SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1022.
The Old saying goes “A problem shared is a problem solved!” and never have a truer word’s been spoken about the secret life of a feminized sissy cuckold want to be that’s hidden so deep in the closet it becomes like a pair of discarded filthy old shoes.
If as a want to be Feminized sissy cuckold you keep your secrets, needs and desires locked inside you all they will do is fester and ultimately destroy you.
How many marriages have been torn asunder and cast aside for reasons other than what the real issue has been with the want to be because it was too scared and frightened even of its own shadow to talk about what it was even if that revelation in the end comes to divorce.
Your heart has to go out to the many married women who go through a separation and divorce not understanding but knowing the excuses being put forward are utter bullshit, the disquiet these women feel feeling they were missing something vital that they could have saved their marriage with if only they had known.
Women are not silly they know males have kinks and perversions no less so than women have themselves, what difference there is, is that women know that for a male opening themselves up will enslave them utterly where’s a female will hum and haw, say she needs time to think about things or that she needs to talk to her girlfriends or Mother and so on with the express aim of obtaining her total dominance over the power levers in her marriage.
A wife stepping up to be a Cuckoldress basically from the onset wants her way with no limits to what she can do and her new feminized sissy cuckold husband cut off from anything remotely resembling power in their union, for the wife it tends to be all or nothing when the husband comes out so if you are in the closet as a want to be feminized sissy cuckold step out of that door and do the one brave thing you’ll ever do in your pathetic life and talk to your wife.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1021.
So many things make a feminized sissy cuckold become addicted to what it is.
Just stop a second and think about when you were a so-called male, recall when you were out and about anywhere how everyone never even gave you a second look specially not women.
Let’s face it you were invisible just plane boring inconsequential you and believe me your aura radiated to people you were a no mark and specially for women they could pick up on the vibes that you were worthless and pathetic and had something seriously wrong with you, not quite a homosexual but nowhere near being a man.
Now look at yourself as a full time feminized sissy cuckold out and about doing your daily stuff and everyone can see you mincing around they are all looking at you.
At last in life you are being noticed and garnering reactions from people laughing at you to leering perverts drooling at the thoughts of what they want to do to you, women smile smugly catching sight of you checking out your make up and mode of dress to make sure you are doing your Cuckoldress, Mistress or Master proud in your comportment.
Other females set their sights on capturing you for themselves and will openly tease, torment and lure you into their web.
Even the negative reactions a feminized sissy cuckold can undergo such as being verbally abused, spat at, beaten up and derided is in the end a sign that you are no longer a nothing that’s never seen and let’s face it open vilification like those mentioned above can often lead to sexual assault which for the feminized sissy cuckold is a time it will comply and do its best to please the assailant to hopefully change its bigotry.

SISSY CUCKOLD PRESENT 1020.
The things us feminized sissy cuckolds do for love and adoration, I was up a tree cutting it back doing a day of hard toil for my first ex-wife and cuckoldress who in the sunshine was sitting at her bistro table with a coffee liberally shouting orders and commands and believe me nothing I do is ever good enough for her and leads to constant put downs and humiliation.
When suddenly I was flying through the air after the ladder gave way or whatever and I had a nasty fall which on top of bruising my face smashed my top denture and hurt my leg and arm on the right side.
Of course, to be expected Anne complained that some of my blood had stained one of her new light-colored steppingstones but she was at least happy that I was not more badly hurt so as to recover quicker to get back to doing the tasks she wants me to complete.
The downside for me is that I had to put off the arranged day of fun and sordid games with Gina, which was a pity.
Now it’s time to heal the face and to get to dentist for repairs before I am back in action again.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1019.
For those Femininized sissy cuckolds that were not lucky enough to learn the art of housework from their mothers or Aunts way back when the nuances of being your Cuckoldresses perfect Sissy Cuckold French Maid can come at very painful expense.
Let’s face it quite a few males are pretty fucking dense when it comes to the housework abilities that it needs to look after the home to the standard the Cuckoldress wife will require.
The only way the new Feminized sissy cuckold learns with enough speed so as not to annoy the Cuckoldress wife further is the use of sadistic brutal punishment for everything connected to running the homestead.
And believe me the Cuckoldress wife will gladly accept an aching arm at days end if it propels her sissy cuckold to do things properly.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1018.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold of many a year both a married one and a dumped and divorced on it has always amazed me the reactions that you get from women when you tell them what you are when you are trying to start another relationship, of course back in the early days it was more of a case of being caught out and made to confess which was back then for me like many others shameful and humiliating but eventually liberating.
But once you have accepted yourself and what you are explaining the difference between you and a transvestite becomes an exciting exposure that is something to enjoy.
Telling a woman what you are placing no pressure of her is an eye opener as to a woman they are not nasty about your revelation even if they do not want to proceed further with you, but before they turn you down they want to know the ins and outs of what a feminized sissy cuckold is and does and will make a wide range of comments from sneering contempt, teasing slurs that you are a vile little pervert and no wonder no woman wants to entertain you to the other side of the equation where they dig out of you your dirtiest desires and needs gleefully teasing and taunting you at your inadequacies.
In general if you are confessing all to a woman and it gets to the point that she wants to see your excuse for a penis there is a good chance she will want to use and abuse you to whatever extent she is comfortable with, this may lead to a friendship where you do jobs and housework for her as a maid and even to foot worship, mild punishment and getting her gifts as you try to please her.
Of course, there will be the women you meet that will want to do more and if you let them explore without pressuring them the results can be amazing.
Bethany a lady I knew as a friend was a case in point I met her after Tania had dumped and divorced me, she was a middle aged divorced woman, nicely dressed and pretty even if she was a larger lady who I got chatting with in the restaurant in the Sovereign Centre in Weston Super Mare one lunch she was sitting at the table next to me and copped me as a transvestite so struck up a conversation where I explained what I was which intrigued her
Over the next month or so our friendship developed where we would meet for lunch and gossiped and she dug deep into me about my perversions and kinks.
I really did not think that anything more was going to occur but then late one Saturday night I got a call from her and asked if she could come round to my place, which of course I agreed she could.
What transpired was that she wanted to see if I really would clean up creampie pussy which of course I was more than happy to oblige thus it was a start of a much kinkier friendship where she explored some pretty deviant stuff with me.