Despite my amazing cuteness, I am still a virgin in this new world of mine. I'm new and I'm still meeting people and trying to figure out who I like. I could legitimately go either way. I don't look like little Ewan all that much: I'm a big guy with a thick beard and a loud voice, but my fantasy is to get topped by a bigger, stronger guy (beard optional but ok). But another part of me could really show a little bottom-type a very good time as a top, especially someone really tiny and femme or even shemale. I guess a reciprocal, mutually switch-type relationship is what I'm looking for most, at least romantically -- but for a good low-stakes fuck, I'd do what needed to be done based on the partner and the moment. I'm giving like that.

Not at all impatient about this. My sexual awakening has already begun, but it is proceeding in gradual steps. Just really making the fuck out with someone is step one. I want that next.

Tinder is a wash. That's just not working so far. I'm just not seeing what I need in terms of character and interest from men there. Grindr would be even worse, even less substantial. There's a slut inside of me, but he just needs to be coaxed out and made to feel safe. The spooning comes later, if you're really good dahling.