SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1055.
If you are a feminized sissy cuckold like me you’ll understand what I am saying when being what we are is utterly exhausting from the moment I wake in the morning till I slip into sleep coma at night sex and the lack of it is on my so-called brain.
Now whether you are a sissy cuckold want to be or a married one and specially a dumped and divorced one all you think about is sex, sex and more sex.
The fact that you are dressed in women’s clothes all the time heightens this every second, even invading your slumber with salacious dreams and nightmares.
Everything and I mean everything around you in your life suddenly becomes related to sex and your pathetic status in life where you must submit and beg for every scrap that a cuckoldress or a master might throw at you
Other things make your life even tougher such as chastity denying you even the flicker of an erection and swellings that are agonizingly painful let alone when an accident happens and regardless of the severe pain you sissygasm.
The biggest cause of our downfall though remains ourselves as feminized sissy cuckolds are notoriously weak willed and led by their urges so regardless of a moratorium on all sexual activity and relief we rush headlong into watching, reading and experiencing all and any pornography to hand and our twisted minds turn even the severe punishments we face and have to endure into a sexual act.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1054.
Chastity, Emotions and imagination are overwhelming things for the feminized sissy cuckold to cope with, even before the sissy cuckold is locked up the mere fact of its heightened sexual needs because it’s dressed in women’s clothes makes the application of a chastity device an appalling thing to cope with.
Then there is what is going through the sissy cuckold’s mind about sex or the sissy cuckold’s version of what constitutes as sex which as we know is utterly perverted kinky and base.
What all feminized sissy cuckolds have in abundance is vivid imaginations so strong that the things it sees in its minds eye are soul consuming and devastating rendering the feminized sissy cuckold of any coherent action or thought.
Then there is what the feminized locked up sissy cuckold feels, yes it has craved for a long time its wife having boyfriends but there is a vast difference between fantasy and reality and once reality strikes the sissy cuckold has to really suffer and cope watching its wife make herself sexy and beautiful of other men real men that can give her what she wants.
Of course, the cuckoldress wife to torment her sissy cuckold will relate all the lurid details when she returns home but up till them the sissy cuckold mind will be on a rampage imagining what its wife is up to.
These are just some of the things that eventually break even the strongest willed sissy cuckold and make them utterly subservient to its cuckoldress wife
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1053.
For all the begging and pleading husbands do to become feminized sissy cuckolds when the wife finally decides to give the lifestyle a go it ends up being her that set the pace and strips away the limits.
Yes limits that we all know the husband tries to impose to keep some modicum of control over the situation not realizing as the wife does straight away that the lifestyle is all about the woman thus she has the whip hand so to speak and can do anything she damn well pleases.
A wife knows anything less than her having all the power is not a true cuckoldress led marriage thus she will inform her sissy cuckold husband that she wants to do this thing right and if she does not have all the power as she loves her husband he will not be getting the full sissy cuckold experience. (of course, the stupid sissy cuckold husband always falls for that one and in a blink of an eyes whatever control he had is pissed away in the wind for good.)
The new feminized sissy cuckold husband will also discover in short order that it becomes his wife that needs this lifestyle more than he ever did and he will as her sissy cuckold maid witness her developing sexual depravities and needs that he never thought she possessed.
