I am afraid I am desperately vanilla... The only slight kink I have is a love for ejaculations. I associate it with male orgasm: the bigger it is, the more deep the orgasm appears to be to me. Feeling it inside me, on my face, on my body... I sense the power, the quantity... and I think Wow that must be a very good orgasm. And then I think: it is me that is creating this pleasure, and that is very empowering and rewarding.

I almost had for the first time BBC. but once I saw it, it is too large and i became scared. So i changed my mind