SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1081.
As a feminized sissy cuckold, I was not naturally bi-sexual or gay at the beginning in fact I had issues with it and to a certain extent I still do what with the shame doing homosexual acts brings to me.
But after years of conditioning at the hands of Cuckoldresses and Mistresses one accepts that I need the humiliation and shame and there is no denying that once you carry out the orders you have been given to please a man you get a small taste of the power real women have.
Take sucking cock, to think as a feminized sissy cuckold you look feminine enough and sexy enough to enrage a man’s passions to the point that with your mouth your red painted lips round his erection you can bring him to climax feeling the power a hard cock has and knowing it was you that sucked the sperm out of him and swallowed.
Then the sex act with your sissy pussy the pride you feel along with the humiliation, shame and self-disgust in allowing another male to enter you and fuck your hole hard until he dumps his load in you is shattering and you also discover the very naughty feeling you get when you experience a man’s sperm spattering away inside you.
These acts also bring on another feeling that puts a feminized sissy cuckold in its rightful place and that feeling is a real taste of femininity and it’s these generated feelings and emotions that trap a feminized sissy cuckold into an addiction where time and time again it will allow itself to be used and abused by men and not just one at a time.
Shamefully I like many others have had multiple perverts sexually use me at parties etc..