SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 834.
Some of the most humiliating times for the Feminized sissy cuckold are when the Cuckoldress wife really gets off on inflicting shame and humiliation on her feminized husband by cock and penis comparison with whatever boyfriend she is with.
Not only is the husband feminized almost unrecognizable as a male but the cock she is holding in her hand is massively bigger than her sissy cuckolds who’s so sick and perverted it’s erect seeing his wife handling a real cock that puts his own into the shade or should we say so deep in the dark sissy cuckold feels a total sense of worthlessness and shame.
The Skilled Cuckoldress wife will also be expert in applying verbal humiliation at the same time with each word coming from her red paint lips sharper than a cut from a knife often reducing sissy cuckold to tears making him feel even more like a big girl’s blouse in front of its wife’s lover.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 832.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold one thing I do know is that once you discover yourself you come to understand just how weak and pathetic you really are.
Being a Feminized sissy cuckold takes over your life totally, it’s not something that can be contained in the bedroom as a sexual kink the new sissy cuckold already perverted beyond any reason in it’s want to be stage finds not a waking minute goes by without the issue being at the fore front of it’s so called mind and every action.
By talking to actual Cuckoldress wives over the years they nearly all comment on the lifestyle being a very naughty bit of fun to begin with for bedroom time only to their realization that once their partner comes out as a Feminized sissy cuckold and she agrees to be a Cuckoldress wife that it engulfs their life totally.
No discussion takes place over this change in things as the lifestyle expands and no wife will curtail this as she is now living a life of sexual freedom with essentially a slave doing all the mundane and shitty things in life, she has become an adored and worshipped Princess.
And of course, the feminized sissy cuckold is not going to say shit about having to be what he is all the time.
So, our need and lifestyle is an all-consuming self-building and encapsulating addiction that has no cure ever.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 831.
Weakness has made me order a range of eye watering horse cock dildos to add to my collection such is the perversities of the feminized sissy cuckold.
The allure for them was sparked a long time ago when I was dating a prostitute called Lucy a large blond very naughty lady and not only was I toiling as her feminized sissy cuckold French maid we would also have evenings together where I would massage her nylon clad feet as well as kissing and sucking them and her anus and pussy we would also chat about our deepest darkest kinks and it transpired that Lucy had a thing for horse cock, she had never done it but she really got off on the idea and would climax violently as I licked her and she talked about it or if I assured her I would be her sissy cuckold clean up girl even if she was doing that! Very stimulating fantasy chat.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 830.
One thing I have found that’s essential for the feminized sissy cuckold to have in reserve at home all the time is pantyliners.
After the weekend I have just had with Rose my sissy pussy has still not gone back to normal and is loose and slack and still dribbles of ass jelly are leaking out from deep inside of me.
Thus, the pantyliner is a godsent to save from soiling the pretty panties I have on.
And let’s face it as feminized sissy cuckolds it’s not just the barrier to lubrication but at times when we are used by men, we have sperm leaking out of us that needs absorbing as we have not got a creature like a sissy cuckold to lick the mess up!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 829.
Rose laughed as she picked out of the carry bag the three largest of the new dildo’s saying she could hardly lift them they were so big this said with a glint I her eye.
In all there are sixteen new sex toys that she had me lay out on her sofa so she could inspect each and every one of them touching and lifting and looking over one after the other a rabid look of excitement on her heavily made-up face.
Minutes later she had me licking her wet smelly old pussy her clit so hard with arousal as she gripped onto the big black one until finally she climaxed and ordered me away from her pussy as she pressed the head of the huge black rubber cock to her elderly wet hole and eased it into herself then slowly feeding her cunt full of the cock till three quarters of it was deeply embedded.
Then another climax hit Rise her grey stocking clad legs and low-heeled black shoes shaking in pleasure and when she came down, she ordered me back on her clit and to use my hand to pump the rubber black cock in and out of her cunt.
The result of this sex between us was another massive orgasm out of Rose as her cunt spasmed around the cock inside of her and her bladder emptying into my mouth as she shook and twitched.
Panting afterwards Rose gave me a cheeky but in control smile and spoke “Well Sissy Cuckold Carla it’s your turn now, let’s see how all these toys work on you!”

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 828.
Been willfully playing with my new sex toys that have arrived (a set of horse cocks still to come) and I am in an arena of new feelings as these dildo, anal beads and balls are excessively large and apart from fisting’s I have endured over the years are the biggest things I have ever inserted into my sissy pussy.
Three of the items are 41.5cm long and eye wateringly thick! Of course, there is pain even though I have been injecting my sissy pussy with lots of lubrication after washing my pussy out.
And one has to grits ones teeth as the sphincter gets used to such massive violation and from my home can be heard groans of agony to begin with that slowly change to pants and wails of delight as I fuck the dildo’s in and out of myself to the base of the toys literally losing my mind it feels so good being packed out so fully with cock.
With the super-size of my new toys and the amount of lubrication I am using at present there has also been some dirty sissy cuckold messes as my bowels have been unable to retain the mass of sissy pussy ass jelly that has built up with the lubrication and the deep patches of fecal matter in my violated bowels and on retraction of the huge dildo’s there has been a shameful flood of slime and sludge.
These sex toys are so destroying my sissy pussy that afterwards I am having to wear pantyliners to catch the seepage from my sissy pussy as my sphincter is taking a long time to tighten and retain anything.
Well so much for my hand destroying my sissy pussy as from tonight Rose is also having a go, and I dare not think about what the elderly lady will think when she has some of these whoppers in her hand.