SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 762.
As you grow up it soon becomes apparent that you are developing differently to other males even though you do not yet even know what the word feminized sissy cuckold mean's.
You understand that your body is not maturing in a masculine way and that your thoughts on women and sex are shameful to say the least and shake with fear in ever being exposed?
Also your masturbation veers off to the freakish and your inserting things in yourself to do your cum cums and not only phallic objects up your bottom but also down your urethra as you wear your Mother's dirty discarded hosiery and lingerie from the laundry basket or items you have stolen from other women you have come into contact with! (Do not think that women do not notice when someone like you is around!)
Early on you seem to equate the sexual pleasure you get with being ashamed and being punished for your dirty ways and become more and more submissive wanting to grovel and worship women trying to please them in ways so extreme because your little penis cannot possibly give a woman what she really wants!
What is amazing is that you feel that no woman would ever want you but crazy as it sounds most will end up married as there is women out there that want submissive and obedient partners who they can walk all over and dominate and cuckold the fuck out of!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 761.
Us poor feminized sissy cuckolds really got dealt a shit hand when we were formed! not only do many of us have tiny worthless sissy clits many of which do not or cannot get properly erect even if free and out of chastity although the chastity makes this a uncomfortable outcome for many sissy cuckolds who are locked up.
But another thing that we have been denied is being able to be a repeat cummer! for myself the best time ever on two occasions was being able to cum twice in one night with the second sissygasm a pathetic affair of sissy milk.
Why we are blessed with this state of being who knows? real men seem to be able to go two, three or four times and in large quantities of rich creamy spunk and some black guys surpass that it puts us feminized sissy cuckolds to absolute shame and there is little wonder that our wives cuckold the fuck out of us!"

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 760.
For the new feminized sissy cuckold, the shocks keep on coming when the wife gets into her stride as a Cuckoldress wife.
I think we can all agree that just becoming a sissy cuckold makes you realize that all your sexy thoughts about wanting to be one does not even come close to the emotions you go through being under your wife’s heel.
And no sooner have you faced the first date she goes on and the first time she has sex with another man, and you get to clean cream pie pussy your Cuckoldress wife will stun you again exposing to you her well fucked swollen leaking anus!
To many new sissy cuckolds, the fact she has had anal sex and taken spunk in her bowels is a life changing shattering moment as up till this point sissy cuckold would have been slaughtered by it'd wife for even looking at her bottom!
But here she is not only anally fucked but proud of it telling you even bragging that she loved it with a real man and how even she was surprised that she could accept all his cock up her ass to the calls.
The only bright side for the feminized sissy cuckold is that now he can touch his wife’s ass as he licks her anal cream pies clean!

Lionel here tapping in real time about the latest situation So my sister Teresa has broken up with her boyfriend He dumped her and she obviously is somewhat upset about it Obviously
But in all honesty I am rather glad Yes I want her to be happy and I don't mean to be mean about it Although I don't like anyone to get to comfortably with her and get there legs to far under the table with her as you can say that I am very jealous of them and I kinda like it when it all goes wrong so when she's down I can step in and give her the support she wants and that gives me the opportunity to enjoy her my sister Teresa much much more and I honestly enjoy that situation with her She knows exactly how I feel and 4gives me to which I've told her many times to not get to involved with anyone and keep them at arms length and think about them as short term fun and not long term relationship bcos I will have to step in and disrupt the tie and then I can then get my way with my sister Teresa again
That's were it's at right now Whoop whoop whoop WICKED ???? ???? ????

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 759.
For the Feminized Sissy Cuckold torment is never just sexually based with a Cuckoldress that knows her onions!
Tania my second wife and Cuckoldress as well as being a Dominatrix and Escort foisted on me a never ending catalogue of mentally crushing events.
Of course it was humiliating (well not for me a born tranny) enough having to be dressed and made up as a woman all the time everywhere we went but say when we ate at a Bistro or such Tania would choose the order and she would always order for me the food I least liked.
What a waste I hear you say but under threat of punishment I was made to clear the plate and Tania would always insure that with my meal I had a glass of her urine to wash it down with. It was little things like this that over time made me incapable of any independent thought or action always turning to Tania to seek guidance on what to do and what to think and that in the world of my Cuckoldress also led to punishment for bothering her with as she put it stupid questions! (You can never beat the sheer logic of the Cuckoldress or avoid the outcome which is always painful and humiliating for the Feminized Sissy Cuckold!)

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 758.
One of the things that always drove me to distraction and a sissy cuckold frenzy was and is the fact that every man that my cuckoldress wives or partners over the years has fucked touched places in my wives of these women that I never could feel (I am talking about the very few that acutally lowered themselves to have intercouse with me!)
The sickness you feel as your Cuckoldress describes graphically what it feels like to be fucked so deep and hard makes every sissy cuckold emotion rip through you knowing that for your Cuckoldress you are an abstract failure on a colossal scale and your only hope to be with her is to do her bidding no matter how degrading, shameful and humiliating
For us sissy cuckolds the best we are ever going to get is licking up and swallowing the sperm and cunt cream that oozes out of our Cuckoldresses pussy and anus and for that honour we should be eternally grateful!