To be clear, I write about how people grow from trauma as well as extremely extreme thoughts. I, in NO CASE CAUTION ABUSE WHATSOEVER! Empathy is the among the greatest gifts we possess!
Imagination is another of the greatest gifts we possess (quite akin to empathy) and I want to emphasize that imagination and reality can be two completely separate things.
Introspection and daring to be vulnerable again may seem impossible but temporary relief through sadism and abuse will only make you feel worst on the long run. No matter the intellectual pain you feel, passing it onto another being by force is the worst thing imaginable both for the victim and for yourself..... Now, if you know it's just imagination.... then.... PLEASE let your freak flag fly (being mindful of what some people might interpret)!!!
I want to see Hodor get horny and lose control with Arya. Just wrote this “Getting frustrated because he could only fit halfway up her vagina, even after stretching it, using his weight and pushing her head down to penetrate as deep as humanly possible, he flipped her over, oblivious to the girl's attempts to fight him off, and began pushing his monstrous member against her only remaining virgin hole.” … Can you imagine the sounds and faces she’d make? OMG, and the stomach bulge! … Though they never saw each other again so I guess it would have had to happen in season 1… Oh well ^‿^
I want to see Hodor get horny and lose control with Arya. Just wrote this “Getting frustrated because he could only fit halfway up her vagina, even after stretching it, using his weight and pushing her head down to penetrate as deep as humanly possible, he flipped her over, oblivious to the girl's attempts to fight him off, and began pushing his monstrous member against her only remaining virgin hole.” … Can you imagine the sounds and faces she’d make? OMG, and the stomach bulge! … Though they never saw each other again so I guess it would have had to happen in season 1… Oh well ^‿^