"Although I hated him, hated the position he had put me in there was something deep inside me,, something dark that was enjoying it, the sex was awful, he dominated me, but the orgasms he made me have sometimes outweighed the negative of how he would abuse me,sometimes a hard spanking, his belt across my ass was what I needed, he told me to dress, put in the clothes he had bought for me, the high heels, the stockings, my slut wear as he called it,,and under my dress he made me go out to the bars with him,,then after a few drinks, we went back to his place, he told me to take off the dress,he sat on the sofa naked, looking at me,,kneel here he told me, suck me, suck me good,,yes daddy I replied, he then said and kiss those balls too,,,suck em, take them into your mouth,"