I cant belief its 2024!!!!! Omg I'm so fucking old lol I'm 34 now!!! Total MILF LOL or is it cougars I all ways get them mix up. My gf Keisha sort of broke up with me like she still fucks me but has other gfs 2 not exculsive + I feel like im not even 1st choice any more but I'm still total in love with her so it sucks but im trying 2 b so good she wants me back. I still live wit her but alot of nights I have 2 sleep on the couch in the orherroom b case she's fucking an other girl. I don't know what 2 do. My life is all ways fucked up. Some times u feel like I should stop doing drugs + try 2 b straight + live a fucking white life + find some fucking white boy 2 marry me excetp I HATE WHITE EVERYTHJNG. I don't know. I'm depressed I guess. My sister told me im fucked in my head + need therrapy + medds. I went off the medds I was on. I guess I should be kn them + probalby others ones 2. I don't know. I fucking hate life. I hate being whitr. I hate being me. I hate being old. I wish I was young + BLACK + fucking loved life or ehat ever it is normal people do. Does every 1 hate her self like I do??????? is it normal????? I feel so fucked up some times. Some times I feel like I should just suicide. I don't think any body would even care not even my parents or sisters. I don't even know if my daughters would care they don't even see me as there mkm since I am not the 2 raising them. I'm unfit they said + my parents r raising them even thouhgu therr half black. I'm such a fucked up peoce of shit. Why the fuck do I even live

I havent been on here in a long time lol sorry not sorry. My gf Keisha basicly owns me like a white slave now lol but I fucking love it. I basicly do what ever she tells me 2 do. I'm like white skin proerty. Like fucing furtnature. She loves 2 slap me around + I love 2 b used + abused by BLACK POWER. She doesnt realy hurt me allot though except in October she broke my nose + 3 of my fingers when she was mad at Jews for Isreal fighting Pasteline in Gaxa or what ever. I had 2 go 2 the hosptial but wasn't there a long time just 2 get fingers like bounded 2 gather while they heal . They didnt do any thing 2 my nose realy its been broken so many times by BLACKS lol its all fucked up no matter what. I guess if I got a nose job they could make it look better. Lucky i am kind of hot for my age b cause I work out + box + exercize + dont look that Jewish.

How can I delete my account on this site?

How can I delete my account on this site?

So...I went off all my medds.... i guess that was fuckin retarded... I'm so fuckin stupid. I hate my self. I hate being stupid. I hate being white. I fuckin hate my life. Ekon divorced me. Fuck thats not even true it turns out we was never legal married ?!?!?!? He told me I'm 2 old. He wants Young girls 2 breed + give him black moslem babys. Im 33 + he says im a left over not worth keeping. I dont know what 2 do. He kicked me out. I can't afford 2 pay 4 a place. Do u remember i got my ass beat by a black girl????? Shes letting me stay with her. I'm basicly her slave. When shes in a bad mood she likes to make me lick her pussy + Rim her ass hole with out cleaning. I'm so fuckin use less + dirty i feel like I belong this way. Im.white. we're trash. I fuckin hate my race so every time I lick her dirty ass hole I feel like im in my place as a fuckjng inferior white race pieces of shit. She all so likes 2 slap me around when shes mad. She couldnt find her car keys the other day and took it out on me basicly using me as a punching bag. At least I'm not stupid enough to fight back lol so I guess I laerned some thing. Im not aloud 2 leave her apatment with out her permission. I sleep on the floor when she's mad but when she's not she let's me sleep in her bed. She tells me she owns me + doesnt want me fucking any more men + tells me im.pretty 4 a white girl + may b she will make me her girl frind.

I must b fuckin retarded. Like im.white so I'm always gonna b weaker then an other race girl. I know. I fuckin hate my inferior white skin rave. We're so fuckin looser + weak. But I still box with girls + allot of them aren't white......y the fuck do i think I can fight like a BLACK girl????? do I WANT 2 b beat up bad? I cant even fight a chink or mexican girl lol how can i fight a BLACK the strongest power race????? So on Monday I fight a strong muscler BLACK girl....my mouth guard got knock out + she didn't stop 2 let me put it back in instead she fuckin fought me HARDER + hit my stomach so bad I thought im gonna throw up + all most went like limp + when I did she hit me twice in the mouth + fuckin knocks my 2 front teeth out they went right down my throat I swallowed them!!!!! She hit my face again a bunch of times when I chocking on my own teeth + broke my fuckin nose and a bone around my eye....I really got the shit beat out of my white ass.......but part of me I think likes it like its punish 4 being a fuckin WHITE RACE girl..... any way I had 2 go 2 hospital + have 2 recover b 4 I can go 2 dentist 2 get implant teeth so I look like FUCKIN WHITE TRASH HILL BILLY lol with no front teeth.... I can't belief what a fuckin retard I am 2 try 2 fight an other race who will ALWAYS BEAT WHITE. But I feel like I desrve it 4 being WHITE. THE WORST FUCKIN RACE U CAN BE.

I must b fuckin retarded. Like im.white so I'm always gonna b weaker then an other race girl. I know. I fuckin hate my inferior white skin rave. We're so fuckin looser + weak. But I still box with girls + allot of them aren't white......y the fuck do i think I can fight like a BLACK girl????? do I WANT 2 b beat up bad? I cant even fight a chink or mexican girl lol how can i fight a BLACK the strongest power race????? So on Monday I fight a strong muscler BLACK girl....my mouth guard got knock out + she didn't stop 2 let me put it back in instead she fuckin fought me HARDER + hit my stomach so bad I thought im gonna throw up + all most went like limp + when I did she hit me twice in the mouth + fuckin knocks my 2 front teeth out they went right down my throat I swallowed them!!!!! She hit my face again a bunch of times when I chocking on my own teeth + broke my fuckin nose and a bone around my eye....I really got the shit beat out of my white ass.......but part of me I think likes it like its punish 4 being a fuckin WHITE RACE girl..... any way I had 2 go 2 hospital + have 2 recover b 4 I can go 2 dentist 2 get implant teeth so I look like FUCKIN WHITE TRASH HILL BILLY lol with no front teeth.... I can't belief what a fuckin retard I am 2 try 2 fight an other race who will ALWAYS BEAT WHITE. But I feel like I desrve it 4 being WHITE. THE WORST FUCKIN RACE U CAN BE.

Bnwo in practical application is hard... most of these "fantasy's" we have while 'horny'
While horny, I'd love for 12 blackmen to break into my house, run a train on my wife and force me to eat their cum...

But in real life after a long work day, just wanna sit and chill and watch a Disney movie with kids... If 12 black guys broke into my house an wanted to rape wife... I might shoot them lol.

I lived a Full Blown Cuckold Life style/BNWO supporter for about 2 years.
The crazy thing is, is that it was my idea.. and wife at time (ex now) was very hesitant about doing it.

But she agreed... For about 1 year we did the "open relationship" for her... An she started fucking TONS of black men... And it was a super turn on (at the time)... After about a year, we started experimenting with real 'cuckold' situations, where I was there.

At first it made up only about 10% of our sex life... The other 90% was her still going and fucking black guys on her own. After maybe a year and 9 months, she hooked up with the ULTIMATE BLACK BULL.

We started doing cuckold sessions with him regularly... This bull had a massive cock and balls (biggest we had ever seen)... And one of his cum shots (if you saw the aftermath) would make you think 15 guys just came on my wife....it was almost practical joke huge.

This bull regularly came over... My wife started to enjoy him busting my balls...(He sent me to the hospital 6 times with swollen balls....after the sixth time and I realized my balls would be ok... I stopped going... He actually swelled my balls up from punching about 30 times)

Now me and wife had rules... One rule was if either one of us wanted to stop this life style... No questions asked, we had to stop.
Also my wife wasn't ever supposed to focus on one guy... Then it seems like an affair...if she was fucking 10 guys all week... I was ok... But if she fucked 1 guy 10 times.... I'd be upset...


Well that's what happened... She eventually ended up leaving me for this guy.

Long story short.. becarefull with cuckold life style...when your not horny... Suddenly it hits home

Omg I cant belief it 2023...im 33 yrs old thats fuckin CRAZY!!!!!! am I officaly a MILF yet lol????? Update is there isnt alot of news. Im still married 2 Ekon + coverted 2 ISLAM + paying reperations 4 being WHITE .... we moved 2 a better condo but we get free rent basicly bc I suck r landlords cock regular....hes some kind of Arab? His dick is sooo gross hes small + hairy + his dick is like purple color lol!!!! He likes 2 cum down my throat or in my eyes + hair + face. I hope Ekon will get me pregnant b 4 I'm 2 old. He got another white girl preg she's like 22 or what ever, I guess I'm just a old milf 2 get fucked but not 2 breed any more but I want more BLACK BABYS

Omg u cant belief how many nigger ducks I sucked 4 Ekon!!! Lol I'm a fuckin white slut whore 4 niggers!!!!! My husband likes 2 make me suck off his freidns 2 show my humility 2 African supwrority race + white weakness. I swear 2 g-d I must of sucked off a 100 niggers in the last couple of months. I swallowed most of they're cum 2 lol. I feel like it's natural 4 me 2 b used by niggers as a fuckin white suck toy lol like I'm just a mindless piece of shit white who does what she's told 2 obey the black race. I love 2 b put in my place as white inferior 2 black. Am I fucked up???? I love 2 b they're slave.