Dear mom,

I’m just getting adjusted to life here in the pen. As you could have probably guessed

I am really popular with all the big cons here. My daddy told me to ask you for some things to help make me a prettier bitch. It would be a great help if you could find all these items and send them to the address I’ll list at the end

1. Some pink and white panties.

2. A skirt or two (preferably Plaid schoolgirl type or miniskirt hooker type things)

3 Some lipstick (because Vaseline and cool-aid only go so far J)

4 Nail polish

5 A bra and some stuffing to give me some nice tits

6 Some razors and shaving cream

And I hate to ask but it would really help. A lot of KY because I can’t sit down now as it is. My “Daddy” here said he would like for me to ask you for tips on sucking cock but I

Just can’t. I guess I’ll learn on the job. Oh and p.s. some tampons because my pussy is always leaking blood and cum onto my underwear after I get fucked.   

Now, before you get upset I just want to say that I don't mind being a prison bitch.

After all, we both knew it would happen when I was sentenced. You know pretty blonde boys like me have to give up their asses to stronger inmates. One thing is that I don't have to fight, only have to bend over. One thing I do dislike is how this is a predominantly black prison.

Everything about them having big cocks is right. I haven't seen one without at least 10 inches. I have to leave soon to entertain a group of cons who have rented me for the evening. Carton of cigarettes for my ass now. Pretty high price for the white cons to pay for a punk who belongs to a black gang. I guess it's my feminine ass and face. My hair is also grown out to shoulder length. The men like it like that. I wonder what I'll have to do tonight.

Probably just fuck and suck but sometimes they get violent. A few nights ago after a particularly vicious fucking from my "Daddy" and his friends some of the Aryan brotherhood guys came in. One of them had a lit cigarette and a pair of scissors.

He had his pals hold me down while he proceeded to burn my balls and asshole. He used the scissors to cut little bits of my nipples off. It hurt like hell and then they fucked me too. I have been passed around like a fucking 2 dollar whore.

I know you probably don't care about my current predicament but if you are still reading, thanks. I need to get this stuff out.

One of their favorite things to do is make me get on my knees while they all form a circle around me. Then they make me suck them off until they all cum on my face. Then they make me walk around all day with cum on my face and hair. The main leader of the black gang that owns me has asked the warden for female hormones to give me real tits.

I imagine he will get his wish because the guards don't want trouble. I guess your little baby boy is about to turn into your baby girl. I want to tell you a little bit more about my new home. As you know it is a maximum security joint in the middle of Arizona.

Most of the inmates here are black or Mexican. In my cell-block there is only one other white boy. He gets fucked too I think. My cell is a ten man cell with five bunks. Because it is an old prison the guards can't see every cell. Even if they could my situation would not be different.

They think that if the gangs have a pretty little white boy in their cell they won't be as apt to riot. Anyway, my cell has ten guys in it plus me. I don't get a bunk because I'm the bitch so I have to sleep on the floor near the toilet. When the men get up to pee they love to move their cocks over and piss on me while I sleep.

I always wake up with piss all over me. I am also made to sleep naked to show my subservience. Every morning I have to make their beds and collect their laundry. All while I'm naked so they get good and hard by the time I'm done. Afterwards I have to either suck them or give up some pussy.

Then they go to the toilet. If they have to piss they use my mouth. If they have to take              a shit they use the toilet and then make me lick their asses clean. I swear that is the worst part of my whole life as a punk. Then they take me to breakfast in a cutoff jumpsuit with my midriff exposed.

I have to endure jokes about my pussy being sore and things like that.  Tonight’s customers have just gotten here so I have to take care of them. My pussy hurts just thinking about it. One of them wants me to keep writing while he dicks me. He just stuck it in and it hurts like hell.

My pussy has been fucked so much that only the really big ones like this guy hurt. He finally finished and then made me suck his cock clean. I don’t care how many times I’ve done it before, pussy juice still tastes awful. Once his cock was clean he made me thank him for fucking me.

After he got finished, the nastiest fucker in the whole prison decided to use me for his pleasure. This guy is absolutely horrible, he makes most hobos look clean by comparison.

You can smell him from a mile away, and I’m the only punk he likes to use. He had apparently been anticipating this day for a few weeks, as he clearly had not bathed. And it was my job as prison shower whore to clean him up.

Even in the context of prison, where bad odors are the order of the day, this guy made all the other cons stay about 10 feet away from him. I however accepted my position with my knees on the cold tile floor. As he walked up to me, he said through his toothless mouth, “Take my pants down, you little white bitch”  I didn’t even argue, I just unbuttoned his crusty pants and pulled them off. “You know what I like bitch, get to it”

he said.

I guess that’s all of my letter. I don’t have much more to say.