"Becky has me blackmailed in so many ways. She knows that I secretly fantasize and masturbate to her body and promiscuous sex life, while my wife is out at bible study. If Becky ever exposed my sinful and incestuous lust for my own daughter together with the lies that the $1000s of dollars I send to Becky and her BBC Bulls each months are not to the mission field, my wife my marriage, ministry and life would be over"