SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1048.
And so, the hot summery weather has arrived and for us Feminized sissy cuckolds more torment or if you are like me delights.
Tis the season of extra smelly sweaty pussy and asshole, it makes me dizzy with need and desire when I pass a lady that you can actually smell.
And of course, it’s the extra-large ladies that are the real fly trap their rolls of fat an incubator for all sorts of fetid sludge and slime caking their pussies and assholes.
And let’s not forget it’s not just their bottoms and cunts that are ripe there is the armpits and the tit crease that needs the sissy cuckold tongue to cool and soothe.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1047.
Thinking of the time after Tania my second wife and cuckoldress dumped and divorced me now although it took a little while to get accept the utter devastation in my life due to being discarded and turn that horror somehow into a perverted sexual thrill I did finally get to a point where I started seeing other women.
By this time in my life there was no earthly way I could even contemplate a normal relationship, so I had to be as open and frank as possible and I suppose I was one lucky sissy when one morning when I was out shopping and in a department store selecting some stockings Lucy approached me.
After enquiring if I was a transvestite Lucy soon had me pay for all Her’s and my hosiery selection and we went for a coffee.
Transpires Lucy was another one of Weston’s very few working escorts and she had a thing for transvestites, of course I explained the technical term for one such as me was a feminized sissy cuckold.
Now the only thing Lucy had in common with Tania my ex was that she was an escort she did none of the domination stuff at all but she was rather taken with the idea of me maiding for her, driving for her and so forth so started a rather lovely relationship and exposing me to one of the most perverted kinky women I have ever had the pleasure to meet.
Lucy when we met was only a couple of years older than my forty eight years she was a plump woman and was sexy with it her curves showing off in the tight clothes she wore, her hair was blond and out of a bottle and although not a stunner she had a prettiness enhanced with the heavy make-up she wore.
I won’t go into the full history as I want to focus on one time that is very much in my mind at the moment, there was lots of oral sex the first few times we had evenings together me licking her holes and from the offset she was sperm dirty having done trusted bareback clients before we met of an evening, as we played we chatted and went over our life experiences and sexual fantasies and Lucy’s life and thoughts were as warped and sick as mine she was a woman that from the offset of her sexual life had been into gangbangs, large insertions and believe me Lucy had a big gaping pussy after the thousands of cocks she had taken over the years and also a loose asshole as anal was her other big love. Her darkest secret was her fantasy for equine sex.
This confession brought forth a fantasy between us that she had me watching as a few stallions took her holes and then I licked her clean of the pints of spunk this make Lucy orgasm so hard that she squirted straight into my mouth with the sheer intensity of her release.
Of course, I confessed that I had been a feminized sissy cuckold toilet and craved being used that way and Lucy found it hard to believe but that same evening she urinated in my mouth in the lounge squatting over my loving mouth drinking her all down and licking the piss drops up off her labia.
But it was another night when I brought round this hug double dong that Lucy was finally resolved to believe my toilet confession, the dong was so big and black that at her urging I had one end up her wet sloppy pussy and then bent it so the other end was in her asshole and I pumped her holes as I licked her clit to another massive squirt soiled orgasm.
It was when I pulled the dong out of her holes that the asshole insertion revealed the portion that had been deep in her anus was caked with shit, Lucy was wide eyed agog as she watched as I brought the dong to my mouth and licked and sucked all the shit off till the dong was spotless.
From then on Lucy made sure even when we were not together that I had shit stained panties to sleep with on my head and when with her if she needed to go to the toilet she would defecate straight into my mouth and use my tongue as toilet paper.
Lucy was a truly awesome lady.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1046.
I suspect that many a feminized sissy cuckold which also includes the dumped and divorced ones are finding that with women’s changing attitude towards dating and their preference for young fit virile guys mostly black ones if the women can get their hands on them there is a growing army of middle aged white guys that are not getting any contact with females other than if they are prepared to pay an escort which can in the long run become very costly.
Of course the cuckoldress wife can see this state of affairs clearly happening and she may well take pity on one or two she knows or works with and with her wicked sense of humor and her never ending search for humiliations for her sissy cuckold husband she will often initiate sissy cuckold having to be a girlfriend to some fat middle aged pervert.
Cuckoldress wives love doing this to their sissy cuckolds specially if said sissy cuckold is not in any way naturally gay, the torment this places the sissy cuckold in is horrendous as it will fear disobeying its cuckoldress wife more than having to do queer acts with a boyfriend that it’s forced to serve.
And as for the dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds the craving for sperm becomes overpowering, sperm even if its not out of a pussy or anus, sperm of at least some quality unlike the weak watery muck it might indulge in by going with another sissy.
Hence these days transvestite and sissy gatherings in nightclubs, pubs, parties and meetings are infiltrated and encircled by more and more middle aged guys desperate to get a sissy gurlfriend in the knowledge that when you get a sissy cuckold lady friend it’s submissive, does as it’s told, dresses to the nines at all times and never ever refuses commands to perform even the most sick sexual acts.
As we all know once a feminized sissy cuckold gets to a certain place in its life it will do anything for spunk!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1045.
If you are a budding feminized sissy cuckold you will of course be internally ripping yourself apart in your formative years and will pathetically attempt to do male things.
What we all experience as we go through these times is that if and it’s a big if we are lucky enough to have a relationship with say a girl of our own age and if they are stupid enough to allow some intimacy through their ignorance of you they still damage what little male ego you might have lurking at the bottom of your jellified spine.
How many times once a lass has felt your turgid little penis has anything beyond first base been kiboshed with only petting, kissing and if you’re really lucky licking her pussy on offer.
Once a female comes into contact with a guy with a small penis things change, the younger woman will as quickly as possible throw you over the side of the boat out of no understanding about what to do with the likes of you.
It’s only the more mature woman and the older the better who knows the true value of the feminized sissy cuckold and believe me they can see you coming a mile off.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1044.
I do not know about you but I consider myself lucky enough to have witnessed couples having sex in my early days and what I knew even then as I saw some guy fucking the living daylights out of the woman they were with was that I would never develop into a man to be able to replicate what I was witnessing.
Nor was there any thought of how the guy was feeling ploughing a hot wet pussy or being sucked off, my thoughts were all focused on what the woman was feeling and the joy she was shouting being fucked hard.
For me I knew deep inside my place in the world of sex was to clean up the mess after a man and woman had sex and my primary role was to help and support the female in her pursuance of the sex she craved.
I suppose because all my initiations to women were with older experienced women who were not out to breed but just to get as much good sex as they wanted I never had to deal with silly young ladies swooning in love and all that mushy stuff, the women that took me under their wings were hard, stern confident ladies that wanted men so they could live out their inner slut and believe me they did and along the way cemented my place in life as a feminized sissy cuckold.