I haven't heard from Lois in now 3 days, I thought she might have text me to just 'check in'. 1000's of people go through this shit everyday and come through it, I just wonder when it will stop hurting. I've resisted phoning her as I don't know what sort of a reception I will get. When I feel like this I normally phone an old boyfriend and ask if they fancy like a fuck to distract me, but I haven't. When I first told Mother all those years ago, that I was getting married, she was not at all happy. I was shocked when she said, who's going to wipe my arse when I'm old. I was never going to abandon her, but now she'll have all the attention she wants. I feel so stupid that I thought marrying a woman would make me a man. I guess Lois feels the same way too.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1097.
For all want to be feminized sissy cuckolds out there please take this as a warning.
When your wife becomes a cuckoldress do not kid yourself for one minute that your new sexy ways with her will remain a secret.
Women love to gossip and she will be brimming over to tell all on her girl’s night out so everyone and their dog will know about you.
Also, daughter’s love talking with their Mum’s so that’s you as a sissy cuckold fucked now the mother-in-law is in the loop and then out of sheer glee your wife will relish telling your mother over lunch during a shopping trip out or some such.
Whatever sissy cuckold you are as they say fucked! (the only fucking you are going to get now you are in chastity)
But comfort yourself with the fact that your wife’s logic is correct and that in the end you’ll be a happier feminized sissy cuckold firmly ousted from the closet.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1096.
By the time I was married to my second wife the Dominatrix/escort and cuckoldress Tania and we eased into the female led lifestyle I was a feminized sissy cuckold was ready to totally turn power over to Tania.
We had long deep discussions about what our marriage would be like and the limits but in the end Tania decided that for her there would be no limits and as her feminized sissy cuckold husband I had to trust my love and adoration of her to accept that there was always going to be good reason for the things she did to me.
So as a married couple there was no safe word from the onset and believe me it’s a hard thing to come to terms with that as a so-called human being you are only allowed to obey and have utterly no input in your union.
The word NO in our relationship coming from me brought swift terrible punishments and even if I looked at her with doubt in my expression I was in fearful danger.
And In all honesty as hard as it was at times I could understand Tania’s logic a feminized sissy cuckold is a piece of property owned by the wife a husband that has given up his role in a traditional style marriage so why on earth should he have any say in how the woman he loves and serves comports herself.
