SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 935.
Don’t ever be fooled that women in general are shocked and appalled when they find out that you are a feminized sissy cuckold want to be, apart from a few brain-dead females most women will be on to what you are long before you confess or get caught out and the anger and rage women at first display to the outed sissy cuckold want to be is carefully with feminine guile put on to exert leverage.
From your Mother onwards the know all to well that you are raiding their lingerie and hosiery drawers and filching her soiled intimates from the laundry basket and this in fact does not anger them it instead gives them a sense to power and dominance over you to know your worshipping their dirty lingerie love in it’s purest form one might say.
In most cases the mother will secretly foster the budding sissy cuckold by making her underwear and hosiery as soiled as possible knowing that her actions will enslave her sissy son to an unbreakable life of a sissy cuckold.
And it’s also interesting to note that for those mothers that decide to expose their son when the punishment is decided she will not tell her son to get out of her hosiery and lingerie to take it’s spanking or whipping on the contrary she will make him stay in the delicate female attire she may also add pulling her dirty panties over his head as she lays the blows on thus linking pain with pleasure that will utterly kink the budding sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 934.
Denial as they say is the highest form of control and the Cuckoldress wife knows this all to well and it is at the core of her power over her feminized sissy cuckold.
For the feminized sissy cuckold, it’s entire universe centers around it’s worthless little sissy clit and the reaching of a sissygasm.
In a perfect world and maybe some sissy cuckolds have experienced it they would never be allowed to have an erection after their first ones and certainly never be allowed to masturbate or God forbid squirt unless it’s an accidental dribbling as it’s abused in other ways.
A Cuckoldress dreams of having a feminized sissy cuckold virgin utterly frustrated and driven to denied sexually insane torment thus so easily pliable to anything she wants and desires.
Of course, most of us feminized sissy cuckolds have had sexual experiences with women in the past that brought shame and humiliation down upon us because we were so useless and inept at pleasing a woman and she would openly deride us for our failings and let it be known to everyone that we were crap as a male and our penises were to small even to be classed as a toothpick.
This way of being brought up also leads to frustrated sexually denied torment as we dimly recall the joy of the sex we were so foolishly offered by the poor woman and thus now being a feminized sissy cuckold will be denied forevermore.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 933.
One of the most emotionally damaging aspects of your wife becoming a Cuckoldress is how she changes.
Yes we all know that the feminized sissy cuckold want to be husband wants his wife HOT but the line between fantasy and your good lady wife actually becoming a Cuckoldress is a massive step.
What you will witness as your wife takes her first move into her new life is her change not only in the manner she dresses as suddenly she will be dressing and making up as a woman again to make herself desirable to men something she had stopped doing for ages as she was just married to boring old you.
Then you will see the hyper nerves as she goes on her first date and on her return the power and pride she feels and which radiates from her every pore.
After this first time with another man any restraint she might have felt goes out of the window and you as her feminized sissy cuckold will have to cope with her doing things that she never did with you as her sexuality will literally be on a rampage and as she has no restraints any more she will fulfill her every fantasy and then some.
And what she will love is rubbing your face in it all literally in both words and with you actually there watching her being a slut.
Can you cope with your wife like this

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 932.
One has to remember that Mothers are women and even more finely attunes and astute than the other women around you as you grow into a budding feminized sissy cuckold want to be.
She will certainly know even though you’re sneaking about filching her stuff to wear and masturbate with is done with absolute care to cover your tracks.
And as a woman she is super nosy and will know everything that occurs under her roof thus your stash of porn or your diary will be found when you’re not there.
Of course, some mothers will become overt in their help making you into a feminized sissy cuckold outing you in the most blatant way possible which probably is for the best at the end of the day.
But many other mother’s will be more subtle in their approach once they understand your needs and will act accordingly using the skills she has as a woman to fester the fetishes in you without openly exposing you.
This can take on many different acts such as the double entendre of what she says relating to you being a dud as a male, jibes against small penises and other general put downs.
Making sure that if your watching television with her she picks all films involving crossdressing from the classics like “Some like it hot”, Kinky Boots and so on just to make you squirm.
Then there is the flashing of her legs and feet in nylon whether tights or stockings and of course high heels in fact her mode of dress will be much more feminine.
Then the darker aspects she will make sure that every item of her intimate lingerie goes into the laundry basket heavily soiled from both her pussy and anus knowing that budding sissy cuckolds cannot help themselves not only to dress up in the items but also to sniff and lick the gussets of worn dirty panties and other items of lingerie up to and including the sperm of her boyfriends.