SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1108.
One of the requisites of being a Feminized sissy cuckold is that you will time and time again do things for your Cuckoldress and later also by yourself due to compulsion that no sane human being would ever do.
It’s this can-do mindset that places us apart from the vanilla world and marks us out if you like as the third sex.
If like me you have been a feminized sissy cuckold all your life acting as one when young even though you did not know the name for your needs and desires back then you’ll understand that you are fundamentally different to everyone around you.
Who else but the feminized sissy cuckold would suffer and endure losing all human rights to its Cuckoldress and be molded in such a way that after a while you’ll accept you are nothing more than a slave to be used and abused in whatever way others deem necessary.
Just the main need and thrill for the feminized sissy cuckold of actively helping and supporting the one they love and adore get ready to go out with a real man and have sex and then to lick her clean afterwards with no expectation of having sex with her yourself even if she lowers herself to the pity fuck once in a blue moon (believe me most Cuckoldress wives soon get over that character flaw in themselves and cut their feminized sissy cuckold off from any of that sort of thing)
Once you as a feminized sissy cuckold is addicted to serving the one you love like this licking sperm out of both her pussy and anus or anywhere from her divine body you will be ready to submit to any gross indignity she decides you must accept and endure.
Thus, many feminized sissy cuckolds go on to become and serve as sissy cuckold toilets, entertainment value holes for perverts and queers and a target for humiliation and degradation at all times.
Of course, there are many levels of being a Cuckold some guys are never feminized just being a worthless drone for their wives, but the most enduring and successful Cuckoldress led relationships are for the wife to feminize their husband truly destroying his pre cuckolded personality for good for everyone to see and be amused by.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1107.
If you were and are like me as a budding feminized sissy cuckold and now a full time one you’ll be hooked on pornography.
For me this started with top shelf magazines such as men only, penthouse, fiesta, escort and Forum to name but a few and it was in these pages with ladies in black stockings and lingerie I found letters and stories about stern wives fucking men other than their husbands and at times the husband being made to dress as a woman and licking her clean after sex.
It was like all my jumbled-up desires and needs finally came together and I found a name for one such as me and that name was in the golden find of Miss Sadie Sterns monthly a magazine devoted to the world of female domination, all pretty tame stuff these days with the advent of the internet where we can source exactly the fetishes we are into.
Still, I miss the lurking in newsagents looking at the top shelf with people making you out as a pervert all so humiliating which I know we all loved when purchasing the skin mags and it was even better if there was a female counter girl taking your money and slipping your filth into a plain bag as they used to do with that sneer on their lips knowing you were just a nasty little wanker.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1106.
Wendy was the third of my mother’s friends that got her talons into me she was a midwife by trade and had this sort of sneering condescending manner about her along with an evil sense of humor and one of the dirtiest laughs I have ever heard.
One thing was for certain she delighted in my humiliation and suffering and whenever she spoke to me she talked down at me and this was before I was exposed as a sissy with special fetish leanings.
My first time alone with Wendy was a humiliating time of having to answer the deep probing questions about the why’s and what I felt like doing the things that Pamela and Fran were making me do because they were all pally, pally she knew all about.
For me this was a shameful and humiliating expose of things I knew I liked and needed but not the why’s and Wendy particularly liked seeing me redden and twist and turn when I was made to tell her about what I had been doing with my mother’s hosiery and dirty panties and the shameful episode of my tiny penis erecting against my mother’s nylon clad foot.
Of course, this led to Wendy examining my little penis and giving her verdict as a medical professional and of course her words were scathing and hurtful but as she was fondling my little penis at the time I was so hard and leaking and I had an accident and my mess shot out all over her nylon clad legs.
Then came the anger not that I thought it was in any way real as it was her caresses that had pushed me over the line but put on or not next I was licking my mess off of her silky legs before I went over her lap for a bare bottom spanking.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1105.
One of the many triumphs a Cuckoldress can award herself and to be congratulated for is her achievement of ruining her feminized sissy cuckold’s life completely
By this I mean destroying any hope of being let’s say vanilla in the future where if the very unlikely event the dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold is offered actual intercourse by some silly lady the sissy pretending to be a man will be unable to perform.
The male made to be a feminized sissy cuckold is an utter failure and will forever be what he truly is.
The feminized sissy cuckold is pathetic but also so extreme that it is bound to its fetishes with no possible escape it has got to the stage that it craves sexual intercourse but cannot perform when its offered it on a plate but will become acutely aroused watching sexual intercourse take place?
The feminized sissy cuckold is only truly aroused when its doing sick degrading acts in service to a Cuckoldress or submitting to gross acts by others such as perverts as it has come to understand that its place in sexuality is to be used and abused.