SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1058.
When I was married to my second wife Tania the dominatrix, escort and Cuckoldress there was an incident where she purchased me a rubber dolly girlfriend and for a little while she actually allowed me under her gaze and supervision to have sex with the sex doll.
This soon came to an end though when coming home one day Tania wanted me have sex with the doll and the first thing she wanted me to do was to lick my plastic girlfriend out.
It transpired she was full of sperm both in her artificial pussy and anus put there by the dirty old man that lived a couple of doors up who Tania asked to do the honors.
Of course, Tania rained down on me that my plastic girlfriend was so sexually frustrated with my pathetic love making efforts and tiny penis that she had cuckolded me.
If that was not bad enough a few days later Priddy and Maxine two of her girlfriends were around and in front of me as I served them coffee she gleefully explained that my rubber girlfriend had been fucking another man, the squirm factor was horrendous under the mirth and verbal teasing I was placed under.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1056.
Quite a few years ago now just after Tania my second wife and cuckoldress dumped and divorced me I decided to have my sissy cuckold tattoo done on my groin just above my tragic little penis.
I had got to the stage where under no circumstances did I want to be able to con a woman into sex pretending to be a man and I reasoned with the tattoo there no woman would ever fall for my bullshit in trying to cheat my way into a pussy with my miniscule penis.
Since it has been done many, many women and men have seen it rousing much mirth and hilarity and all of them to a man and woman have agreed seeing the speck of my penis that I certainly needed coming with a warning and in fact in their opinion all feminized sissy cuckolds should be marked so no sneaky bullshit can occur.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1055.
If you are a feminized sissy cuckold like me you’ll understand what I am saying when being what we are is utterly exhausting from the moment I wake in the morning till I slip into sleep coma at night sex and the lack of it is on my so-called brain.
Now whether you are a sissy cuckold want to be or a married one and specially a dumped and divorced one all you think about is sex, sex and more sex.
The fact that you are dressed in women’s clothes all the time heightens this every second, even invading your slumber with salacious dreams and nightmares.
Everything and I mean everything around you in your life suddenly becomes related to sex and your pathetic status in life where you must submit and beg for every scrap that a cuckoldress or a master might throw at you
Other things make your life even tougher such as chastity denying you even the flicker of an erection and swellings that are agonizingly painful let alone when an accident happens and regardless of the severe pain you sissygasm.
The biggest cause of our downfall though remains ourselves as feminized sissy cuckolds are notoriously weak willed and led by their urges so regardless of a moratorium on all sexual activity and relief we rush headlong into watching, reading and experiencing all and any pornography to hand and our twisted minds turn even the severe punishments we face and have to endure into a sexual act.