SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 995.
For me as a feminized sissy cuckold from my very early days of growing up I knew little of what I was heading to be, what I did know was that I had this urge to put women’s apparel on and that without being told I knew my penis was very little.
Having a little penis places you in a beta mode from birth and there is nothing you can do about that apart from suffer and hope that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Well, that light at the end of the tunnel gets extinguished once other people get to see what you have got or lack of it.
For myself it was the fact that it was my Mother who first saw my little erect penis when it erected up against her nylon clad foot and when she eased the sole of her foot aside to see it that look of sneering contempt spread across her face then coldly but sweetly informing me to carry on massaging her foot as that was the only important thing happening in the room.
Words that utterly crush your already limited masculinity and then the body blow when more words came from her lips saying that it must be because I had such a tiny penis that I was dressing up in her hosiery and other things.
Having to go and put a pair of her used tights on then show myself to her in them was terrifying but also the most liberating thing I ever had to do and brought upon me her observations and comments that cut away any confidence I had in myself.
And through the power of her cutting condescending words about my little thing I was preconditioned to be utterly submissive to women from the go get so by the time Pamela and Fran got their talons into me I was ripe for pressing into doing acts that I later learned were prerequisites for a feminized sissy cuckold to do.
What I do recall is that I was instructed to wear Mothers worn tights at home and nighties and little heeled fluffy slippers after confessing my budding transvestism I had many, many losses of control and would be shamefully erect in the tights and stuff round the house which brought forth scathing comments and even Mother’s foot being pressed against my little arousal as I was berated for being dirty and naughty and so forth, she even slapped it to make it go down at times or pinched it cruelly, but that was it knowing that even with all her cutting words pinching and slaps that I ached to be brought off but she never did that thus addling my mind even further.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 994.
One thing that really pleases the Cuckoldress is the things she has been able to bring her feminized sissy cuckold to with her sexuality and strict regime of utter obedience to her whims and commands.
The canny Cuckoldress will over time totally take over every aspect of the feminized sissy cuckolds’ sexuality utterly destroying the sissy cuckold’s manhood via both physical and verbal destruction.
Never an hour passes where she does not verbally degrade the sissy cuckolds sissy clit due to its smallness and worthlessness, if the Cuckoldress wife is lucky she will be the last in a long line of females that have poured scorn on the sissy cuckolds penis from it’s own Mother through Mothers friends and then sissies limited short lived girlfriends all of which have made sissies penis a point of ridicule.
Then there is the chastity the Cuckoldress will avail herself to stop masturbation and erection and near as damn it ejaculations apart from painful accidents that sissy cuckolds can have even in chastity.
The results speak for themselves when the Cuckoldress can and will at time to time remove the sissy cuckolds chastity device and cruelly offer herself to the sissy cuckold for actual sexual intercourse finding that the emotionally and mentally crushed feminized sissy cuckold has no confidence in it’s sissy clit and sissy cannot even ger erect with the open offer and sheer black stockinged legs wide open exposing the cuckoldresses wet pussy ready for sex.
The damage this puts in sissy cuckolds mind not even being able to get hard anymore is devastating and even worse even if it does make a pathetic attempt at a nasty little swelling when sissy approaches it’s cuckoldress it suffers from premature ejaculation making a mess on the cuckoldresses stocking clad leg or on to the floor an act of utter failure that fills the Cuckoldresses cannon with never ending ammunition to foist on her sissy cuckold.