SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1074.
As a lifelong feminized sissy cuckold one thing I have noticed has been the ascendancy of the black male in the lifestyle.
When I got started being sissy cuckold Carla back in the mid to late seventies there was just a mere sprinkling of black men around that white married women could get their hands on so most of the guys stepping into a cuckoldress led relationships were white as well
I am not saying for one moment that this was a passion killer for either the Cuckoldress wife or the feminized sissy cuckold husband, but the pool of big cock was very hit and miss.
As the years went by of course it was the black man coming out of the inner-city ghetto’s that had the maturity ability and the hard learned sexual experience who accommodated himself perfectly into the Cuckoldress lifestyle scene knowing the taboo of interracial sex would make passions explode in the white Cuckoldress wife and the frenzied sissy cuckold husband.
The advent of the arrival of the black male on the scene also virtually assured the cuckoldress led couple of assured big black cock not something that more often than not resembled their husband pathetic little penis.
The black male also did his homework about the needs of the feminized sissy cuckold realizing that in a relationship with a Cuckoldress wife he also needed to control and dominate the feminized sissy cuckold up to and including getting involved with the punishment, mental tormenting and sexual abuse of the sissy cuckold with the agreement of the Cuckoldress wife of course.
So, these days the weight of control responsibility does not just rest on the wife’s shoulders but more often than not is shared with her black lovers, which of course leads to a totally more satisfying life for all concerned.
The off spin of the rise of the black male in cuckoldress led relationships and women in general wanting black lovers has led to the novel situation that white guys are just not getting any pussy what so ever and now out of desperation many white guys have come to understand that the only sex they are going to get is if the have feminized sissy cuckold girlfriends something that Cuckoldress wives love to utilize in their never ending chase for ways and mean’s to degrade and humiliate their sissy cuckold husbands making them submit to what can only be described as dressed up homosexual acts for her entertainment.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1073.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold it does help if you quickly get used to the fact that your so-called penis is utterly worthless to your wife and she now as a Cuckoldress views it as a complete waste of time.
Now she has real men seeing to all her sexual needs she will give you a second thought and eventually she will get utterly bored and annoyed about the effort she once in a while puts in to give you some relief.
And the fact is as cruel as it is the majority of cuckoldress wives conclude that the sissy cuckold’s relief is the height of selfishness and the sooner that pathetic need is beaten out of you the better for humankind in general.
And she like always is correct you are a feminized sissy cuckold and are there to serve and worship her femininity and womanhood not to be forever begging to squirt or even have erections as the sight of your waste of space is offensive now that she has perfect cocks to please her.
You can understand why so many Cuckoldresses leave it to nature to make the sissy cuckold squirt as accidents do happen as the sissy cuckold is basically unable to control its vile needs and urges even if in secure chastity or the Cuckoldress will farm out the sissy cuckolds relief into the hands of a filthy queer pervert or another feminized sissy cuckold for entertainment value.
Whatever the wife decides she is well within her rights as you are her property and be truthful would you feel good about yourself soiling her pretty hands with that weak watery muck that dribbles out of you occasionally.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1072.
With having my initiation to sexual things with women on a sissy cuckold level from the offset when I finally did con a girl into having normal sex with me the whole thing was a fiasco.
I still as a feminized sissy cuckold wonder if the very few girls that I was able to sweet talk into bed are to this day still traumatized by the event, for sure none of them invited me back for a second bite of the cherry as the old saying goes.
And from the many comments and withering verbal attacks I have had from all manner of women that have seen my tiny penis the consensus is that I am so small that the poor girls most probable did not feel a think as I humped away like a drooling moron on top of them
Of course because our feminized sissy cuckold ego’s are already so fragile over our penis size compared to our peers once we start being crushed by the truth escaping from between the lush lips of the women that get to see us we soon come to accept that we are not in any shape of form normal males if male at all.
And I suppose I am like so many feminized sissy cuckold that in the end I found comfort and even a sexual kinky thrill being lambasted at all angles by vicious barbed small penis humiliation and truly to this day I get intensely jealous if I come across another feminized sissy cuckold who’s sissy clit is smaller than mine in any way.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1071.
For more than a few feminized sissy cuckolds the last thing they want even after they and their cuckoldress wife are living the lifestyle is exposure.
It’s one thing people in the circle of fetish parties etc. knowing but as for everyone in your general life that is something so many feminized sissy cuckolds fear and avoid
And at the end of the day that stance is a pathetic hang over of supposed masculinity that the meek as a mouse sissy cuckold tries to hide behind.
You will find no matter how hard you try the news will get out eventually and more often than not it’s because the wife was spotted out on a date with her boyfriend and then the news and gossip spreads like wildfire as people you know try to work out what is going on in your marriage.
In almost all cases of a Cuckoldress led couple the wife is more relaxed about the news getting out, lets face it most other women will regard your wife with envy having the freedom to have lovers and the men she knows will now class her as a red hot bit of fluff and will try their hand at pulling your wife.
You will also find that your wife regardless of what you think or say will confide in her best friends, her sister and Mother of course and there will not be many cases where these female friends and relatives will be aghast as like most women they will always take their female friend’s side in any matter.
No, it always seems to be the new feminized sissy cuckold husband that wants sneaky secrecy hiding away his true colors and nature which actually reenforces just how spineless and pathetic he truly is and why his wife does need real men as boyfriends.
The silly thing is exposure and humiliation are things that deep down the feminized sissy cuckold craves and needs so thank God when a wife becomes a Cuckoldress she in the end is the person in the relationship that comes to the conclusion that they should live openly for all to see and know.
Once this status is achieved by a couple they can truly live and enjoy the Cuckoldress lifestyle with no silly worries.