"I showered, pulled on the sexy dress, those high heels, the stockings and no knickers, and headed out, tonight was the first night out following my husbands untimely death, I was about to enjoy myself and I needed a big cock, I needed black ,for two years, he’d suffocated me, following the affair with that black man in work he’d stopped my life, stopped the cash flow, stopped my life, I couldn’t risk losing my life, a divorce from him would cripple me and leave me broke, the house the cars, I’d lose everything, then two weeks ago,we were stood at the top of those hotel stairs, I just saw the opportunity, it all happened in a heart beat, he was old, frail, one quick push and he was over, the fall down broke his neck, of course I acted heartbroken, the hotel staff were brilliant, the police accepted all my lies, it was a tragic accident,, now in the bar, I smiled at the young man, I let him know by opening my legs to show him my pussy what i needed, he followed me to my hotel bedroom, I pulled down his trousers,,I took hold of his cock and sucked him, and asked him to fuck me hard, fuck my white pussy ,fuck me like a whore,a white slut,, I told him I need this so bad,"