SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 927.
For all those dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckolds or want to be’s a little advice from Sissy Cuckold Carla.
It’s hard being on your own again without a cuckoldress to control you and it’s daunting the thought of finding another woman to love worship and adore and at times you might think you’ll never attain your dream again or find one in the first place if you are a want to be.
I know so many feminized sissy cuckolds who when solo turn to other sissies for comfort and relief and yes that’s all well and good, but a sissy cuckold needs a cuckoldress at the end of the day.
So how to find one, that is the issue, to start with not all women are going to be interesting in the likes of us which is natural but you will find a lot of ladies going to fetish nights and such that offer opportunities but for the really thoughtful sissy cuckold look at the wider community of women and be open about yourself and do not confine yourself to targeting the very pretty ones.
Look at big girls, not just big but massive from pretty to utterly repulsive you may well find receptive ladies there.
Also, elderly women not just middle-aged ones you’ll be surprised just how kinky these OAPs are these days having gone through the sexual revolution and believe me due to their advanced years they appreciate a maid round the house doing all the housework.
For your sanity for gods’ sake keep well away from younger women as they have no life or sex experience to deal with someone like you they will only learn with maturity.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 926.
Even though I am a feminized sissy cuckold myself I have this word of advice for any woman out there reading this and the advice is simple and straight forward.
NEVER EVER FEEL SORRY FOR A FEMINIZED SISSY CUCKOLD NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEE IT SUFFERING!
In 100 percent of all cases with feminized sissy cuckolds they have brought all their woes, suffering and emotional anguish upon themselves, not only because they are failures as men but most importantly being what they are is in their sexual make up and deep down past all the fear, terror, pain, tears, rejection, humiliation and shame they are aroused beyond belief.
So instead of feeling for the beaten down simpering little feminized sissy cuckold feel free to also put the boot in as the saying goes it will be much appreciated!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 925.
Reminiscing about Wendy the third of my mother’s girlfriends that had me do things for her after she found out that I was a sissy crossdresser with strange tastes, things she had been told of by my mother, Pamela and Fran.
Wendy was a midwife and a very prim talking woman who had a very dark and strange sense of humor and had the dirtiest laugh I have ever heard.
Even though I had already gone through horrendous humiliation at the hands of My mother, Pamela and Fran it felt a whole lot worse in the hands of Wendy who had me visit her fully dressed as a woman.
She was very direct with her commands that I expose myself to her and her words of derision about my tiny penis were cutting to say the least making me feel utterly worthless and scared of her so much so even as her fingers touched my little penis it would not get erect for her and it was only when she had me worshipping her nylon clad feet with my tongue and mouth did I erect and was able to show Wendy my masculine failure which brought forth a tidal wave of small penis humiliation.
I felt ashamed later when Wendy had me masturbate onto the gusset of her dirty panties in front of her as she made snide and nasty comments making me lick my mess up off the material once I had leaked my meager load.
My relationship with Wendy was one of me cleaning her house, worshipping her feet and liking clean her pussy and anus which although as never as dirty as Fran’s was always sweaty, pissy, smelly and faecal matter dirty after a day’s work, there was never any sperm as Wendy as far as I know never had men friends but as feminized sissy cuckolds we have no right to question such things a woman does

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 924.
Spunk and sissy milk both were different liquids but also both that the feminized sissy cuckold has to clean up and consume.
As a lifelong feminized sissy cuckold I hold the firm belief that a sissy cuckold should ingest all of it from the start, I myself struggle to recall from early on in my life where I wasted even my own sissy milk as from the start of my masturbatory life I was drawn to lick my own mess up instead of a free style pump and squirt like a real man is able to enjoy.
In a perfect world all women would just use open living feminized sissy cuckolds to get creampie clean ups, guys could also use us feminized sissy cuckolds to wank into or just demand spunk relief through oral.
And for those practicing safe sex the feminized sissy cuckolds’ mouth should be the repository for full and used condoms.
You know it makes sense!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 923.
I like so many feminized sissy cuckolds have many sleepless nights due to the dreams/nightmares that rattle round my so called mind things so depraved and sick that I toss and turn all night my body aching my little sissy clit hurting and leaking as what I am imagining and dreaming seems actually real like one can almost taste the creampies and smell the raunchy sex as a man or men fuck you’re cuckoldress in front of you.
This makes me think that as a feminized sissy cuckold you’re like a witness recorder for everything you have seen and experienced in your life and they act like done personal pornographic DVD, which I delightfully call “Frenzy!” with a little nod there to the maestro Hitchcock.
Frenzy because that is what I personally call the state us feminized sissy cuckolds get into living lives of femininity, chastity, depravities where everything in our pathetic existence is sexual and because we fail so badly on every level of masculinity, actual femininity and ability we crave it more than others walking this planet.