SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1083.
After Tania my second wife the Cuckoldress/Mistress and escort dumped and divorced me I went through a tough period trying to cope living in the sissy cuckold hovel as she sweetly called it.
One of my first forays out into the world again was to attend a sex party and at this gathering I ended up retrained in a stock like set up and over the period of incarceration nine men fucked my sissy pussy hard and filled me up with their pervert sperm.
Driving home that night was a nightmare as on the way I had been screwed so hard and was so sloppy that my bowels evacuated and I shit myself in the car, so I was in a terrible state when I got home.
Of course, the following day I confessed all this to Tania the next day when she phoned me up over some matter or another and I had to listen to her laugh her stockings off over the telephone and come out with a string of the nastiest verbal humiliations to wound me further.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1082.
I knew early on that I was not going to be normal in society’s sense of the word.
I think the moment when I was in a pair of my mother’s dirty worn tights sniffing and licking the gusset of her dirty worn panties and I ejaculated without touching myself was my downfall.
The spurting I had at that moment out of my tiny little erection, and I already viewed it as small was so intense and earth shattering the nylon encasing my smooth hairless little sissy ovaries and turgid little sissy clit, bottom and legs heightening my first ever proper ejaculation to untold intensity thus trapping me forever.
Of course, being in tights and licking and sniffing panties made me feel ashamed as they were my mothers and secondly the fear of being caught because what I was doing was so naughty, sinful and nasty.
And of course, I retained those fears and ever-growing fetishes taking more and more risks because I was unable to stop myself until my mother calmly ousted me.
Thankfully because of her attitude regarding me dressing up I was able to under her allowance to wear her discarded hosiery, panties and then other female apparel and make up.
Her view’s on my sexual outlet’s was another matter altogether and over time she instilled in me that my masturbation was nasty, uncalled for because my clit was to small and re-enforced the shame I already felt and I dare not play with myself unless I has a sort of quasi order from her such as she would throw a pair of her dirty knickers at me.
Pantie relief was to become magical as it was made quite plain that if I did my mess on the gusset of the thrown item I was expected to lick the material clean and to prove I had done this I was to show her afterwards before washing the item.
Or snap that she was sick of seeing my little clit sticking up and I was to go and sort myself out making sure I squirted where waste and shit always goes, down the toilet.
So, as you can imagine even before I stepped into the world of the feminized sissy cuckold I had all the learned traits of shame and humiliation and illicit thrills in being made to do sexy sinful stuff.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1081.
As a feminized sissy cuckold, I was not naturally bi-sexual or gay at the beginning in fact I had issues with it and to a certain extent I still do what with the shame doing homosexual acts brings to me.
But after years of conditioning at the hands of Cuckoldresses and Mistresses one accepts that I need the humiliation and shame and there is no denying that once you carry out the orders you have been given to please a man you get a small taste of the power real women have.
Take sucking cock, to think as a feminized sissy cuckold you look feminine enough and sexy enough to enrage a man’s passions to the point that with your mouth your red painted lips round his erection you can bring him to climax feeling the power a hard cock has and knowing it was you that sucked the sperm out of him and swallowed.
Then the sex act with your sissy pussy the pride you feel along with the humiliation, shame and self-disgust in allowing another male to enter you and fuck your hole hard until he dumps his load in you is shattering and you also discover the very naughty feeling you get when you experience a man’s sperm spattering away inside you.
These acts also bring on another feeling that puts a feminized sissy cuckold in its rightful place and that feeling is a real taste of femininity and it’s these generated feelings and emotions that trap a feminized sissy cuckold into an addiction where time and time again it will allow itself to be used and abused by men and not just one at a time.
Shamefully I like many others have had multiple perverts sexually use me at parties etc..

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1080.
For many white guys these day’s their only recourse to having human sexual contact these days is to have a sissy girlfriend.
This is due to women being very targeted in their wants as many like to date hunky black guys or single out the money.
This leaves your average joe and peon to the five fingered widow whilst watching porn.
It may take a little whole before they get desperate enough to seek out a sissy but once they do what they experience sells them on having shall we say a special girlfriend.
Let’s face it a sissy does not need to be asked to wear sexy lingerie high heels and stockings for a sissy they are everyday wear.
Then there is the sex your Sissy does not know the word no and anything that the guy wants no matter how perverse is ok with the Sissy, also a sissy always swallows, rims ass and degrades itself to get sperm.
If the guy wants to invite his mates into the action the sissy is more than pleased to oblige.
These days white guys know the feminized sissy cuckold is the ideal girlfriend.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1079.
Makes you wonder as time moves on whether the marriage involving the husband as the feminized sissy cuckold and the wife with lovers will become mainstream.
Let’s face it things have progressed so much that these days you can hardly see an advert without an interracial couple in it inferring that women prefer big black cock.
What is more natural than a woman with black lovers and a husband that slaves away fiscally supporting her its wife and doing all the housework as a maid and because it’s been replaced in the traditional marriage the husband’s penis securely locked in chastity.
This is the next evolution of marriage.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1077.
Once you become a dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold the first thing you find is that there is absolutely no way you can return to what society terms a normal whatever that is.
The hardest thing at first is having to start making your own decisions and choices again and because you are so dominated and pathetic what you find yourself doing is literally thinking what your Cuckoldress would do and go along with that.
Then you will find that if you are a sissy cuckold now free of chastity masturbation comes back into play and what I noticed straight away was the guilt and shame associated with touching my sissy clit without having got prior permission the feeling of this is naughty and dirty are palpable and often I will place myself in chastity just for the feeling of safety and comfort.
The cravings for creampie will overwhelm the dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold as it starts it search for another Cuckoldress and licking its own woeful dribble will not satisfy so the sissy cuckold will reach out to other sissies and eventually homosexuals to get the sperm fix even if the sissy cuckold is not inherently gay itself.
The sperm fix will and always is the dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckolds’ downfall and it will do absolutely anything to get it from visiting Dominatrixes and prostitutes to letting itself be abused at fetish parties and the worst Pervert parties where a mass of vile kinky perverts slake their lusts on the one or two sissy cuckolds or transvestites lured to attend.
Having over the years attended parties such as these I cannot describe properly how low into the sewer of submissive humiliation you have to go being repeatedly fucked both orally and anally by whoever wants to use your sissy holes your mouth also used to rim ass and be pissed in and on for hours at a time.
What’s worse is that in the end you grow to accept as a feminized sissy cuckold that you are just a fuck hole, and it all somehow excites your perverted mind and again and again you accept you have to return for more.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1076.
For many feminized sissy cuckolds one of the shocking things they have to cope with and learn to live with is the sight and sounds of their wife actually having a proper sexual experience after thinking she was making her true reactions when she pity fucked him as her husband back when she was blind and stupid.
What the feminized sissy cuckold now see’s when she becomes a Cuckoldress wife is what a real man can bring out in a woman, the flirty sexual nature, the temptress camp in her and of course the screams, yells and downright pornographic nature of her sexual goading’s and urgings when she is getting fucked.
It’s like a proper man can make the true nature of a woman bloom and she will show all her feminine colors to her feminized sissy cuckold husband to rub his face in it as the saying goes.