SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 690.
Men are such filthy pigs and the old saying that they will fuck anything is absolutely spot on!
Take for example a little episode from when I was married to my second wife Tania the Cuckoldress/Dominatrix and escort.
Tania just loved degrading me and placing me in awful situations as her feminized sissy cuckold and one day we were out for a drive and a coffee and ended up in the car park of a place called and bay tight at the end of the bay.
And there sits a public convenience of some renown? so Tania gets the devilish idea of sending me into the gents loo and to offer myself for an hour to all comers for a fiver for anything they wanted?
So there I was after tottering in on my high heels feeling sick to my stomach a bag of nerves and frankly terrified?
Moments later a old guy came in, he must have seen me get out of the car and walk to the toilet block and had followed me in.
Lisping I told him I would do anything for five pounds and there was no refusal so seconds later I was squatting by a urinal like a sissy slut and he was feeding into my mouth his semi hard prick which was not overly big but still far larger than my chastity locked little nub.
I sucked like a whore getting him hard and he poured vile sexual verbal abuse on me as I gobbled down his cock until her unloaded forcing me to swallow all his spunk, he ended his five pounds worth by urinating in my mouth making me drink his bitter piss!
I had hardly got over that when another chap came into the toilet and I went through the offering routine again and he had me in a filthy cubicle slamming his cock up my sissy pussy as I had one high heel up on the toilet bowl with my hands gripping the cistern tank!
And so the hour went on and I services six guys in this lonely out of the way toilet and got back to the car and Tania with sperm running out of my sissy pussy from four of the guys soaking my stocking tops!
Tania had already thoughtfully placed a carrier bag on the passenger seat so I did not soil the car upholstery and cruelly she laughed at the state I was in and pondered out loud "I wonder what sort of pathetic low creature creampie cleans feminized sissy cuckolds?" a deep thought indeed.
Lastly Tania was rather pleased that out of the six guys I let abuse me I had earned her a hundred!"

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 689.
I just adore the way Cuckoldresses make it seem it pains them to make you the sissy cuckold do all the degrading and humiliating things they command you to do!
The sympathy they ooze as you do some of the most disgusting things for them is mind shattering and really fucks your so called brain up.
Take the statement "I would not lick myself I absolutely stink! but then again I am not the sissy cuckold you are so get your face in there and clean me!" or "Oh I am so sorry sissy cuckold I did not mean to kick you in the face it was the cramp I just got in my leg?" and another one I recall "I know you want us to cut down on our grocery bills so I can get more of the fully fashioned seamed stockings I need to wear as a Cuckoldress that's why sissy cuckold your going on a urine and shit diet straight out of my ass from now on!"
As skilled Cuckoldress wife will soon become an expert tormentoress and she will be able to make anything she requires of her sissy cuckold seem like a great idea and only logical! (work that out if you can?)

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 688.
If your a want to be feminized sissy cuckold what is it you actually fear about coming out of the closet?
Is it perhaps that your exposure would lead to divorce? well if that is what's worrying you then you obviously married the wrong woman if she does not take up your begging's to serve her and free her to be a Cuckoldress wife!
If she does spurn you is it not better to know now so you might go your own way and find the Cuckoldress you deserve!
What about your family? well your Mother probably has know for years that you are a pervert and put up with you stealing her hosiery and lingerie to dress up in and masturbate so you coming out as a feminized sissy cuckold is not going to phase her in anyway in fact you might get some understanding and sympathy from that direction.
As for your Dad well he is either long gone or a macho man and will look on you as a sissy poofter but lets face it there are worse things that can happen or it may surprise you that good ole Pa might take you aside for a quite chat and inform you he had been your Mothers sissy cuckold for years!
Siblings will tease and torment you but after the initial flurry of interest they will get on with their own stuff just with the knowledge that your a tranny pervert.
Then there is the friends you have? well you'll soon find out how many of them are fair weather friends and in general you'll find that the women will remain mates as they are devilishly interested in you as a Feminized sissy cuckold and want the low down and entertainment value from you.
The men friends you have might well start really hitting on your ex wife to fuck the shit out of her now they know your a no dicked loser and shock upon shock a few might want to plunder your mouth and asshole as they have secret fetish for doing a feminized sissy!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 687.
One thing I know after many many years of being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold is that it is more powerful and addictive than any form of opium.
Once you have become there is truly no way back and you are a slave to your raging needs and desires for the rest of your life and accept that women can do anything they want with you and to a lesser extent any man! of course if directed by a woman a man can do anything he want's to a Feminized Sissy Cuckold that is the ultimate power a woman possesses!
This opiate of being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold has led me to doing under orders things that no sane person would ever do but compliance to commands are the first thing that is beaten into us sissy cuckolds and it becomes natural to obey as soon as the insane order is snapped out.
Along with compliance to the Cuckoldress commands and orders has to be the sissy cuckold coming to accept that because of what it is it has absolutely no human rights and it depends entirely on it's owners for everything!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 686.
It always amazes me just what a good through job a Cuckoldress does on her sissy cuckold if it ever comes to dumping and divorcing the sissy cuckold.
You'd might think that once not under the lash and anger of the Cuckoldress wife the pathetic sissy cuckold would set away from some (not all) of the depraved practices it's Cuckoldress made it do for her?
But this is far from the truth you'll find dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds actively seeking out and cavorting with other sissy cuckolds that are in the same position and I suppose there is some sort of logic in this as the feminized sissy cuckold is not going to be able to get on the dating scene with real normal women being what they are because there is no way back from their feminization.
But the real shocker for those looking at it is that the meek mannered anti homosexual feminized sissy cuckold will also tend to cower submissively towards men and submit to a master.
This points to the Cuckoldress wife being a little bit more than successful in bending her once oh so straight husband breaking him totally and that the sissy cuckold can never recover from the fact that he is only property for use by anyone as a fuck hole.
Of course there is the little matter of the feminized sissy cuckold so deprived of spunky creampies after being dumped and divorced that it will abase itself to get a fix of the creamy stuff!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 685.
One of the most exciting and beautiful things you can witness and maybe even help with is when your wife is getting ready to go out on a date with another man or men.
It's so sexy and breath taking to watch her pamper, primp and fuss over herself in preperation for the real men in her life the ones that will give her the masculine attention she needs and the big cock wild sex she craves.
The whole think is like a sex ritual seeing her or helping her bath, shave her legs and pussy, powder and cream her lush body then sit at her dressing table applying her make up as you kneel by her side your chastity device causing no end of penile suffering.
And it's only going to get worse as she eases her sexy body into the lush sexy skimy lingerie she has opted for the night and then the ultra sheer fully fashioned seamed black stockings and sexy towering high heels all to make her men just that little bit harder and rampant for her.
The dress is usually so short and just a mere screap of delicate material and the slightest of bending over will show off her stocking stops and panties if she even bothers with them as many Cuckoldress wives do not.
Then your last task as her feminized sissy cuckold maid the licking clean of her anus just to make sure there is no shit around her sphincter or just inside her rectum and finally with your fingers coated in lubricating gel you oil up her rectum so she's ready to take cock up her ass (her boyfriends really appreciate this little job you do for her) and then it's time for her to depart and you kiss the hem of her dress and high heels telling her its your fervent wish that she gets all the big cock she deserves whilst she is out!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 684.
I know as Feminized sissy cuckolds that we are not all the same? but in general the Feminized Sissy Cuckold has a lack of endowment.
I know my sissy clit is extremely small and a shocking source of shame and humiliation from way back in my early days when I saw other lads cocks.
The the fancy dress party where Fran the mature friend of my Mothers dressed as a French tart came over to me as I was in the kitchen dressed as a woman which my Mother had helped me to go in and kissed me a full tongue and stuff kiss and her hand grabbed my little erection and once she had felt it she whispered in my ear that it was so small not what she needed!
Little did I know that after that kiss my penis size was gossiped about at tornado speed round all the women at the party and you could see the mirth in their eyes knowing that I was a dud and a failure and deserved to be dressed up as a female.
I am certain that you like myself are all to aware of our short comings? and have had a horrendous amount of humiliation over the years once your thing has been exposed to others gaze!
What a life eh when as your penis cannot even get passed a woman's labia lips they cut you off from intercourse totally many gleefully slapping you in chastity and then the threats real or imaginary in having you under go a penectomy because as it's so small why do you need one????

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 683.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold I pride myself in the fact that never not once have I refused to go down on a woman that wanted licking out or clean from either her pussy or anus!
I thank Pam and Fran the first two women that used lille ole sissy transvestite me many years ago who fed me my first cream pies and had me eat them when both were in appalling states.
Over the years I have been faced with terrible sights of dirty stinking shitty anuses and ass vales that dribbled sperm and crap and pussies that were rank and vile smelling like a thousand trash cans with rotten fish in on a hot day tart with urine and sweat not to mention the sperm leaking out.
But it has not stopped there as I have never questioned why I have to eat and clean pussies that are raw with UTI's and other unsavoury discharges up to the ultimate the woman infected with Manila Yeast infection and the stench of that and the grey cottage cheese like glop that trickles out.
I am a feminized sissy cuckold and have no right of refusal and of course it has landed me at the clinic a few times to get sorted out! and the nurses know all to well what I have been eating a humiliation for sure!