SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 851.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold can you hand on heart actually recall what sexual intercourse actually felt like?
I know I have trouble recalling the feeling all I seem to rely on these days is the words silky, wet, warm etc.
And for the most part of us we have no idea what the depths of a woman’s pussy feels like as our little sissy clits hardly passed the ladies labia lips when she lowered herself to entertain us.
Of course, we as Feminized sissy cuckolds become dab hands at oral sex but is there a sissy cuckold among us that can put into words what a clean freshly washed pussy tastes like!
I know I cannot as for as long as I can recall I have only ever been fed spermy fucked pussy or one’s that are sweaty, pissy and dirty or bleeding which you could argue is a natural taste?
At the end of the day my fellow sissy cuckolds I think we all know at the end of the day we do not deserve anything sweet and fresh tasting.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 850.
As you develop into your true self of being a feminized sissy cuckold you come up against woman after woman who brazenly tells you that your penis is underdeveloped, worthless and insignificant.
This is something you already know as you grow up seeing your peers developing into real men where’s you remain much the same as when you were a boy.
All this re-enforcement of fact from the women around you or those who get to see it makes you believe more and more that you are useless and come to truly believe that your own masculinity needs suppressing and even wiping out.
Thus, the urges to become a feminized sissy cuckold take hold even more even if you are yet unaware of the words of what you are just yet.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 849.
Back in the mists of time when I was developing into the yet unknown world of the feminized sissy cuckold I was already addicted to women’s tights’ panties and the holy grail of stockings.
Of course, the start point, with shamefully with my mothers which she finally exposed and fostered but I also became a laundry basked bandit of her girlfriends always finding an opportunity to visit the bathroom when around their homes.
I would shake in need and desire finding panties that were heavily soiled, and I would lick and suck on the dirty gussets in a submissive frenzy as with the tights I found.
At times it was all too much, and I would actually steal a pair of tights if there were more than one pair in the hamper to wear later to experience the sordid thrill of squirting in them thinking of the owner doing totally gross things to me!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 848.
With Tania my second ex-wife the Dominatrix, escort and cuckoldress there was never any chance for me from the onset.
Being a Dominatrix, she already knew full well the sort of shit feminized sissy cuckolds get up to when their wife is out on a date so both penile and anal chastity were fitted from date one to ensure no masturbation.
She often mentioned that being out on a date with me locked up securely at home allowed her to relax more and really let her hair down not having to worry about me getting up to any perverted sissy cuckold shit at home.