SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1077.
Once you become a dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold the first thing you find is that there is absolutely no way you can return to what society terms a normal whatever that is.
The hardest thing at first is having to start making your own decisions and choices again and because you are so dominated and pathetic what you find yourself doing is literally thinking what your Cuckoldress would do and go along with that.
Then you will find that if you are a sissy cuckold now free of chastity masturbation comes back into play and what I noticed straight away was the guilt and shame associated with touching my sissy clit without having got prior permission the feeling of this is naughty and dirty are palpable and often I will place myself in chastity just for the feeling of safety and comfort.
The cravings for creampie will overwhelm the dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold as it starts it search for another Cuckoldress and licking its own woeful dribble will not satisfy so the sissy cuckold will reach out to other sissies and eventually homosexuals to get the sperm fix even if the sissy cuckold is not inherently gay itself.
The sperm fix will and always is the dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckolds’ downfall and it will do absolutely anything to get it from visiting Dominatrixes and prostitutes to letting itself be abused at fetish parties and the worst Pervert parties where a mass of vile kinky perverts slake their lusts on the one or two sissy cuckolds or transvestites lured to attend.
Having over the years attended parties such as these I cannot describe properly how low into the sewer of submissive humiliation you have to go being repeatedly fucked both orally and anally by whoever wants to use your sissy holes your mouth also used to rim ass and be pissed in and on for hours at a time.
What’s worse is that in the end you grow to accept as a feminized sissy cuckold that you are just a fuck hole, and it all somehow excites your perverted mind and again and again you accept you have to return for more.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1076.
For many feminized sissy cuckolds one of the shocking things they have to cope with and learn to live with is the sight and sounds of their wife actually having a proper sexual experience after thinking she was making her true reactions when she pity fucked him as her husband back when she was blind and stupid.
What the feminized sissy cuckold now see’s when she becomes a Cuckoldress wife is what a real man can bring out in a woman, the flirty sexual nature, the temptress camp in her and of course the screams, yells and downright pornographic nature of her sexual goading’s and urgings when she is getting fucked.
It’s like a proper man can make the true nature of a woman bloom and she will show all her feminine colors to her feminized sissy cuckold husband to rub his face in it as the saying goes.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1075.
A Feminized sissy cuckold must always be aware that at a moment’s notice it will have to undergo and endure punishments to its sissy clit for being so small and annoying it’s Cuckoldress.
Some if the punishments that the Cuckoldress inflicts on her feminized sissy cuckold can only be described as coming from the deepest vault in Hell.
The worst I endured was the Chilli treatment for which to begin with I did not know what was happening as My Cuckoldress Tania placed me in a Hubble with my wrists cuffed behind my back.
Tania then proceed in front of my eyes to pull on a pair of latex gloves and then split out a smallish Chilli, what occurred next horrified me as she spit on the open evil fruit to moisten it up the reached down and started to massage the Chilli all over the dome of my sissy clit paying special attention to my urethral opening, burning irritation and extreme discomfort started almost straight away taking my breath and making me yelp in agony.
Then with a wicked loving grin on her lips Tania rolled a condom over my for some reason turgid little sissy clit and slowly masturbated me all the while verbally teasing me as I suffered at her hands and warning me that I should take her advice and not have a sissy squirt.
Of course Tania knew working my little sissy clit so expertly after such a long time in being denied any relief from her was not in my ability as her feminized sissy cuckold to heed her advice and withing a minute or two or searing heated masturbation I screamed into a quite intense sissygasm.
I would have been well served to heed Tania’s warning’s and advice as the tip of the condom filled with my weak watery sissy mess and Tania used her finger tips to massage the dribbled offering into the already burning dome of my sissy clit thus starting off a chain reaction as the moisture of my filthy spendings made the juice of the Chilli explode into action and what I thought and suffered prior to my sissygasm was nothing compared to the torture and burning heat and irritation that now ensued that had me crumpled on the floor at Tania’s black stocking clad legs and high heels screaming and crying in a futile wish that it would be all over.
Well it did end eventually and I mean eventually three house of horrible suffering later Tania released me and I ran to the bathroom to wash my burnt little clit the result being the new cool water fired up the burning again and Tania stood behind me laughing informing me that she had forgot to tell me that it was best to let the heat die naturally not to add to the flames.
So, by bedtime the torture had died down at last, and I knew from then on that if any form of Chilli was written on the shopping list that I would almost have a nervous breakdown.