start with at least half an hour every day, preferably first thing in the morning.
Slowly increase your consumption of erotic media over time. The more time you have for it, the better. From lighter porn, feel the pull towards more explicit, more extreme porn. Feel it. Want it. Surrender to it. Nothing should be off-limits, nothing taboo. The constraints of society, of church, of state, no longer hold any influence whatsoever over you. Give in to any and every subject that arouses. It need only make you wet, make you shudder with sexual excitement. Your own filthy imagination will suffice, if erotic material is not readily available to you.
As possible, with effort, punctuate your days, every day, with porn. Begin your days with porn. With minutes to spare throughout your day, devote them to porn. End your days with porn. Begin your nights, too, with porn, spawning dreams of porn.
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