SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1073.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold it does help if you quickly get used to the fact that your so-called penis is utterly worthless to your wife and she now as a Cuckoldress views it as a complete waste of time.
Now she has real men seeing to all her sexual needs she will give you a second thought and eventually she will get utterly bored and annoyed about the effort she once in a while puts in to give you some relief.
And the fact is as cruel as it is the majority of cuckoldress wives conclude that the sissy cuckold’s relief is the height of selfishness and the sooner that pathetic need is beaten out of you the better for humankind in general.
And she like always is correct you are a feminized sissy cuckold and are there to serve and worship her femininity and womanhood not to be forever begging to squirt or even have erections as the sight of your waste of space is offensive now that she has perfect cocks to please her.
You can understand why so many Cuckoldresses leave it to nature to make the sissy cuckold squirt as accidents do happen as the sissy cuckold is basically unable to control its vile needs and urges even if in secure chastity or the Cuckoldress will farm out the sissy cuckolds relief into the hands of a filthy queer pervert or another feminized sissy cuckold for entertainment value.
Whatever the wife decides she is well within her rights as you are her property and be truthful would you feel good about yourself soiling her pretty hands with that weak watery muck that dribbles out of you occasionally.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1072.
With having my initiation to sexual things with women on a sissy cuckold level from the offset when I finally did con a girl into having normal sex with me the whole thing was a fiasco.
I still as a feminized sissy cuckold wonder if the very few girls that I was able to sweet talk into bed are to this day still traumatized by the event, for sure none of them invited me back for a second bite of the cherry as the old saying goes.
And from the many comments and withering verbal attacks I have had from all manner of women that have seen my tiny penis the consensus is that I am so small that the poor girls most probable did not feel a think as I humped away like a drooling moron on top of them
Of course because our feminized sissy cuckold ego’s are already so fragile over our penis size compared to our peers once we start being crushed by the truth escaping from between the lush lips of the women that get to see us we soon come to accept that we are not in any shape of form normal males if male at all.
And I suppose I am like so many feminized sissy cuckold that in the end I found comfort and even a sexual kinky thrill being lambasted at all angles by vicious barbed small penis humiliation and truly to this day I get intensely jealous if I come across another feminized sissy cuckold who’s sissy clit is smaller than mine in any way.