SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 993.
Shame and humiliation are the staple diet for the feminized sissy cuckold from the onset of its pathetic life and the more it’s exposed the better for all concerned.
I knew from the first indications of my budding sexuality that I was a dud and freakishly different what with my urges to put women’s clothes on and fiddle with myself in perverted ways as my mind though of and about women in less than natural ways.
Now although when I Mother outted me there was terrified shame and humiliation there was also a sense of relief as these heavy secrets in me were out in the open and although what I was experiencing was mirth, ridicule and dire verbal humiliation it was all done in a way that told me that my route in life was not going to be capped off in fact it was to be fostered in subtle ways that cemented my life as a feminized sissy cuckold even though those words had not even been mentioned at the time.
That silly little erection against my Mother’s hot scented nylon clad foot and her reaction to the disgraceful loss of self-control mortified me but allowed the gate to open for her to tell me she knew I was dressing up in her hosiery and other things and for me to go and put a pair on so she could see, from that point on hosiery was part of my daily attire which led to dressing up in ore and more female attire then the make-up.
So, by the time the fated fancy dress party arrived, and Fran and Pamela got their hooks into me, and I had my first sexual encounters with them which were all sissy cuckold based I was lost and this was the only form of use I could be to a female.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 992.
Been seeing and reading a lot of postings on the net this past while about pros and cons of anal sex for both women and men and sexual acts like ass to mouth etc. that are supposed to be a big no,no.
Obviously whatever or whoever is generating this type of discussion has no idea about the life of the feminized sissy cuckold and its place in society.
For the majority of feminized sissy cuckolds, the anal creampie is critical part and of its existence as is sucking clean musky shitty cock after its just ravaged the cuckoldresses asshole.
And of course, if the cuckoldress wants entertainment from seeing sissy cuckold with other sissies or gay men or perverts’ sissy cuckold will have to perform ass to mouth sissy clit sucking (that is if they can actually penetrate each other with their tiny appendages) and ass to mouth cock sucking with queers and perverts.
Then of course there is the section of the feminized sissy cuckold fraternity that are also used as toilets by their Cuckoldresses.
What it boils down to is that the feminized sissy cuckold has no human rights and will only be protected by its owner with strict adherence to oral hygiene, vitamin supplements and regular checks ups (just how humiliating it is to go to a clinic to be checked on having to openly confess to be a sissy cuckold and often used as a toilet).

SISSY CUCKOLD 991.
For the feminized sissy cuckold, the taking away of any rights to have an erection let alone a sissy squirt is devastating.
Up to when the feminized sissy cuckold want to be actually gets a Cuckoldress it’s a dribbling pervert when it comes to fiddling with itself literally wanking till the tiny little thing drops off.
So, when the sissy cuckold is plunged into a life of no hard On’s and no dirty spurting’s it mentally unbalances the sissy.
The feeling of frustration that builds up give the sissy cuckold a sickly all at sea feeling and as time goes on everything takes on a massive sexual connotation and sissy cuckold thinks of nothing else thus feeding its frustration to almost insanity.
Of course, the astute Cuckoldress wife knows that controlling the sissy cuckold’s penis and spillages gets the best obedience out of it and will cut her cloth in life to make sissy cuckold live in a white-hot cauldron of sexual stimuli from the way she dresses, acts and teases all the time.
Of course, there will be accidents even for a sissy cuckold in chastity and these deplorable failures of self-control will always be chastised with severe forms of corporal punishment.
The best the feminized sissy cuckold can hope for in the long run is for its cuckoldress to sanction the anal sissygasm via dildo’s or homosexual fuckings.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 990.
If you are yearning to be a feminized sissy cuckold I would like to warn you about what I know and thousands of other feminized sissy cuckolds know through actual experience.
Your wife and now Cuckoldress will have no compunction in totally destroying what little masculinity you have in you.
Remember you asked for this so you have no human rights whatsoever over what your wife does with her life from confession point onwards and you must accept she can do anything she wants to you without you moaning and complaining.
Whether it’s mental or physical torment torture and punishment this is your lot as a feminized sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 989.
Do you as a feminized sissy cuckold accept that if applicable you are your Cuckoldresses sanitary towel in that week of the month and prior to it you understand that she is totally in her rights to use and abuse you to ease her premenstrual tension.
Personally, I have never had a problem with cleaning my Cuckoldresses if they are bleeding consuming all the blood and chunky livery bits that a woman discharges it really shows her that you as a feminized sissy cuckold adore love and support her womanhood.
Of course, you cannot be lapping at her bleeding bloody pussy twenty-four hours a day so it is also an honor to lick, and suck clean her used sanitary towels as they are used and discarded and also that goes for the tampons she will use.
I also think when a feminized sissy cuckold is supporting its Cuckoldress through a period it should also wear sanitary products and even accept that the Cuckoldress may want to make cuts on sissy cuckold’s ovary sack to stimulate realism of a sissy period.
Lastly a feminized sissy cuckold should be totally responsible for purchasing all the sanitary towels and tampons that will be needed every month even if it is a humiliating task to do as part of your usual household shopping.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 988.
Shamefully for the feminized sissy cuckold it’s sissygasm becomes a fixation although God knows why as it’s so small and worthless? But be that as it may the sissy cuckold is always chasing that nirvana.
The Cuckoldress wife knows this that is why she places a moratorium on that disgusting overt showing of the feminized sissy cuckold’s sexuality with the use of chastity and in the most extreme cases Penectomy and both these methods make life for the feminized sissy cuckold living frustrated hell.
The canny Cuckoldress will also control sissy cuckolds’ ability to touch its sissy button in its rear pussy adding further torment and suffering.
With the erosion of all ability to get itself to squirt the feminized sissy cuckold is in desperate straits and will do anything after a while to have a dribble.
Of course the cuckoldress knows this and will enforce a rule that to obtain the sissy squirt it must be done anally and not just with strap on cocks, the cuckoldress knows her sissy cuckolds deep fear and aversion to homosexuality thus she will stipulate that only via this method can her sissy cuckold have a sissygasm when she allows it and she will also order that the sissygasm cannot be gained by just letting the perverts to fuck sissy cuckold in the ass, no she wants the full show with sissy cuckold being ultra girlfriend like to the vile dregs of perverted manhood she arranges dates for her sissy cuckold with this there will be the kissing, petting, wanking and sucking of the man long before there is brutal anal sex that the sissy cuckold will be so engaging in as it’s almost at sexual insanity with the frustration.
The Cuckoldress also knows that if the time comes when she dumps and divorces her sissy cuckold even if she does not retain the chastity rights over her sissy cuckold the amount of time sissy has been locked up will have marred sissies ability to get and retain an erection thus it will still revert to anal sex to squirt thus you’ll find dumped feminized sissy cuckolds abasing themselves and literally begging men to use it.