SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1002.
Since my early days I have had a foot fetish especially feet coated in nylon, this of course was due to my mother’s feet that were always in tights or stockings and her liking of having me massage her feet when we watched TV of an evening.
Of course, then there was the disgraceful incident where I erected against the sole of her nylon clad foot and her disparaging remark about how insignificant my little penis was that led to her making me go and put a pair of her tights on as she exposed that she knew of my sneaky perverted dressing up.
From then on feet were a fixation for me and it was not long before I was kissing, licking and sucking on toes and feet no matter how sweaty and smelly they were.
I literally feint if I see a woman dangle a shoe off her toes specially if her feet are in nylons there is nothing as sexy to witness so alluring and powerful and the dangling woman knows exactly what she is doing capturing the attention of men she wants to fuck and to enslave the males and sissies she wants groveling at her feet.
Of course, feminized sissy cuckolds like me will break the bank to be a cuckoldresses hosiery slave on top of the stupid amounts of money we spend on our own never depleted stock of tights and stockings.
I don’t know about you but if I notice that I have dipped under at least a hundred pairs of tights or stockings in stock at home I get the sweats of fear about running out and have to go on a shopping spree to stock up.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1001.
In all my years as a feminized sissy cuckold it has never ceased to amaze me how women who entertain marriage to us or just dating us all seem to want to see us being fucked and used by men.
It seems to me that many women have an intense interest in seeing this colorful display of what is basically homosexuality with the added twist that gives the woman a thrill knowing the sissy cuckold will be suffering humiliation and shame being used as a piece of fuck meat for a raging queer.
What’s worse for the feminized sissy cuckold is that under strict orders of dire consequences it has to put on an act of really enjoying cock sucking, spunk swallowing, ass rimming and being fucked like a slut.
In my own feminized sissy cuckold mind I have never been attracted to queer sex and only started it under orders of women who wanted to witness the sordid act but I found to my shame and humiliation that no matter how sickened and appalled I was as the act went on my pathetic body reacted and my sissy clit told no lies and I was powerless against the feelings a cock fucking my sissy pussy brought on and then the shame of a sissygasm.
Over the years I have come to accept not only myself as a feminized sissy cuckold but also to revel in the shame and self-disgust and at times have put myself in positions where men have taken advantage of me other than me acting under orders of a woman which mitigates a lot of responsibility for the sordid queer acts.
I suppose a feminized sissy cuckold comes to understand that its role in life is to be used and abused and to serve as a sex toy for anyone that needs sexual relief!