SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1112.
One thing all budding feminized sissy cuckolds are from the very beginning is what is known as a filthy little wanker.
They just cannot keep their fingers off their tiny nub of sissy clit and even more so once they have discovered dressing in women’s hosiery and lingerie.
The obsession with masturbation gets to chronic proportions and as it develops the little sissy can only get off if it’s dressed as a woman and is looking at porn which always needs to be more explicit and harder.
Then of course it will start inserting things up its ass because dressed as a woman it of course wants to emulate so getting fucked is part of being a woman.
The budding feminized sissy cuckold then finds out about the sissy love button hidden inside and couples it with its degenerate sissy clit tugging increasing the violence of its orgasms
All through this the budding feminized sissy cuckold on top of the thrill and excitement and massive sexual relief also suffers self-shame and disgust and of course the terror of ever being caught out.
The truth is though the feminized sissy cuckold secretly and sometimes unknowingly wants to be caught out, it does not matter which lady exposes him from his mother or Aunt to Mothers Girlfriends or the wife or girlfriend.
This thing inside of us is too much part of what we really are and in no way can it be kept a lifelong secret.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1111.
Being Tania’s feminized sissy cuckold husband was not an easy role to fill, as a Cuckoldress and a Dominatrix she was very demanding and had standards that no feminized sissy cuckold maid or husband could achieve thus the whips and a never-ending round of punishment was my lot the entire eleven years we were married.
Of course, as her sissy cuckold I had to strive to serve her in every way that was demanded of me thus once in a while I would be ordered into her dungeon to assist in a session she was having with a client.
One such time springs to mind when a client had come wanting dildo training and then suddenly begged Tania to suck cock at the same time causing her to call me into the session after charging the transvestite more.
Thus, I found myself on my stocking clad knees in front of the transvestite my sissy clit in its mouth just released from four weeks of chastity watching Tania fuck the transvestite hard with a strap on while it sucked merrily away on me.
There was a caveat though Tania warned me of dire consequences if I was stupid enough to have a sissy squirt just because a transvestite. Was sucking me.
Believe me I did try and maybe I was able to hold the barrier to my sissygasm for a respectful amount of time but the struggle was no good and at last I was screaming to Tania that I was sorry as my little sissy clit dribbled out its meagre weak watery filth into the sucking transvestite’s mouth who swallowed the lot.
True to her word Tania punished me in front of the transvestite with twenty-five hard strokes of the cane leaving me in tears.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1110.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold still to this day when my mouth is full of hard erect cock and I am sucking like a slut to get the cream I get a tear in my eyes just at the thought of how low I have stooped because of the uncontrollable needs in me.
Everything about my upbringing from the moment I was interfered with by my stepfather was a barrier to me ever accepting homosexuality in fact way back then I had an abhorrence of it.
What was and still of shocking to me like many budding feminized sissy cuckolds find is that quite by accident or force of nature we find ourselves unwittingly in situations where we are open to homosexual abuse from perverts and because we are weak and vulnerable as feminized sissy cuckolds we are cornered and have no escape and once engaged our inner perversions shame us and our little sissy clits betray us.
This is exactly what happened when that pervert sat next to me in a porn cinema and took over the masturbation of my little clit until even though I was horrified and disgusted at what was happening he brought me off.
Then is the horror when you find out that your Cuckoldress rather likes the idea of you entertaining her with acts of perversion with a homosexual man and your shame and self-disgust that you comply as you are more afraid of your Cuckoldress that engaging in sex with a man.
The only saving grace here is that mentally you can lay the blame off on your Cuckoldress reasoning that she had made the choice for you and you did not do the vile things on your own you were only obeying.
It’s the Cuckoldress wife that gets the feminized sissy cuckold conditioned to engaging in perverse homosexual acts from sucking her lover’s slimy spent cocks clean and fluffing them to hardness.
Then as I said you are to entertain her and at times her friends with displays of pathetic sissy sex with another cuckold or submitting in front of an audience to having sex with homosexual men and having to do your bit with gusto to show your wife and the others that you as a feminized sissy cuckold really strive to perfect your womanly side.
The disturbing thing is that if by chance you end up dumped and divorced you find that there is no return to any sort of vanilla existence and of course you crave for creampie like any sissy cuckold does and in the end through your weakness you’ll engage with a free will to having sissy sex again even though this leaves you ultimately let down because of the weak and watery product of your feminized sisters.
In the end with a heavy shame and guilt laden heart you will make yourself available to men to use and fuck you so you can get your fix of the real cream trading up your feminized body to every homosexual act just to get to swallow the sperm.
I personally have and never will class myself as homosexual or even bisexual I look at myself as a feminized sissy cuckold as a piece of sexual meat to be used by anyone who needs to take a load off their mind.