""I first became fixated on panties at the age of eleven at school. I was a late developer and my penis and balls were tiny with no hair and no ability to make sperm. James, a year older than me showed me a magazine with pictures of girls like this with their skirts up showing their stockings, suspenders, and panties. He asked me to go into the woods behind school with him. There he sat on the trunk of an uprooted tree and pulled down his shorts. I was totally amazed to see his huge penis hanging down and his large dangling hairy balls. I had never seen this before. He told me to fondle his balls with one hand and hold his penis with the other. Again I was amazed by the weight of his penis. As he looked at the girls in their panties and stockings his penis began to grow and rear upwards in my hand. He told me how to slowly wank it until it became frighteningly solid with prominent veins and a glistening purple head that suddenly popped out of his foreskin. I told him I was scared of its size, but he assured me it was normal. He made me start to wank it faster as he gazed more fiercely at the magazine. Some clear sticky fluid leaked from his penis which he told me to rub around the exposed tip. Suddenly his legs shook and he shuddered and groaned. His penis twitched and jumped out of my hand. Spurt after spurt of white creamy stuff spat out of his penis, some landing several feet away and some running down the shaft. I had no clue as to what was happening. I had seen nothing like this before. James cleaned himself with a tissue and his erection began to subside. He seemed pleased and content. He told me to take my pants down and he took my little immature penis between his thumb and forefinger. He said I should look at the girls in their stockings and panties. He wanked me until first I had a little erection, and then I experienced a dry orgasm. I pulled up my pants and we walked out of the woods. From that day to this I have been turned on by upskirts and panties""