SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1128.
To this day I still shudder when I think back to when Fran used me for the first time as a full sissy toilet.
This was after I had cleaned her dirty bottom on my first visit to her house and this happened about a week later.
Fully femmed up again and after a long period of worshipping her stocking clad feet, body and pussy Fran led me to her bathroom where I was ordered to lay on the floor.
She then stood over my head i just the black suspender belt she had on, black stockings and high heels.
Then she squatted facing down my lingerie clad body and my nasty offending little erection that ached with the perversities that she was inflicting on me.
Once fully squatted her bottom was split wide and her sphincter was inches from my mouth and she ordered me to lick her twitching hot dirty butt hole.
I gladly lifted my head a little and got my tongue to work on her sticky bottom tasting her foul dirt that I am ashamed to say turned me on even more (I know I am a sick deviant and I have never been able to help it!)
As I licked and probed her asshole my tongue suddenly met something that pushed my probing tongue out of her anus and her sphincter started to expand.
As this obscenity started Fran was ordering me to continue lick around the shit that was coming out of her rectum and to capture the turd in my mouth and to eat it!
Yes I gagged and my body went stiff with repulsion as I obeyed and I knew I was going to be ill but I was so intent on complying with what Fran wanted that I managed to consume the three dirty sordid logs she dumped in my mouth straight from her bowels and as I ate she knew what I was as my little erect penis exploded releasing it’s perverted white weak sissy milk.
As soon as Fran stood up and moved away she knew I was going to be ill and let me at the toilet where my body rejected the inedible.
Thing is later Fran explained that I would get used to it because it was a supreme way for someone like me to serve a woman and because I was ejaculating during the act of consuming her shit I would crave it time after time as the intensity of my sissygasm would pull me back to the act no matter what I felt about it.
One thing I can tell you is that Fran right about becoming addicted to being a feminized sissy cuckold toilet and over the time she used me she got me used to eating the content of her bowels.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1127.
For the feminized sissy cuckold one of the ultimate honors is to be licking the cuckoldresses pussy while she is getting fucked either in the pussy or in the ass, your loving liking tongue will experience her clits harder than you have ever known it as she is fucked by a real man and if you are truly lucky that man will have the size and skill to bring your Cuckoldress to uncontrollable squirts that will shoot into your mouth forcing you to swallow it all down in conjunction of having to cope with the fucking god almighty orgasm that is sweeping through her.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1126.
As a feminized sissy cuckold you will have to accept that if your wife decides to become your Cuckoldress she has every right to punish you in any way she sees fit for not being truthful about yourself from the onset of your relationship.
Look at it from her perspective she thought she was marrying a man when in fact she got a dud, look what she sacrificed for you she traded love for the fact you have a small penis that has never got her off, she has kept house when she need not have been taxing herself and a million and one other things you would have been doing making her life as a princess much better.
And as soon as she starts dating men again she will also utterly blame you for her missing out on so much sex and big cock pleasure before you made your pathetic confession.
So it’s no use in coming sniveling to me or anyone else when your wife makes you taste the lash and the whip for all your failings you asked for it!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1125.
One thing is for certain if you have been a feminized sissy cuckold in a marriage that ultimately did not last and your cuckoldress wife dumped and divorced you the odds of you returning to being just a regular guy are worse than zero.
What you experience is a withdrawal that is a million times worse than a junkie coming off its poison but unlike the junkie you have absolutely no chance of recovery and all to soon you’ll be dressing up again yearning for all those nasty depravities she used to foist on you and before you know it you’ll be going to places where you can suck cock to get some sperm.
I am not kidding because I myself have felt this addiction twice after being dumped and divorced and I am speaking as one not predisposed to homosexuality.
For me it was firstly going to parties where other sissy cuckolds, transvestites and crossdressers met all of which were on the same path as myself, but what you learn at these places is that as wild and depraved as these gatherings get the quality of the cream is woeful and weak and watery thus in the end you’ll find yourself in queer clubs openly flirting with gay men to get a better quality of cock and cream.
Thus you find out that many gay men are not really into transvestites so this inevitably lands you in the strata of the perverted kinksters the depraved species of men that use and abuse sissy cuckolds like you and no matter how degrading and awful it is you submit because you cannot help yourself.
And believe me your ex wife loves every second of your pathetic downfall seeing you become this sleazy cock and spunk deranged slut that everyone know as she has told them all of your new lifestyle.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1124.
Not only is the feminized sissy cuckold weak in body but it is also weak in mind and the Cuckoldress wife knows this all to well.
We put it down to being submissive and to a certain extent that is true but your average submissive retains an amount of self pride something that the feminized sissy cuckold does not.
This thing inside of us is manipulated by our superiors and used to make us do literally anything they want things that no rational human being would ever think of submitting to and carrying out.
It was also this thing inside of us that makes us come to understand we are utterly worthless as males and we are only useful to others as things to be used and abused.
The other thing about us feminized sissy cuckolds is how deep our adoration and love is for our cuckoldresses we worship and revere them beyond anything and will gladly suffer if our agony, pain and emotional distress pleases the woman we love with all our heart.