SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 895.
I wonder how many feminized sissy cuckolds get to the stage that getting an erection naturally is an almost impossible task?
I know I got there years ago via a toxic mix of long-term chastity, Cuckoldress brainwashing, porn addiction and belief that as a Feminized sissy cuckold I was and am shamefully insignificant.
When it’s drummed into you that your tiny, small and worthless and no woman would ever want you and if you do get erect seeing your cuckoldress in any form of undress you get harshly punished or having a stiffie when she is making you watch her have sex with a lover your abilities to function soon start to dissipate due to the consequences.
The Cuckoldress will also harshly teach her feminized sissy cuckold only to erect when she says so or she links being screwed in the sissy pussy with the consent from her to erect.
Even to this day I cannot erect normally and to obtain a shameful sissy squirt it has to be accompanied by large insertions into my sissy pussy and long hard fucking as I watch disgusting porn on our life subject.
I truly am a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold like so many of you are as well.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 894.
Deep down I think all of us feminized sissy cuckolds know that when we started out dressing up and masturbating we knew we were going to one day suck cock and swallow sperm from the moment we started to ingest our own weak watery sissy milk.
Our conditioning to be male of course made this a very taboo subject that brought on shame and self-loathing when the thoughts of it sprang to mind.
But let’s be honest we all peeked at the big boys in the showers and public toilets all to aware of our massive inferiority in the penis league and the fear we felt with the giddiness to have a cock in our mouths.
Of course women can sense and see this in the likes of us and take advantage of getting us to clean them up after they have had sex with other men but it’s more than that as from talking to many Cuckoldresses they also like seeing sissies and men having sex or sissy on sissy it gives them a perverse thrill knowing they have the power to order such depravities for her entertainment.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 893.
If you were lucky growing up and began evolving into a Feminized sissy cuckold you had a helping guiding hand.
Even if your secret was well hidden I hope you paid attention to your mother or aunt teaching you all you need to know about home economics and housework.
It’s a young want to be feminized sissy cuckold that understands that at some point what it wants to be will encompass toiling as a maid for a wife and will pay detailed interest at the knowledge that being imparted to him.
I was lucky my mother instilled the lot in me from cooking, cleaning, Ironing, sewing in fact every aspect of looking after myself of the lady I was with.
It’s at this point as an evolving feminized sissy cuckold that you realize that what you are about to become is going to be a life filling role and not just a sexual thing.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 892.
On the rare occasions the Cuckoldress wife lowers herself to let her feminized sissy cuckold have a sissy squirt she usually makes this experience a very uncomfortable one.
I think we all know that nothing is as it seems with the Cuckoldress where sissy release is concerned.
If you are unlucky enough to have a unauthorized accident in your panties or as you kneel or sit watching her have sex with a guy or men the consequences of course are harsh with canings, floggings or whippings.
But then your lucky day arrives and she informs you she is going to make you squirt for her, and you are in paradise, but once the chastity devices come off and out your joy mostly is very short lived.
Your Cuckoldress might only remove your anal chastity and dildo you to a sissy milking the pain of the penile chastity taking away any luxury pleasure, she might also deem is necessary that for some reason needles need pushing through your sissy ovaries or sissy clit head prior to the forced sissy dribble.
Then there is the array of electric toys that can make the sissy clit want to retreat into itself as it’s masturbated by the cuckoldress hand.
Often with the skilled Cuckoldress she will do what’s called a draining which amount to no stop manual masturbation drawing out every last drop of sissy milk and then some to the point of having her feminized sissy cuckold screaming and pleading to be put back in chastity as its sissy clit and ovaries are hurting so much with the relentless masturbation.
In many ways over time the feminized sissy cuckold comes to understand that no cumming and living with enduring sexual frustration is the best course of action.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 891.
You know you’re a full blown feminized sissy cuckold when you discover the feeling of seeing someone you like going off with other men and you get aroused by the humiliation even if the said girl does not even know you adore her.
From the moment we start our dressing up and it aids our dirty naughty little masturbation sessions we know there is something wrong with us and fiddling with ourselves is a shameful bad naughty thing that we really should not be doing to ourselves but cannot help it.
Worse if a woman catches us dressed up and wanking because their reaction to our perverted cavorting’s will instill a deep-seated shame and humiliation in us that we are not good enough to be allowed to masturbate so by default there is no possible way we should be bothering women for sexual intercourse.
Even before we discover what we are most feminized sissy cuckold know that they are small and underdeveloped in the manhood stakes and it becomes in bred into us that we must help and support women have sex with real men our only role to serve the lady and clean her up.