SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 970.
Life as a Feminized sissy cuckold can be utterly exhausting when you think about it, I personally have found that since the spark of sexual desire and the growth of fetishes began in me I have very rarely had what one would call a down time that most people get.
The thing with being a Feminized sissy cuckold is that it encapsulates so many fetishes that it ends up being self-feeding to the conflagration burning inside you.
By the time you actually come under the influence of women who catch you out or make you into a feminized sissy cuckold you are utterly lost, and it will only get worse with the most likely arrival of chastity into your life and the denial of any sexual intercourse.
Of course, being a feminized sissy cuckold everything around you becomes sexualized, the cuckoldress wife will turn her own lifestyle into one of overt sexuality in every way so that even the click of high heels screws the sissy cuckolds mind up.
I refer again to my firm held belief that the lifestyle of the Feminized sissy cuckold is far, far more addictive than any narcotic making your feminized sissy cuckold the worst sort of junkie.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 969.
I knew from early on that I was pathetic and sexually abnormal even before I knew what the words transvestite, sissy, cuckold and a panorama of other fetish tags that were building in me.
I think we all know the feelings of self-shame, fear and ultimate thrill of our early days of starting to put on women’s clothes and licking, sucking and sniffing items of worn soiled Lingerie that we got out grubby little mitts on.
We all know it’s like a very slippery ski slope from putting on our first pair of panties or tights and having the most intense orgasm so far in our pathetic existence as a so called male and all to soon we are using things to penetrate ourselves while we furiously masturbate.
Some of us lucky budding feminized sissy cuckolds were exposed and caught out early and faced the ultimate humiliations and shame foisted on us from the female that caught us out leading to an early realization of what we were meant to be in life.