Strange times. Lois popped in yesterday in passing. We sat and chatted about everything going on in our lives, conveniently ignoring the elephant in the room that she is divorcing me. She mentioned her boyfriend in passing like I should care. I'm very confused. Mother says I'm overthinking which I am apt to do. I'm not sure if I am or not or whether is playing some sort of game. I feel like I'm trying to pick up the pieces and she comes barging into my life again and makes me realise again that I'm missing her.
Damn uploading still down I was going to dress up and play to share with you all. It’s the most fun time of year too with Halloween i want to see you all in sexy costumes
Had a difficult moment last night. Mother and I went out for a meal at a local pub restaurant. On the way out I noticed not only Lois and her boyfriend, but they were with 'our' so called mutual friends in a group laughing and joking. None of our mutual friends have bothered to contact me since Lois left, to ask how I am. I hoped we would leave without being noticed but Lois spotted me and shouted my name. I just waved and crawled out of there. Luckily Mother was there to dry my tears
My wife and I have only had sex a few times. We were friends for years and talked a lot I knew she did not like sex and she knew that I liked wearing girls clothes and masturbating with panties more than sex. We shared a house with a friend we all had our own rooms. She kind of dated him. I saw her in short nighties a lot an got lots of looks at her panty which always made me need to masturbate. She and I always just talked she quit going out with our friend and he moved out. We were sitting on the couch and I could see her panty covering her pussy , she asked if I needed to masturbate. I said I was about ready to prejack. She told me to take my pants off I was embarrassed because I had on girls panties . I told her I was wearing panties, she said I know you wear panties let me see. I don’t know how I kept from cumming as I showed her my panty. She laid me back and got on top of me rubbing her panty on mine and came immediately she just t held and said that was the kind of sex she liked. I now masturbate frequently with her panty and smell her pussy in them. But I would like to masturbate a male friend who is wearing her panty. I would like for him to get excited wearing panties and let me jack him off. I have only masturbated with one guy and that was when I was to young to cum but could get hard. I masturbated him with my sisters panty and it was the first time I ever saw cum. It was so exciting seeing him cum feeling it cum out of his penis and filling my sisters panty. A few months later when I did start cumming it was in my sisters panty. To this day nothing excites me more than panties
