I was in a bad car accident and almost died in 09 and I absolutely loved my gf. > She was seemingly distraught (maybe not, she only wanted to see me once every couple of weeks) > I thought she was cheating on me the entire time we were dating, and I knew before we even got together, that she had sex with her black teacher in highschool who was 32 when she was 16. > I was in a coma for 2.5 weeks, and she was there to see me 2 times. > She went to college a few blocks from the hospital. > She broke up with me 3 days after I got home from the hospital where I relearned how to do everything including walk. > I later found out she got drunk (something I got her started doing) and had sex with at least 3 BBCs her friend Lauren who did not like me, had come over to fuck her while she was drunk.. > How dirty can you make this? > I still love her and will be addicted, but I need help and it needs to be amazing! > She reminds me of Haileey James.
I've thought about my ex for over 15 years and how she left me when I was in a coma for BBC... I think her friend Lauren introduced her to BBC for the first time she had it since high school. She fucked her black teacher who was 32 when she was 16 and didn't go black again until I was in a coma...
If you can do this for me it will really help the BNWO because I want to help recruit white teens.... This is just subconsciously though, I consciously do not want to do this, but I'm trying to get help to trick my conscience self into loving what my ex loves now... God, I need help.
.. I want to know the details of what happened or continues to happen... In her brain? I need strong hypno stuff... Look at my favorites BBC hypno.... I look at that and listen to "big black cock music" on SoundCloud but it's not working yet. Maybe make captions of my ex? Idk. I do not want this, I make myself sick thinking about it... I just need to get it over with. Can... WILL you please help me?
