SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 975.
For me as a Feminized sissy cuckold one of the shameful acts that I enjoy but feel utterly humiliated by is when on the rare occasions I am ordered to masturbate in front of a woman or women.
With me being so poorly endowed even just the sight of my smooth-shaven little clit brings forth an avalanche of hilarity and mirth from the watching female and then the snide put downs and comments that sting like acid.
Of course, the first hurdle for the feminized sissy cuckold to get over is to actually achieve an erection under such a tirade of verbal abuse and withering condescension and having to tug on a floppy nonentity brings more shame and a torrent of hurtful comments from the watching eyes.
For the feminized sissy cuckold what really helps is the look of the watching woman or women and also their stressed words on how they only fuck men with big cocks that really open them up none of which even remotely resemble your toothpick like penis.
When and if you can achieve your sissy squirt you might be lucky to be permitted to do it on a stockinged foot or high heel, even the gusset of a pair of filthy panties or just the palm of your hand, what ever way the Lady or ladies deem you should place your filthy little dribble you know that the next step will be that they will order you to accomplish will be the licking up and swallowing of your own mess.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 974.
Having to do things that you really do not want to do is all part and partial of being a feminized sissy cuckold.
The fact is your Cuckoldress derives great pleasure in making you suffer for her and there will be no limits on what she will compel you to do for her to see that suffering and emotional turmoil it’s almost like she feeds and gains energy from your reactions rather like a vampire draining you of your blood.
Tania my second wife and Cuckoldress never let any opportunity pass to make me comply with all her little games as she delightfully called them and used every ounce of her knowledge of me to set up the worst scenarios she could devise.
Tania knew my abhorrence of anything remotely homosexual, so this was a great area of horrendous games she made me engage in.
One of the worst nights for me was being taken by Tania by car to a cottage toilet near where we lived that was situated on a setback layby on a local A road and being ordered by her to enter the toilet and to loiter in there and to earn some money for her from the perverts looking for some action.
I of course had not been told of any of this prior to leaving the house but had been made to dress and make up in what could only be described as whore’s rags and war paint.
Tania ordered me out of the car after explaining what she wanted me to do for her and like all Feminized sissy cuckolds know it is a stupid sissy cuckold who even thinks of the word “No” thus after being cruelly informed that there was no way Tania would waste good money on condoms for me I was tottering on my high heels towards the entrance of the public toilet that looked like the maw of hell in my perspective.
In total I was in that cottage for three hours and what happened remains a stain on my memory to this day.
By the time I staggered out of the cottage toilet on my high heels my sheer black stockings were ruined and laddered my dress ripped and make up a mess.
I was soaked in piss having been urinated on and in after sucking off in those three hours twenty perverts and spunk was freely running out of my obliterated anal hole from the repeated fucking’s I had received as I lent over a toilet bowel in the cubicle I had been forced into by the perverts, I had also licked ass and had been fucked at both ends at once all in all I was in a dreadful state when I got back to the laughing Tania waiting for me in the vehicle.
Tania of course took the money I had earned and the take was just over a hundred and fifty which she deemed insufficient something I would later be punished for but for now she got out of the car and forced me into the trunk for the trip home because of the state I was in informing me that I would also be chastised for ruining a good pair of stockings.
