SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 921.
There is a good reason the Cuckoldress wife carries out strict regimes of sexual denial, chastity and frustration on her feminized sissy cuckold because like all women especially feminized sissy cuckolds their world is controlled via their tiny insignificant little speck!
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, you’ll already know that you as an entity are already aroused having to live as your sissy self always in women’s lingerie, hosiery high heels, clothes and make up not to mention the depraved urges and dreams that course through your so-called mind almost every second of the day and night.
But as a woman your wife and now Cuckoldress are born with the deep-seated knowledge that control of the penis is power and now she sees you’re true submissive pathetic self she instinctively knows what to do, so all forms of sexual relief and overtness of arousal have to be curtailed for her now feminized sissy cuckold husband.
From then on as your wife really gets into her stride as a Cuckoldress wife her every movement, action and vocabulary will somehow be linked to ooze her sexuality from the way she dresses, comports herself and acts everything she does will sexually torment her sissy cuckold to the point of sexual insanity.
Personally as a feminized sissy cuckold I experienced such frustrations for such long periods that I became addicted to the almost drug like high that this state is imposed on us sissy cuckolds and felt horrible if there were times when I was allowed to have some sort of emptying and as soon as I was locked up again I craved for time to put me back into that almost sick delirious sissy cuckold state of being.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 920.
As Feminized sissy cuckolds we are predisposed to the influence and power of pornography much more so than your average guy and when we start off on our life course we consume so much of it from the written word to what was once the flourishing magazine trade and the once hard to get hold of movies, then came the internet and the development of genre’s within porn that targeted out specific needs thus the rise and dominance of interracial porn an it’s coupling to the submissive cuckold and then the feminized sissy cuckold.
From our beginnings our thoughts were centered on men or any man taking our wives so long as they had big dicks but that has changed as us feminized sissy cuckolds see and come to understand that the hung black male is the real sex god and is the only one that can give our wives sex she truly needs and us the cuckolding we deserve.
Thankfully the black male has taken up the challenge more than willing to seduce and fuck as many white married women as they can and not only alone but eager to get all their mates in on the fun to truly give the wife the sex life she deserves while also lording it over the white feminized sissy cuckold husband for all the pasts real or imagined slights of inequality.
I think as Feminized sissy cuckolds we understand that seeing the wife with a big well-endowed man or men is the ultimate in our desires and needs but if it is black men the effect is so much more powerful and right!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 919.
Some of the real devastating stuff that happens to the feminized sissy cuckold husband is when the now Cuckoldress wife decides that her new lifestyle is not to be kept a secret and hence your status as the chastity locked feminized sissy cuckold maid husband is also exposed to the full glare of the light of the day as not only your wife’s friends and family find out what you are as a couple but your family and friends as well.
It is a time of gut-wrenching fear, terror, shame and humiliation as you become the object of fun and derision in your life circle you might even have certain family members and friends snub and reject anything more to do with you.
The rest will happily accept your wife’s power over you and how she lives her life with certain members like your mother, mother-in-law and sisters and sister in laws and aunts gleefully adding their ten peneth worth of snide humiliation to your sissy cuckold submissive life actively encouraging your wife and even helping her with things like sissycucksitting.
There will always be little reminders like your Mother purchasing you delicate presents like panties and hosiery when she is out shopping or your Mother in law buying her daughter the latest mega strap on cock or just helpful things like sternly teaching you how to do housework properly from ironing, cleaning and cooking which if you the sissy cuckold do not do to their standard finds the outcome very painful to get you to learn.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 918.
As it’s snowing out there this morning it brings to mind some of the Cuckoldresses I have spoken to over the years and some of the awful things that they have done to their feminized sissy cuckold husbands as they entertain their boyfriends.
I suspect more than a few feminized sissy cuckolds have been locked in the shed at the bottom of the garden in all weather’s while the wife has been all warm and cozy indoors with her new beau who might not yet be in on what is going on in his new girlfriends home even if he knows she a married woman.
I have also heard to sissy cuckolds being thrown out into the snow or rain just so the Cuckoldress can see just how small her husband’s penis will shrivel to in the extreme cold after half an hour outside.
One wife even told me that on a freezing day she would kick her husband outside and hose him down naked for his own good then force him into a hot shower to revive him making him cry with hot aches in the warm water as he heated up.
At the end of the day the Cuckoldress wife is entitled to do anything she wants with her feminized sissy cuckold as we have no human rights.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 917.
It’s always amazed me as a Feminized sissy cuckold just how wicked the Cuckoldress can be once they get into their stride.
Some of the looks I have been given as my two ex-wives and other ladies have fucked another man or men have been devastating.
The power, glee, sexiness everything pours out of them feline eyes utterly crushing you her feminized sissy cuckold telling you that the fuck she is experiencing is far, far better than you were ever able to serve up with your insignificant little spec of a penis.
And we all know as feminized sissy cuckolds the emotional rollercoaster you feel seeing her being taken as a real woman should be taken and what a real cock does to her when she cashes into massive violent orgasms that you did not know she was capable of.