SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 835.
For want of a better phrase I suppose I was lucky being caught out evolving into a transvestite early on by my mother who liberally for back then encouraged me dressing up and then via gossip with Pam, Fran and Wendy revealed to me what I was destined to become in life a Feminized sissy cuckold.
At the time when I was exposed, I was in stark terror thinking the world was going to end when my little penis erected against my mother’s silky hot nylon foot when I was massaging her feet one evening whilst we were watching television.
Then came her cutting humiliating remark over how insignificant my little penis was and her going on to say she knew was stealing her tights and panties to wear out of the laundry basket and ordering me to go and put a pair on that were freshly dumped ready for washing.
I obeyed how could I not being in utter fear being caught out and I felt less than an inch tall a while later standing in front of her in the dirty tights my little penis so hard it was hurting.
From that evening onwards I was encouraged to wear her dirty hosiery and panties and over time it was all the time and the rest of female apparel and make up.
Now many Feminized sissy cuckolds I have spoken to do end up getting exposed one way or another mostly via their cuckoldress wife spilling the beans to Sissy Cuckolds mother and contrary to popular opinion in many, many cases the sissy cuckold shaking with fear of it’s wife exposing it to Mummy turns out to be the fact that Mummy has known for a very long time that her son was a crossdressing perverts but preferred not to say anything and shockingly will side with her sons Cuckoldress wife in the lifestyle.
This deep meeting of minds between Mother and Daughter in law is the closest and most meaningful in law relationship that can develop, as both Mother and the wife both want what’s best for the Feminized sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 834.
Some of the most humiliating times for the Feminized sissy cuckold are when the Cuckoldress wife really gets off on inflicting shame and humiliation on her feminized husband by cock and penis comparison with whatever boyfriend she is with.
Not only is the husband feminized almost unrecognizable as a male but the cock she is holding in her hand is massively bigger than her sissy cuckolds who’s so sick and perverted it’s erect seeing his wife handling a real cock that puts his own into the shade or should we say so deep in the dark sissy cuckold feels a total sense of worthlessness and shame.
The Skilled Cuckoldress wife will also be expert in applying verbal humiliation at the same time with each word coming from her red paint lips sharper than a cut from a knife often reducing sissy cuckold to tears making him feel even more like a big girl’s blouse in front of its wife’s lover.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 832.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold one thing I do know is that once you discover yourself you come to understand just how weak and pathetic you really are.
Being a Feminized sissy cuckold takes over your life totally, it’s not something that can be contained in the bedroom as a sexual kink the new sissy cuckold already perverted beyond any reason in it’s want to be stage finds not a waking minute goes by without the issue being at the fore front of it’s so called mind and every action.
By talking to actual Cuckoldress wives over the years they nearly all comment on the lifestyle being a very naughty bit of fun to begin with for bedroom time only to their realization that once their partner comes out as a Feminized sissy cuckold and she agrees to be a Cuckoldress wife that it engulfs their life totally.
No discussion takes place over this change in things as the lifestyle expands and no wife will curtail this as she is now living a life of sexual freedom with essentially a slave doing all the mundane and shitty things in life, she has become an adored and worshipped Princess.
And of course, the feminized sissy cuckold is not going to say shit about having to be what he is all the time.
So, our need and lifestyle is an all-consuming self-building and encapsulating addiction that has no cure ever.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 831.
Weakness has made me order a range of eye watering horse cock dildos to add to my collection such is the perversities of the feminized sissy cuckold.
The allure for them was sparked a long time ago when I was dating a prostitute called Lucy a large blond very naughty lady and not only was I toiling as her feminized sissy cuckold French maid we would also have evenings together where I would massage her nylon clad feet as well as kissing and sucking them and her anus and pussy we would also chat about our deepest darkest kinks and it transpired that Lucy had a thing for horse cock, she had never done it but she really got off on the idea and would climax violently as I licked her and she talked about it or if I assured her I would be her sissy cuckold clean up girl even if she was doing that! Very stimulating fantasy chat.