I was remained that in the northern hinterland it was kind of a cliché that lonely men could get a wife from Thailand. But even if that was still true in this Asian century, in reality that's the same problem as straight men always have, you have to take the first step. Actually it's possible that women flirted more with me than I thought, when I was young and good looking. But the point is, it's not like I could travel to Chiang Mai and wait for a woman to approach me and say: "I'm just a middle age dirtbag like you, so don't say maybe"

Being Swedish my first crush was an ethnic Finnish girl. And the first one I met on a dating app was ethnic Finnish. Therefore it was good I got a crush on a woman from the Philippines. You know how Finnish ladies complain that men having fetish for the Finnish, but if I goes for an East Asian, no one will ever think that's a fetish.

Julian Barnes novel England, England, that's published 1998, and take place some years or decades later, mentions: "Prince Rick's three-in-bed sessions with high-price escort girls." Why being paid by tax players to represent the nation. Ok, not a prediction, male royals who desire women, have in all places and all time bedded a lot of women.

Thought I had. This site has not gone through enshittification? Out telephones gets full of bloatware, facebook is crap, google gives you advertising and desinformation, x.com is US and Russian reactionary propaganda ... but porn doesn't change.

I'm not saying that following it is entirely fair, at least it doesn't have to be. But it often feels like the media and culture describe sex, and especially boys, as destructive to women. It's as if the absolute minimum requirement for being kind to women is not having sex with them.

Observation, since like 95% of my sexual fantasies were about older women, I used to be jealous of Ashton Kutcher, back in the days of his first marriage, but he might not have turned out to be a good guy.

My latest erotic story. https://www.literotica.com/s/academic-femdom-porn-writing. Note "femdom" is in the title, so is "academia".

Btw I mentioned nootropice, in my last status. They don't work, if you like me lack talent, they will not help you.

I'm really is a smart, nerdy STEM guy. What I am not good at is being a cool writer, different types of talent that is needed. I however always wanted to write, well I still wanted to write. I need to take Nootropic to write more dark academia sex stories

Many years ago, maybe close to 20 years ago, I paid an older American woman who had her own website. So this is not about cam girls (which I believe is illegal here and now). She once wrote that she was surprised at how many young cocks she got to play with online. Older men on this site might be surprised at how many young pussies they get to play with online?

In a way it is natural but I am still sorry to say that I think a lot about pussy. Just thought I shared! Pussy, pussy, pussy