SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 766.
As said before I was ousted as a transvestite early on by my mother who sort of encouraged it from then on so I was in stuff around the house, and she would help with makeup and stuff.
This was very naughty I suppose but some real life long benefits also came from this liberal way of living as I grew up as Mother took pride in teaching me all the things needed to know how to do to run a household and kitchen so there was lots of evenings cooking meals, home economics she called it something all women have to be the Mistress of, then there was the household chores and I had to work long and hard at these lessons and over time I became the one that did all the chores.
There were also other handy things she taught me like sewing, knitting, which I got good at and crocheting which sad to say I never really got the hang of and then there was the ironing board and the strict lessons in how to press clothes properly and fold them once creased free.
Now many years later you'll never find my home in disarray as I took as a feminized sissy cuckold all the imparted knowledge to heart!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 765.
The height of ecstasy for the Feminized sissy cuckold is to be there watching real men have sex with your wife!
To see her reacting as a woman should when getting actually fucked all her morals swept aside now, she is a Cuckoldress and taking what she wants with savage sluttiness literally fucking men to death is heartwarming and so exciting for the feminized sissy cuckold knowing it could never achieve what a real man can do!
Of course, there is also the clash of emotions as you watch the woman you love and adore so deeply you will do anything she wants of you pigging out on huge cocks using all her holes to drain every ounce of orgasmic pleasure she desires from the men.
The emotional pain is shattering but in the feminized sissy cuckold it is mixed up with the adoration and thrill of seeing your wife loving sex all dressed up like a real woman should be in stockings heels and lingerie to excite herself and the man making him just that little bit bigger and harder for her.
Many Feminized sissy cuckold either in chastity or not will at some point go into a feminized sissy cuckold frenzy and have a sissygasm without touching itself just from the sights and smells of the rutting couple in front of it!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 764.
One of the most difficult things for the new feminized sissy cuckold must do and each person is different but comes to the same wall is to let go of all and any control of its life and wife.
Wanting to be a Feminized Sissy Cuckold has certain caveats attached to it which your wife will quickly find out about, and the big one is as your no longer a man in her eyes just a pathetic sissy cuckold there to serve her you have no human rights whatsoever!
And yes it's hard for the new sissy cuckold to deal with the feelings that it has no say in who it's wife dates and fucks, who she tells and exposes you to, if your allowed to watch or not, loss of all fiscal control and in the end having to accept every whim and thought out of your wife no matter what even down to the food and drink you eat is her say!
Just the thought of this is terrifying is it not? but believe me once you accept your role as what I call the third sex you'll be a much happier contented Feminized Sissy Cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 763.
The most pathetic thing you will ever witness or be involved in is the entertainment that Cuckoldress wives get making their feminized sissy cuckold have sissy sex together.
With little penis's so small they fill the sucking sissies mouth not touching the throat or easing into a tight sissy asshole and not one peep of a squeal coming out of the receiving sissy.
Then as it's the first sexual contact for the feminized sissy cuckolds for many, many months there is the shameful displays of premature ejaculation that have the watching cuckoldresses laughing their stockings off.
The sight of two Feminized sissy cuckolds panting, sighing, humping and sucking on each other as their stocking clad legs kiss and hiss together making the act off sissy sex so exciting for them that in many instances it can be over in a blink of an eye, they cum so quick!
And do not think for one moment the cuckoldresses leave it at that as they will then force their sissy cuckolds to lick and suck clean each other’s anal cream pies of the weak watery sissy cuckold milk they have just fucked into each other.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 762.
As you grow up it soon becomes apparent that you are developing differently to other males even though you do not yet even know what the word feminized sissy cuckold mean's.
You understand that your body is not maturing in a masculine way and that your thoughts on women and sex are shameful to say the least and shake with fear in ever being exposed?
Also your masturbation veers off to the freakish and your inserting things in yourself to do your cum cums and not only phallic objects up your bottom but also down your urethra as you wear your Mother's dirty discarded hosiery and lingerie from the laundry basket or items you have stolen from other women you have come into contact with! (Do not think that women do not notice when someone like you is around!)
Early on you seem to equate the sexual pleasure you get with being ashamed and being punished for your dirty ways and become more and more submissive wanting to grovel and worship women trying to please them in ways so extreme because your little penis cannot possibly give a woman what she really wants!
What is amazing is that you feel that no woman would ever want you but crazy as it sounds most will end up married as there is women out there that want submissive and obedient partners who they can walk all over and dominate and cuckold the fuck out of!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 761.
Us poor feminized sissy cuckolds really got dealt a shit hand when we were formed! not only do many of us have tiny worthless sissy clits many of which do not or cannot get properly erect even if free and out of chastity although the chastity makes this a uncomfortable outcome for many sissy cuckolds who are locked up.
But another thing that we have been denied is being able to be a repeat cummer! for myself the best time ever on two occasions was being able to cum twice in one night with the second sissygasm a pathetic affair of sissy milk.
Why we are blessed with this state of being who knows? real men seem to be able to go two, three or four times and in large quantities of rich creamy spunk and some black guys surpass that it puts us feminized sissy cuckolds to absolute shame and there is little wonder that our wives cuckold the fuck out of us!"

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 760.
For the new feminized sissy cuckold, the shocks keep on coming when the wife gets into her stride as a Cuckoldress wife.
I think we can all agree that just becoming a sissy cuckold makes you realize that all your sexy thoughts about wanting to be one does not even come close to the emotions you go through being under your wife’s heel.
And no sooner have you faced the first date she goes on and the first time she has sex with another man, and you get to clean cream pie pussy your Cuckoldress wife will stun you again exposing to you her well fucked swollen leaking anus!
To many new sissy cuckolds, the fact she has had anal sex and taken spunk in her bowels is a life changing shattering moment as up till this point sissy cuckold would have been slaughtered by it'd wife for even looking at her bottom!
But here she is not only anally fucked but proud of it telling you even bragging that she loved it with a real man and how even she was surprised that she could accept all his cock up her ass to the calls.
The only bright side for the feminized sissy cuckold is that now he can touch his wife’s ass as he licks her anal cream pies clean!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 759.
For the Feminized Sissy Cuckold torment is never just sexually based with a Cuckoldress that knows her onions!
Tania my second wife and Cuckoldress as well as being a Dominatrix and Escort foisted on me a never ending catalogue of mentally crushing events.
Of course it was humiliating (well not for me a born tranny) enough having to be dressed and made up as a woman all the time everywhere we went but say when we ate at a Bistro or such Tania would choose the order and she would always order for me the food I least liked.
What a waste I hear you say but under threat of punishment I was made to clear the plate and Tania would always insure that with my meal I had a glass of her urine to wash it down with. It was little things like this that over time made me incapable of any independent thought or action always turning to Tania to seek guidance on what to do and what to think and that in the world of my Cuckoldress also led to punishment for bothering her with as she put it stupid questions! (You can never beat the sheer logic of the Cuckoldress or avoid the outcome which is always painful and humiliating for the Feminized Sissy Cuckold!)

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 758.
One of the things that always drove me to distraction and a sissy cuckold frenzy was and is the fact that every man that my cuckoldress wives or partners over the years has fucked touched places in my wives of these women that I never could feel (I am talking about the very few that acutally lowered themselves to have intercouse with me!)
The sickness you feel as your Cuckoldress describes graphically what it feels like to be fucked so deep and hard makes every sissy cuckold emotion rip through you knowing that for your Cuckoldress you are an abstract failure on a colossal scale and your only hope to be with her is to do her bidding no matter how degrading, shameful and humiliating
For us sissy cuckolds the best we are ever going to get is licking up and swallowing the sperm and cunt cream that oozes out of our Cuckoldresses pussy and anus and for that honour we should be eternally grateful!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 757.
Once a woman has got her talons into a Feminized Sissy Cuckold their will to experiment and push the boundaries knows no limits.
You can understand that any female would be rather shocked and unsure of what you are professing to be treated like, and your relationship change or new union could get off to a stuttering start as she takes little steps to see how far she can step over the line.
Little by little she will gain confidence, and she does things that she thinks would destroy any normal relationship from the first date, to the first creampie clean ups.
Slowly she will feel the release of power in her as you her feminized sissy cuckold willingly accept any humiliation, degradation and perversity she decides to inflict on you!
Once a woman feels that power in her she will know no bounds and believe me when it comes to making a Feminized sissy cuckold suffer a woman has a never-ending list of things she will do to you.