SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 755.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold I have over the years had the oppertunity to talk to quite a few black men or bulls as they are sometimes refered to.
Way back when my first wife had a black boyfriend or two before the advent of the internet the Cuckoldress led marraige was also all rather new to most black guys and often they were reticent at first mot quite believing what that landed at their feet.
And it was only with time they got into the swing of things learning from the Cuckoldress about the lifestyle and the role of the feminized sissy cuckold husband and became proud as of their Bull status.
Of course from them talking to their mates the news spread and then along came the internet.
These days when you talk to a black guy nearly all of them know the score and are ready to get in their and fuck your cuckoldress and get fully involved in the lifestyle loving their superior status over the feminized white boy.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 754.
Like many other Feminized sissy cuckolds I am deeply addicted to Fully Fashioned sheer Black seamed stockings with the many variations of heels they come in my personal favourite being the Manhattan!
It's almost like hosiery of this sort was make specially for the Cuckoldress wife and the feminized sissy cuckold and I deeply thank and love the person that invented them.
When a wife puts hosiery like this on when she is going out for a night with the girls it's a clear indication more so than just black stockings that she is out to attract a male she fancies and she will be unfaithful.
Over the years I bet in thousands of households the secret want to be sissy cuckold has observed its wife going out in a pair of seamed stockings, high heels and that little black dress almost having a heart attack because she is doing what all his hopes and dreams have aspired to for so many shame filled years.
Of course when the wife has gone for her night out the want to be will dress trying to emulate the way its wife looks and sordid images of what she most probably will be up to will have the want to be sissy cuckold aroused beyond anything it has ever known on the point of hyper ventilating and even one touch of its little penis will cause a nasty little accident!
Now if the want to be has got any balls (very doubtful) it will stay dressed and made up till its wife gets home and go for the full confession or it might wait to see if it can confirm an affair before bringing it up hoping to ease into the conversation how he does not mind her having boyfriends to see how she reacts and then slowly opening up!
And to think all this because your wife goes out in sheer black seamed stockings!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 753.
Once you come to understand that you are and always will be a Feminized Sissy Cuckold a lot of things that have worried you for a long time ease of your shoulders even if your ashamed of what you really are in life!
One of the most upsetting things you have had to cope with growing is that your penis did not develop like a normal man's would and for most of us sissy cuckolds we were handed small penises by God or whoever?
And then on top of that the reaction of girls and women seeing your penis has always led to even more shame and humiliation as you faced rejection time and time again and had to face the mirth and utter hilarity that women are want to express when they see a pathetic little noodle.
And you know how women love to gossip well you can be sure the news of your abstract failure went round like a hurricane in its speed and spiteful tail telling spreading far and wide!
Slowly under the guidance of women in the know who delight in being a Cuckoldress or Mistress they impress on you with relentless brainwashing and logic that you were just not built for sex so have to forget any intercourse with your failure for now and forever!
Now that news is devastating for any male but more so the feminized sissy cuckold as it's masculinity is paper thin anyway and deep inside a sissy cuckold knows it's being told the truth of the matter.
And on top of that your penis leads the way to even more understanding that sexual intercourse is not for the likes of you as you become so sexually frustrated a state women just love to bring on and keep on the boil and if any sexual contact does take place the women who bother with you make sure by the way they act, dress and talk that you are pushed over the cliff of premature ejaculation thus leading yourself into a tirade of further humiliation and verbal abuse from women as your proving that your incapable of controlling yourself.
The outcome of all this is that in the end you are a true believer that everyone was right and you are a sissy cuckold failure and sexual intercourse is an act that is not for you and in fact maybe like me you over time become scared of even the thought of it and become incapable which I found to my disgrace between marriages when I tried the he man thing with a woman called Louise that I dated when first dumped by Anne.