SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 728.
Perfumes are another thing that as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold have always put me into a trance?
Of course different scents smell different on an individual and what suits one woman can smell awful on another so what I am talking about here is individual taste smells that capture you on your Cuckoldress of of some woman passing by in the street that smell's delectable!
My first memories of Perfume on a woman was the White Linen that my Mother used to wear and what with me then being captured to her hosiery and underwear it logged into my so called mind that it was an arousing aroma.
My first wife used to wear Anais Anais that was delectable and when out dating she would go for Poison.
Then there was Tania who had a wide range of scents during the day she used to wear a Avon product called Timeless that on her skin always reminded me of what I called then and to this day slut scent! on Tania is was dizzying to me a real dirty raunchy perfume that lingered on her hosiery and panties and coupled with the stench of sex was devastating.
For evenings Tania would go for Hypnotic Poison or the Female Joop that sadly they stopped producing it came in a blue bottle, both were always in my nostrils when she used to depart for dates and once again made me giddy smelling her later when she had been indulging in sexual intercourse with her men friends!
Other perfumes that get me are Woman by Kalvin Clein, Obsession, The original Jean Paul Gaultier.
I as a Feminized sissy cuckold wear Timeless, Hypnotic Poison, Woman, Lulu and Alien all which are very tarty!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 727.
Tania my second ex wife and Cuckoldress used to love sending me into a pharmacy en femme to purchase for her Magnum xxxl black condoms that she used with some of her clients telling me to ensure I made it perfectly plane that My Wife has sent me to purchase for her the Magnums
She would also demand that as I got the very big condoms I was also to ask for condoms extra small for myself and make sure it was a female assistant I asked help from.
Once I had asked for what was required the penny used to drop with this assistants and I would be squirming with humiliation and shame.
One momentous time the lady serving me called accross to her female collegue "Jenny do we have any petite condoms left in stock?" this was said in front of me and about a dozen other people waiting at the counter!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 726.
For the Feminized Sissy Cuckold either a want to be or a dumped and divorced one seeking a new Cuckoldress my advice is do not be fussy!
There are plenty of women out there who are far more kinky and degenerate than you might think so perserverance is the watch word.
Do not look away from any woman no matter how old, fat, repulsive and off putting they are! they are a woman and as a Feminized sissy cuckold it is your duty and honour to serve them!
There are thank god plenty of ladies out there that are sluts and are not affraid of getting the cock they want and to get one of these princesses is the Mother lode.
There is nothing quite like it for the Feminized Sissy Cuckold than to find once ordered down to lick the exposure of a well used pussy and anus and to lick and clean them is heaven!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 725.
I think we can all think back and review some of the shameful humiliating things we did as budding feminized sissy cuckolds that even to this day make us shudder?
Not saying we regret these actions as getting caught out or exposed in the end was a great relief instead of having to keep our true natures deadly secret.
For me it was not so much being found out that I stole and wore my mothers tights and my addiction to hosiery and feet with the unforgettable night my little penis erected against the sole of her nylon clad foot as I massaged it while we were watching television and her reaction to that and then being told she knew I wore her dirty tights and made me go put a pair on for her to see and then being told I was to wear them daily.
No the real shame I found was another confession but a week or two later when she was interrogating me over things I was up to and I was in such a weak vulnerable state that I let slip I also messed around with her dirty panties that I found in the laundry basket along with the tights.
By this time of an evening I was wearing tights and a nightie she had looked out for me saying it suited hosiery better than a pyjama top and so I was ordered as it was more than a request to show her what I did with her dirty panties.
I was almost crying with shame as I knelt back in front of her after going to the bathroom and fetching a black pair of silky panties that lay at the top of the basket obviously ones that se had been wearing that day and with interest on her face she urged me to show her what I did.
Again I was shamefully erect in front of my Mother as I lifted the gusset of her dirty panties to my lips giddy with the smell and the sight of the patch of tacky gunge on the material and with my other hand I touched my little penis as I began to lick the mess from the gusset!
It was not the licking up of the slime that got me a telling off but because i had the nerve to touch myself through the tights that brought a tirade of disgust from my Mother making me snap my hand away but far from that being the end of it she coldly said " you should be concentrating on licking my panties clean to get them ready for washing not fiddling with yourself like some degenerate pervert!"

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 724.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold I totally addicted to hosiery in all its forms not only on myself but on women and even other sissies!
It is a crying shame that at present women seem to have turned their backs on femininity and its only a small but significant section of women that wear them and know the feminine power of hosiery.
It's awful these days to see how women are dressing are the deliberately making themselves unfeminine and unattractive by the advent of them donning ugg boots and jellies on their feet combined with leggings and sloppy t-shirts and fleece tops in the winter.
It takes the biscuit that if a less than good looking lady is in a nice pair of heels hosiery and a skirt with nice top men will look and appreciate who and what she is! Christ they are even eyeing up us sissies because we dress in what was once the preserve of women!
I hope like everything things go in cycles and women come round to celebrating their femininity again and understand the power that gives them over males and us mere feminized sissy cuckolds who are here to serve them!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 723.
Did it take you long when you evolved into a Feminized Sissy Cuckold to come to terms with having to eat pussy, clean ass and suck cocks that were in an appalling state?
I am not taking here about the good honest pussy or anal cream pie or post wet cock sucking clean! I am referring to women and men taking advantage of the Sissy Cuckolds unwritten law that they cannot refuse to clean anyone?
Many a time I have felt physically sick with tears running down my cheeks as I have licked a pussy that's stinks worse than a trash can on a hot summers day that had off fish in it!
What crushes you is the glee in the woman's face that she has the power to make you eat and clean her no matter the awful state she has got herself into!
And then there is the murky subject of her anus and all the stuff that slides or oozes out of that sexual organ that she will also fully expect you to clean and eat.
And it does not stop with women! guys into abusing feminized sissy cuckolds like nothing better that tormenting the feminized sissy cuckold with their smelly, slimy dirty cocks!
I even had one experience when with Helen my prostitute lady friend we watched two guys get it on and some serious assfucking occurred and after the dom guy had dumped his load up the subbies ass he ordered me to suck his cock clean that was slick with the submissive shit!
Of course neither he or Helen would allow me to not do it so there under the mirthful gaze of Helen and the just fucked submissive I sucked the Masters cock clean!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 722.
Feminized Sissy Cuckolds are at the end of the day our own worst enemies?
By that I mean we life a life full of being denied sex, erections and masturbation.
We are constantly told we are to small and insignificant for sex and why should we have erections if our tiny penises are not up to the size women like for sex and as for masturbation? well we get told only filthy perverts get up to that sort of vile behaviour!
So there we are rolling along in a sick sea of denied sexual outlet and utter sexual frustration that goes so far beyond the blue balls syndrome!
I think you all know what I am talking about that almost drunk like state a feminized sissy cuckold goes about in that is a churning mass of need for sex or even a sniff or sight of it?
For the feminized sissy cuckold has to admit it's this state that it actually likes as you are on a plane way above anything you have ever known like a walking almost orgasm that's never going to be pushed over the edge.
So think of this state of being that you like before you pester your Cuckoldress for any relief she'll be so much happier you not asking and her not having to supervise some pathetic pity dribble she allows once in a while!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 721
If you are a Feminized sissy cuckold the odds are that you are afflicted with a tiny worthless penis so in the course of your miserable pathetic little life you will have to come to accept that anyone has the right to ridicule you for your non existent endowment!
And of course your Cuckoldress wife or partner had the absolute right to verbally humiliate you about your little penis and physically punish it to what ever degree she deems fit at any given moment!
Some of the worst penis punishments a feminized sissy cuckold can and will have to endure comes from creams, potions and natural juices!
Just think over this!
Many times Tania my second wife and Cuckoldress would have me strapped down in just my stockings heels and lingerie in her dungeon and she would remove my chastity device and caress my little penis till it was erect being careful not to let me have a sissy squirt.
I would be shaking all over and not just from the beautiful feeling of her touching my failure but because she had got her set of stainless steel penis shaped plugs out and the one she selected mostly it being the largest in the leather case would be coated with either fresh juice from a Chilli Pepper or tiger balm or deep heat and she would then fuck my urethra with it.
Anyone who has experienced this sort of penis punishment will know of the sheer burning hell the feminized sissy cuckold is put into as the creams and potions get to work releasing the fires of hades in your urethra.
Then wickedly Tania used to smear further balm of chilli sap all over the head of my little penis! and of course to really punish me as she had gloves on to apply the fiery stuff she would then insert her fingers into my sissy pussy.
By then I would be begging pleading screaming and crying in burning agony but strangely my sissy pin would still be erect as Tania fucked my urethra.
She would then remove the penis plug and quickly roll over my sissy clit one of the very small condoms she used to purchase for me if I was to have a release.
She would only do this part of the chilli or balm treatment if her grudge against my sissy clit was really riled up that day and she would then masturbate me to sissygasm which as your clit is in agony of burning is very intense!
But then the worst bit happens as the sissy milk filling the tip of the condom was massaged into my sensitive penile skin and the real fires of hell explode and you understand why your Cuckoldress has tied you down for this punishment as you thrash about in an agony you cannot escape from for hours.
And all through this penis punishment you hear your Cuckoldress explaining in every way possible what a dud and a failure your little clit is and why it needs to be punished for being such a let down for a woman like her and how its an offence to womanhood in general!