Here's something that's really been on my mind lately. Even though I'm married I've started to think about wanting to re-experience a very hung black man again. I want that feeling of totally filled, bordering on pain, when he pushes it into me for the first time. Getting wet just writing about it.

I've been fantasizing lately about having my husband and one or two guys play poker and it comes down to betting me. He does it as a joke but when he loses the other guy is serious about it and is adamant about collecting his dues. I find the thought soo hot to be taken by a guy to the back room and have to do whatever he wants from me to repay the debt. In my fantasies it's a older black extremely hung guy who I can barely take. Weird?