SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1107.
If you were and are like me as a budding feminized sissy cuckold and now a full time one you’ll be hooked on pornography.
For me this started with top shelf magazines such as men only, penthouse, fiesta, escort and Forum to name but a few and it was in these pages with ladies in black stockings and lingerie I found letters and stories about stern wives fucking men other than their husbands and at times the husband being made to dress as a woman and licking her clean after sex.
It was like all my jumbled-up desires and needs finally came together and I found a name for one such as me and that name was in the golden find of Miss Sadie Sterns monthly a magazine devoted to the world of female domination, all pretty tame stuff these days with the advent of the internet where we can source exactly the fetishes we are into.
Still, I miss the lurking in newsagents looking at the top shelf with people making you out as a pervert all so humiliating which I know we all loved when purchasing the skin mags and it was even better if there was a female counter girl taking your money and slipping your filth into a plain bag as they used to do with that sneer on their lips knowing you were just a nasty little wanker.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1106.
Wendy was the third of my mother’s friends that got her talons into me she was a midwife by trade and had this sort of sneering condescending manner about her along with an evil sense of humor and one of the dirtiest laughs I have ever heard.
One thing was for certain she delighted in my humiliation and suffering and whenever she spoke to me she talked down at me and this was before I was exposed as a sissy with special fetish leanings.
My first time alone with Wendy was a humiliating time of having to answer the deep probing questions about the why’s and what I felt like doing the things that Pamela and Fran were making me do because they were all pally, pally she knew all about.
For me this was a shameful and humiliating expose of things I knew I liked and needed but not the why’s and Wendy particularly liked seeing me redden and twist and turn when I was made to tell her about what I had been doing with my mother’s hosiery and dirty panties and the shameful episode of my tiny penis erecting against my mother’s nylon clad foot.
Of course, this led to Wendy examining my little penis and giving her verdict as a medical professional and of course her words were scathing and hurtful but as she was fondling my little penis at the time I was so hard and leaking and I had an accident and my mess shot out all over her nylon clad legs.
Then came the anger not that I thought it was in any way real as it was her caresses that had pushed me over the line but put on or not next I was licking my mess off of her silky legs before I went over her lap for a bare bottom spanking.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1105.
One of the many triumphs a Cuckoldress can award herself and to be congratulated for is her achievement of ruining her feminized sissy cuckold’s life completely
By this I mean destroying any hope of being let’s say vanilla in the future where if the very unlikely event the dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold is offered actual intercourse by some silly lady the sissy pretending to be a man will be unable to perform.
The male made to be a feminized sissy cuckold is an utter failure and will forever be what he truly is.
The feminized sissy cuckold is pathetic but also so extreme that it is bound to its fetishes with no possible escape it has got to the stage that it craves sexual intercourse but cannot perform when its offered it on a plate but will become acutely aroused watching sexual intercourse take place?
The feminized sissy cuckold is only truly aroused when its doing sick degrading acts in service to a Cuckoldress or submitting to gross acts by others such as perverts as it has come to understand that its place in sexuality is to be used and abused.
