SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1045.
If you are a budding feminized sissy cuckold you will of course be internally ripping yourself apart in your formative years and will pathetically attempt to do male things.
What we all experience as we go through these times is that if and it’s a big if we are lucky enough to have a relationship with say a girl of our own age and if they are stupid enough to allow some intimacy through their ignorance of you they still damage what little male ego you might have lurking at the bottom of your jellified spine.
How many times once a lass has felt your turgid little penis has anything beyond first base been kiboshed with only petting, kissing and if you’re really lucky licking her pussy on offer.
Once a female comes into contact with a guy with a small penis things change, the younger woman will as quickly as possible throw you over the side of the boat out of no understanding about what to do with the likes of you.
It’s only the more mature woman and the older the better who knows the true value of the feminized sissy cuckold and believe me they can see you coming a mile off.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1044.
I do not know about you but I consider myself lucky enough to have witnessed couples having sex in my early days and what I knew even then as I saw some guy fucking the living daylights out of the woman they were with was that I would never develop into a man to be able to replicate what I was witnessing.
Nor was there any thought of how the guy was feeling ploughing a hot wet pussy or being sucked off, my thoughts were all focused on what the woman was feeling and the joy she was shouting being fucked hard.
For me I knew deep inside my place in the world of sex was to clean up the mess after a man and woman had sex and my primary role was to help and support the female in her pursuance of the sex she craved.
I suppose because all my initiations to women were with older experienced women who were not out to breed but just to get as much good sex as they wanted I never had to deal with silly young ladies swooning in love and all that mushy stuff, the women that took me under their wings were hard, stern confident ladies that wanted men so they could live out their inner slut and believe me they did and along the way cemented my place in life as a feminized sissy cuckold.