Decided to try something new. Bought some lingerie and dressed up a little. I welcome comments. My stump and balls look nice in panties, don't you think?
I have never touched a penis other than my own. I've always been fascinated by shemale porn, though. There used to be a magazine called Transformation. I had a subscription, and I'd have amazing orgasms masturbating to those beautiful women with penises. Now that mine has been cut off, my urge to meet such a lady has grown intense. I want to feel her cock throb in my hand and I want to take it into my mouth. I still crave pussy as much as ever, but I think I need to have one of those special ladies to fill my lifelong desire.
So incredibly frustrated. Need a special lady to kiss it, lick it, and grind her pussy against it. I don't know how it will feel or if it will get me off by I really need to try.