I think my medication is part of it. Whatever it is doing to my brain, it is making me more open… more eager. I touch myself more than I used to. I fantasize longer, and harder. I go quiet sometimes, just picturing a man’s voice saying obscene things to me while his wife sleeps nearby. The idea that I could be the one he turns to — not for love, but for release — that makes me ache in ways I should not admit.

I think I am turning into a Goonette. Or maybe I always was, and I just never said it out loud before. I masturbate until I forget what time it is. Until I feel raw. Until shame starts to press in around the edges. And still, I want more.

Do you know how maddening it is to be a woman with a hypersexual mind, living inside a marriage that is steady and safe — but sexually silent?

I cannot stop thinking about it.

Not just sex in a general sense — but about being used. Not by my husband. Not by someone who loves me. But by a married man who wants me only for the filthy, unspoken things I make him feel.

I know how wrong that sounds.

But this website is not helping me recover. If anything, it is pulling me deeper. The comments, the erections, the women being degraded in the exact ways I secretly crave — it is all fuel. And I burn so easily now.

Older men - get out of my mind LOL I am craving a dirty old man to be naughty , oh so very naughty with me. If you have a sexy son too omg I’m dying here

Just published my cap d'agde trip report! have a look and leave some comments!

Back home, and gooning again!!! Today, again, I followed my plan: masturbated in my hotel room, then went to the nude village again but this time with the plan to do a naked run, which I did. My cock and balls were bouncing around. Fewer people in the morning, but made it even better for some insisting dick flashes... On my way back, bought myself a new huge anal dildo, that I cannot wait to try in coming few hours! nnnggghhh... I'm so committed to my sex life, it's delicious

Well, I did exactly what I said I would do! I followed my penis' instinct, drove 4 hours just to dickflash and goon in public! I'm actually quite proud... I really pushed it far, wearing multiple cockrings in public. I obviously was 'borderline' being obviously trying to get attention with my dripping cock... I got some heavy looks but didn't cave in and stayed as hard as I could for 3 hours. I saw and masturbated to some crazy live scenes that made me edge, but very proud to say that I didn't cum! I'm therefore still horny in my hotel room, and I'm planning to go there again tomorrow morning for a naked jogging.. with cockrings of course!;)

The day has finally come! here's the program: I drive early afternoon to Cap d'Agde, check in the hotel, shave cock and balls, prepare my exhib bag with cockrings and ballstretcher, and then head to the nude beach and village. While I should be a normal naturist, I'm not. I'm a Gooner Dickflasher. So I'll find nice girls to expose my dripping cock to. Always at the limit of what is OK in the camp. Will try to spend the full evening, and then again on Saturday morning, with a naked run in the camp. I must have gooned for 30 hours in last 7 days, so I'm ready!!! nnnggghhh

another Goon Day on going here! Great feelings in my cock this morning, even after the 20 to 30 hours over past 5 days! Made hotel booking yesterday. If everything goes as planned, tomorrow, I'll be dripping precum fully naked in front of girls and women on the beach!!! nnnggghhh...