will be 50 soon, still a virgin, still shy an so very lonely, still wish so bad that i had friends like in my "Friends Of My Dreams / Life Of My Dreams" galleries. all me life i needed someone to help me xplore, teach me about sex, train me, an specially to hold me, tell me how much they love me an care about me. cant believe so many sexy people in images on here an not a single one will be my friends, i must be hideous lookin. please will any beautiful sexy females sissies or she-males, or sexy real men wit huge cock want to show me sexy people like my friends of my dreams xist an will be my friends possibly leading to a lot more? i would love to be sissified, feminized as pretty as possible, milked out an be treated like a little girl, told how pretty i am an what a good girl i am. just so lonely need someone to genuinely love me. guess i will never know any of it.