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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 887.
I cannot think as a Feminized sissy cuckold anything more ego shattering and damaging when you are growing up coming to understand that you have an incredibly small penis.
This is one of the major reasons we set out on the path of being a Feminized sissy cuckold, you see the peer pressure to being a man is a heavy load and when you’re not developing down there you soon understand and feel alienated and not part of masculinity.
It’s bad enough you know yourself but you’ll soon learn that your male peers are merciless when it comes to your under development but that humiliation is nothing compared to when females start seeing your pathetic little penis then you get to learn what real assassination is all about and be sure if one woman/girl knows about you lack of manhood they all do as the gossip carries like wild fire and you become the butt of all jokes and snide comments.
I knew one now adult feminized sissy cuckold who in his younger days was marked down as a small, dicked loser and had the humiliation one day of a girl coming up to him in their place of education and handing him a pair of panties.
This was not some sort of offer of anything but the sheer fact the news had got around that he was a pin dick, and she and her circle of acid tongue girlfriends thought it a laugh to suggest because his dick was tiny he should wear panties.
Now this act was bad enough and news of it went around like a tidal wave but for this budding Sissy it was terrible as he already had the guilt that he was dressing up in women’s clothes.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 886.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold do you still feel shame about some of the things you have done in your pathetic little lives.
I know I do, from that first time I found that Pink nylon g-string in my Mothers laundry basket that the sting of was encrusted with shit and I put it in my mouth and sucked it off to finding a swollen used Tampon in the trash can of one of my Mothers friends that I put passed my lips and sucked the blood out of.
I also still shudder about the recall of that dirty old man wanking me off in the gloom of a sex cinema in soho.
No matter what it is we all have these shameful secrets that literally have to be dragged out of you by your cuckoldress wife which causes even more shame and humiliation.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 885.
With Christmas almost upon us once again (and by God does it come round quick the older you get) I have been mulling over many a Christmas past being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold specially the formative years after I was caught out.
Yes it was the years of double presents not only the minimum of presents for a young male but also the clothes, hosiery, make up and lingerie for the sissy.
My Mother delighted in shopping for my presents, and I would blush with excitement when I opened gift for sissy cuckold Carla like my first pairs of expensive stockings, my first Basque, red high heels and later making me go almost as red as the high heels I got my first dildo.
And it was not only Mother that brought me girl things Pam, Fran and Wendy also lavished me with female gifts.
Later when I was married to Tania all pretence of gifts for a male were dropped and I only got things for sissy cuckold Carla and to this day now I live openly as what I am I only get Carla gifts.
