SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 930.
Once you start down the road in life as a feminized sissy cuckold there is no going back, rather like for women once they have sampled the delights of big black cock.
For the feminized sissy cuckold male, the sheer fact of the matter is that the permitted or accidental sissy squirt is the most powerful in their miserable little lives and once experienced nothing else even comes close.
Many newly dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckolds are actually deluded and stupid enough to try to become a man once again but quickly find that even if they get a date and become intimate with a woman silly enough to give him the time of day he cannot even get it up if she wants sex.
By then the inground feelings of total inadequacy over penis size, manly ability and the snooze of vanilla sex destroy the dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds’ sexual reaction.
Only being dressed up, in chastity, being humiliated and degraded watching the woman they adore being fucked hard by a real man or men stirs the sissy cuckolds’ sexual urges sending it into a frenzy.
What usually happens with these pathetic man tries is that soon they sneak back into women’s clothes and cosmetics, and they start seeking that Cuckoldress woman again and shame themselves slipping into sissy sex land or humiliating themselves further for their cravings for spunk by letting perverts abuse them.
The life of a feminized sissy cuckold is the most addictive thing on the planet worse than any narcotic.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 929.
Your Cuckoldress wife when you think about it is tantamount to actually being a good Samaritan.
She looks at the world these days and sees masse of poor average white guys missing out on having girlfriends because she like nearly all women are opting for relations with black men these days.
And this fact at some superficial level worries her so with the bigness in her heart she offers forward her chastity locked feminized sissy cuckold to ease the sexual frustrations on white guys out there.
In many cases the cuckoldress being an astute woman will charge a nominal fee for men to slake their lusts on her feminized sissy cuckold husband thus making herself into a Cuckoldress Pimpess.
Of course no cuckoldress wife worth her salt will allow her sissy cuckold to have an easy time of dating and fucked by men and she will strive with all her might to make every encounter a nightmare for her feminized sissy cuckold making each act as shameful, humiliating and degrading as possible making the defilement of her sissy cuckold into a mere entertainment for herself and her friends.
You have been warned!

SISSY CUCKOLD PRESENT 928.
For the wife who becomes a Cuckoldress there are a mass of things that they have to confront in themselves to be what their husbands have been begging for or even they are initiating themselves via advice from girlfriends and things they have discovered on the internet.
For your average married woman, the big thing is actually becoming feminine again as a woman and putting her mind into the dating mode again as all society’s pressures have influenced her to be a boring married lady.
This period is where the new feminized sissy cuckold husband had to have patience, lets face it not only is your wife discovering herself again but she is now also taking a hand in your feminization from her usual husband to some mincing obedient sissy cuckold maid round the house so give your lady time and space do not push her she like all women is working on it in her own way and will come up trumps in the end exceeding even your most fevered dreams and nightmares.
The wife has to get comfortable and used to having you as her maid, having you locked up in chastity (mind you that issue is the one wives get used to virtually overnight what with your pathetic appendage that has annoyed her over the time you have been together.
And remember when she does get her first date no matter how emotionally stressed excited and giddy you are she will be in a far worse place as at that moment she will be questioning everything about her life her allure as a woman, her sexiness, confidence, her wardrobe, nothing will be left out of her turmoil while also feeling like she has not done for years such elation that will carry her through to actually becoming a proper cuckoldress wife.
The date she goes on will immediately restore her self-worth and confidence as a woman, even if she does not have intercourse on the first date although many do.
As soon as she has had that first sexual night with her boyfriend your wife will then have to face what to do with her sissy cuckold husband, up to now through talks with it and learning from written material and the internet she knows what a Cuckoldress does to humiliate her sissy cuckold and although it excites her it’s still something completely different to do.
What I have learned over the years speaking to many Cuckoldress wives is their return home all fucked and filthy felling utterly womanly again she comes face to face with her feminized sissy cuckold husband a pathetic vision of what she once married and it brings forth a sneering contempt of her husband for being the gate in the way of the type of sex and orgasms she has just experienced with her new boyfriend and it’s that emotion that propels her into lowering her sperm filled pussy down onto her sissy cuckolds mouth and face grinding her slutty infidelity into sissy cuckolds mouth making it lick and swallow the juices of her and the real man she has just fucked.
The power of the climax she gets making her sissy cuckold husband clean her dirty creampie pussy will seal the deal for her and free her from any misplaced reticence she still might have in what she is doing and from then on no matter how her sissy cuckold feels or dreams of what she will do with him her deeds and actions will far exceed anything it’s pathetic little brain can come up with or cope with.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 927.
For all those dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckolds or want to be’s a little advice from Sissy Cuckold Carla.
It’s hard being on your own again without a cuckoldress to control you and it’s daunting the thought of finding another woman to love worship and adore and at times you might think you’ll never attain your dream again or find one in the first place if you are a want to be.
I know so many feminized sissy cuckolds who when solo turn to other sissies for comfort and relief and yes that’s all well and good, but a sissy cuckold needs a cuckoldress at the end of the day.
So how to find one, that is the issue, to start with not all women are going to be interesting in the likes of us which is natural but you will find a lot of ladies going to fetish nights and such that offer opportunities but for the really thoughtful sissy cuckold look at the wider community of women and be open about yourself and do not confine yourself to targeting the very pretty ones.
Look at big girls, not just big but massive from pretty to utterly repulsive you may well find receptive ladies there.
Also, elderly women not just middle-aged ones you’ll be surprised just how kinky these OAPs are these days having gone through the sexual revolution and believe me due to their advanced years they appreciate a maid round the house doing all the housework.
For your sanity for gods’ sake keep well away from younger women as they have no life or sex experience to deal with someone like you they will only learn with maturity.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 926.
Even though I am a feminized sissy cuckold myself I have this word of advice for any woman out there reading this and the advice is simple and straight forward.
NEVER EVER FEEL SORRY FOR A FEMINIZED SISSY CUCKOLD NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEE IT SUFFERING!
In 100 percent of all cases with feminized sissy cuckolds they have brought all their woes, suffering and emotional anguish upon themselves, not only because they are failures as men but most importantly being what they are is in their sexual make up and deep down past all the fear, terror, pain, tears, rejection, humiliation and shame they are aroused beyond belief.
So instead of feeling for the beaten down simpering little feminized sissy cuckold feel free to also put the boot in as the saying goes it will be much appreciated!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 925.
Reminiscing about Wendy the third of my mother’s girlfriends that had me do things for her after she found out that I was a sissy crossdresser with strange tastes, things she had been told of by my mother, Pamela and Fran.
Wendy was a midwife and a very prim talking woman who had a very dark and strange sense of humor and had the dirtiest laugh I have ever heard.
Even though I had already gone through horrendous humiliation at the hands of My mother, Pamela and Fran it felt a whole lot worse in the hands of Wendy who had me visit her fully dressed as a woman.
She was very direct with her commands that I expose myself to her and her words of derision about my tiny penis were cutting to say the least making me feel utterly worthless and scared of her so much so even as her fingers touched my little penis it would not get erect for her and it was only when she had me worshipping her nylon clad feet with my tongue and mouth did I erect and was able to show Wendy my masculine failure which brought forth a tidal wave of small penis humiliation.
I felt ashamed later when Wendy had me masturbate onto the gusset of her dirty panties in front of her as she made snide and nasty comments making me lick my mess up off the material once I had leaked my meager load.
My relationship with Wendy was one of me cleaning her house, worshipping her feet and liking clean her pussy and anus which although as never as dirty as Fran’s was always sweaty, pissy, smelly and faecal matter dirty after a day’s work, there was never any sperm as Wendy as far as I know never had men friends but as feminized sissy cuckolds we have no right to question such things a woman does