No, This is not a fetish for me... This is a lifestyle. And while socially I still behave like a normal person... I'm not dropping to my knees to bow down to every black guy I walk by in public. That would be awkward lol... But for the black Men aware of me and girlfriends lifestyle, and the black men that cum to fuck her... I bow down to them and do as ordered. I follow commands.. I've been allowed to participate... To watch.. I've also been ordered to get out of the room, stand in the corner, black guy made me hold his clothes and shoes... Had a black guy tell me to wash his car while he fucked my girl (or his property) in my room or bed...or his. Black Men are my Gods. And even though socially I act normal... If a black man told me to bow down and suck his dick in public.. I would 100% do as I was told ...I haven't had that happen yet lol... But maybe one day. I believe the white races sole purpose in existing is to worship and serve as sexual objects to black men..